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Monday, April 28, 2008

The whole of last week was real real tired .
I had to study for 6 days in a week and went out on sunday too .
Can say that i didnt even rest for 1 day .
But luckily i only need to study 3 days this week .
Therefore i can rest for a couple of days .
BUT .
Exams is coming .
And i've not been revising my Accounting for 4 lessons i guess .
I am so afraid that i'll fail my account .
Any nice soul can teach me before my exams?
Anyways .
Went to Plaza Singapura with ym then to city hall then to marina square .
Therefore i was even more tired after walking or should i say window shopping at so many places .
But i didnt even buy anything .
Which was actually good .
Because it means i didnt spend away my pay .
Which is again very good .
BUT .
There was a "big hole" in my ezlink card .
ADULT'S FARE IS REALLY EX .
Anyways .
I got to know something from someone .
AND i am quite pissed off with that person .
Some may know who i am referring to .
Well .
I dont think that person is that great .
He/she aint that great .
I dont think bad mouthing someone to that person's close friend is great huh?
Please stop thinking that your great .
Your not .
Not everyone have and need to abide to your listenings .
You're not my mother nor father nor my sister or brother .
So tell me .
Why should we listen to you?
You aint any great person?
You're just a F****** A* L*** .
Not that i want to scold you or what .
Is just that dont you think that you are childish?
You're younger then me and thought that you're mature?
You're not .
So what if you've experience more in society ?
I dont think that you've learned anything .

♥ 9:04 PM

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Am tired from this whole week of 6 days of school .

Tired tired .

Going out tomorrow with ym .

TIRED!!!!

Luckily next week there's only 3 days of school because of Labour Day .

We have 2 days of holidays .

Will update soon .

♥ 2:12 AM

Friday, April 25, 2008

All i need is LOVE .

The pig i drew in the conversation with OYM

Mine . PaiKu Ramen

Meiping's . Teriyaki Chicken something .

Soft Shell Crab

Dont know what's the name .

Tako .

Our order form .

Sensored !!!

Sy,Mine,Ym & an EXTRA foot .

.
Isnt the baby cute?

Just some random pictures =)

♥ 11:40 PM

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Daily routine was to meet up with DEAREST MEIPING XIAO JIE at queenstown mrt .
BUT .
TODAY .
I was ranting on the phone with ym about a stupid working ADULT i met in the mrt .
I was taking the train from Jurong East mrt and boarded the train to queenstown .
I was standing before a woman and she was standing right in front of the pole at the glass panel .
I was trying to hold the pole and that WOMAN was like reading TODAY newspaper .
She was like very fed up with me blocking her reading the newspaper she was holding on to .
So i thought maybe i should like use my the other hand to hold the pole .
And is like my hand was holding the pole and she was like trying to push away my hand with her bag . But i was trying very hard to hold the pole . I didnt know how to explain but then is like she is trying to forbid me from holding the pole . But of course , i didnt care about her . Because the pole dont BELONG only to her .
When at a stop where there were many passengers alighting and therefore it was abit empty in the cabin .
She turned around and stare at me with those stupid eyes .
So i stared back at her .
Is like WHAT!!! .
I want to hold the pole also cant?
Does that pole belong to you only?
&^%@&%*$*&^$*&^*$
What made me even pissed off was that she really really love that pole so much that she dont wish to leave the pole .
When a pregnant woman wanted to alight, she didnt want to let out a way to let the pregnant woman to pass .
I am ok with her not letting me hold the pole .
But OH MY GOD .
Even a pregnant woman she also cant let her walk pass .
Is that pole so nice?
Do you need to bring it back home?
For pole dance?
^&%@&*^(@&^^&%
Just very pissed off with the behaviour of these adults .
Especially all this kiasu working adults .
Some can be nice . But some can be really really mean .
Anyways, just want to vent my anger here .
I am not angry now already . =)
Just disappointed with that woman's behaviour .

Anyways . back to meeting meiping .
After that walked to school and had Accounting and Finance lesson .
The lesson seems to be getting a little boring .
And i want to say again .
WHY IS THAT NOWADAYS TEENAGERS ARE SO BAD?
Cant they spare a thought for an old man who is 62 and still need to come out to teach to earn money?
Cant you just somehow tolerate with him?

After lesson me and meiping intended to stay back in school to revise .
But in the end afraid that our school library would have lots of people .
We decided to go to other places to study .
We had a hard time thinking of where to go to .
In the end .
NICE NICE meiping decided to come to cck as i will be meeting sy and ym there .
She's so nice right?
p.s she lives at seng kang . oOPs .
We had lunch at aijisen .
SHE PAID FOR IT .
I feel so bad letting her pay .
She say its her treat .
We had a great time chatting and laughing .
AND also teasing her with ahem ahem .
In the end we did not study at all .
Thats bad .
Hmm . she was nice enough to accompany me wait for sy and ym to come meet me .
So i was also nice enough to send her to the mrt station . lol .
Today was a tired day for me .
I think its getting long so i should stop being long winded and end here =)

♥ 10:56 PM

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

I feel so left out .

