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Thursday, March 31, 2011

I'm back to update my blog!
Thinking back of my previous post which i say i wanted to update on my birthday..
I actually dont have any pictures with me..
So how do i blog about it?
Only with words i guess it would gonna be real boring..
Which is what i've been doing recently..
Blog post with no pictures..
Im not really an CAMERA person..
I dont go snapping around..
UNLESS..
I find the thing really interesting then would i capture it using my phone..
I have a digital camera but i dont really use it cause i find it kinda of useless..
It's actually given by my relative..
Not much function on the camera & it makes very not awesome pictures..
So i thought no use using it to take pictures..
&&&
SERIOUSLY!!!
I need a new phone!
YES! A NEW PHONE!
But i cant..
My current NOKIA phone is giving me LOTS of problems since i bought it last year NOV!
Brought it to get it fix for thrice BUT..
NO!
It's still NOT FIXED YET!!!
Dont understand why cant they get such a simple problem fixed!
I'm so FCUKING pissed off by the nokia care centre..
I even wrote email to complain but NOTHING were done..
I dont think i would even buy their phones again ANYMORE!
Ending this post abruptly..
TYVM!

♥ 4:30 AM

Monday, March 28, 2011

-Went to SGH for interview today
-I waited for almost 2hrs just for the interviewer to come
-It went well, hopefully i'll get the job
-Walked all the way from SGH to Outram Station to Chinatown JUST for KOI!
-Had a hard time finding KOI..
-Bought L milk tea & cravings statisfied!
-Went home, had dinner, used comp, watched tv
-Sometimes i think i am annoying to ppl but you cant blame me because it's the attitude ppl give me that let me misunderstand them!
-Dead beat therefore I AM HEADING TO BED!
-I'll blog real soon about my birthday!

Nights ALL``

♥ 11:50 PM

Friday, March 25, 2011

祝我生日快樂。

♥ 5:24 AM

Friday, March 18, 2011

明天我終於可以出門咯！！！
開心開心！
希望明天會玩的愉快哦～
還有，
台中演唱會成功！

♥ 9:49 PM

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Been feeling rather insecure after since i saw the news regarding japan's earthquake & tsunami..

also somehow a rather weird feeling that i cant really describe it into words..

Really dont like this kind of feeling..

Hopefully it doesnt mean that something bad is going to happen..

♥ 11:45 PM

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

i've been jobless for like almost 4 or 5mths?

i know im not a good & filial daughter whom my parents want me to..

I guess in my subconscious i still hope to be the little girl whom my parents dote on..

I still wish that i was the young little girl that doesnt need to think of anything everyday..

The young little girl whom only need to go to school everyday & be a good little girl that listens to what mummy & daddy says..

But i know time reverse..

It only goes forward on & on..

I know i can no longer be the young little girl that depend on my mummy & daddy..

Also i think i still have not have enough of fun i guess?

I still wanna play..

I still wanna chase idols without any worries like i use to be..

I still wanna go out with my buddies every now & then..

I still wanna not think neither worry about anything but just PLAY..

But no..

Reality tells me that i cant..

I have to work..

I have to support my family..

I have to start to face the work society..

I have to start to learn to know how to earn money..

I have to start to learn every single thing..

I main goal is to work & earn money..

This is reality i guess?

Sometimes i really wish that we were very very poor in the past..

I dont wanna travel around..

I dont need expensive things..

I dont need parents to give me whatever i want..

We can be poor..

I just want as to be how we were in the past..

Why not let us be poor in the past & a little richer now?

Why only let my parents suffer only when they are old?

WHY?

I dont get it..

If i can choose..

I wouldnt want them to bring me to travel when i was still a young little girl..

The money could be saved & used now..

I can dont want those expensive toys i used to have when i was young..

The money could be saved & used now..

But,

What has happened has already happened..

I cant turn time back..

Conclusion is that i hope i can quickly have the heart to go get a job..

Let my parents to have the life they should have & not struggle like hell for expenses that the house or living need..

p.s. sorry for the lengthy post.. i just need a place to rant..

& the best place is my blog.. :)

♥ 1:03 AM

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