♥ 12:41 AM

Friday, April 18, 2008

I am not needed here =)

♥ 12:59 PM

Sunday, April 13, 2008

为什么每当有事情发生,不关我的事的时候,往往到最后 - 错的人却是我?
为什么我需要背负着这些事?
难道我是一个不明白事理的人吗?
我到底做错了什么?
我一点都不明白.
每当大家发生什么事,我大多数都会进我的权利帮它们把事情解决或是给予意见.
就算别人对我再怎么不礼貌,发脾气或是什么事.我都无所谓.我都会忍.我都不会埋怨.
难道这也错了吗?
帮人帮到最后,一切却变成是我的错.
一切都会变成我的责任.
为什么?
我也不想这么的ｎｅｇａｔｉｖｅ．
我可能是有一点,
但是,好大的因素是因为你们.
是你们造成的.
我也没有都怪你们.
但是,你们还是有责任的!!!

Ｔｏ：Ａ某某
你说我不体谅别人,你说别人有错但我也有错.
你对我所做的一切,
你闹情绪,
你不开心,
你不满意,
你不爽,
你给我脸色看.
我都忍了下来,可是,你一再的撇开我的话题.
把一切都说的像童话故事般的美丽·好听.
可是一点都不好.
你根本就不把我放在眼力.
请不要把一件丑陋的事说的那么美丽,因为一切都是在骗我.

Ｔｏ：Ｂ某某
口口声声说你是我的朋友.
每当我发生什么事,而我又向你哭诉事.
你说的都是一些敷衍的话语.
如果真的是朋友,
你根本就不会这样对朋友吧?
我讨厌你这样敷衍我.
不喜欢就说不喜欢,不要把一切说的那么美丽.
因为它一点都不美.

Ｔｏ：Ｃ某某
我好讨厌被你们忽略的感觉.
有时,只要有时侯,替我想想就够了.
这样有那么困难吗?

Ｔｏ：Ｄ某某
一切都不是我的错.
当时,你势必应该把事情搞清楚在怪我吧?
那时应该也不迟.不是吗?

Ｔｏ：Ｅ某某
我不知道,
为什么到最后,
一切的一切尽然都变成我的错.
我错在那里?
这一切根本就不关我的事.
我觉得好莫名其妙.

终于发泄完了.
我知道以上我所提到的人都不会看我的部落格.
这些人应该也不会在乎.
我也只是想发泄发泄自己放在心里很久的不愉快说出来.
看看就算了吧=)

ｐ．ｓ应该也不会有人看吧.

♥ 1:25 AM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Accompanied sy to MOE to pay her Olevels maths fee .
AND
They got their Olevel cert as well .
BUT I'VE GOT NO CERT .=(
While on the way to buona vista to MOE building, it was raining .
We 3 were crossing a bridge and dont know why .
We 3 suddenly stopped to talk .
When suddenly, there was lightning and and
A high sparkle strike on the tree .
We were shocked .
There was a loud bang and a high sparkle .
But only i saw the sparkle as i was facing the trees .
It was scary and the bang HURTS!!!
Anyways .
After MOE we went to bugis .
Went around hunting for shoes and clothes etc etc .
Bought alot of stuffs .
Spent a lot of money too .
Had fun with them too .
Suddenly dont have the mood to blog anymore .

♥ 11:43 PM

Went to school today .
5th day of school .
School's alright .
AND the lesson of POA is getting more and more tough .
I am afraid that i cant cope with it .
Hmm .
Anyways .
Daily routine is to meet meiping at queenstown mrt station .
Walk all the way to school .
If its too early we will walk around or go to the canteen .
If time is just alright we will go to class and if the door's not open .
WE will ...

Of course is wait for the door to open =)
After which when school ended at 12pm .
I would have to accompany MS meiping to the toilet and then off we go back home .
We will then walk back to mrt and take our separate trains back home .
But today's different .

I HAD TO GO TO WORK TODAY AT 5PM .
I was feeling so tired .
And i've got no time to revise my POA .
Actually its not really POA . Its called Principles of Accounting and Finance .
ITS CHIM!!!
AND .
A stupid and idiot and ^%#!@#$ customer made me day even worse when i've already got to come to work .
Anyways .
Will be going out with XG tomorrow again .
Alright i guess my post and naggy .
So i shall stop here now .
=)

♥ 12:36 AM

I met a stupid idiot and (*^^&$$%#%#* customer today .
Stupid .
Call what flo.....
Dont wish to say her name .
She was like damn attitude .
Stupid .
&%$$#&*&*&^%^&
Who do you think you are?
So what if you're customer .
I dont think our shop need you this kind of customer .
STUPID .
Made my day bad .

♥ 12:33 AM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

4th day of school .
Nothing much happened today .
Had communication skills today .
Hmm .
There was a short filming by dont know what company and what purposes .
Working tomorrow .
I dread going to work .
How i wish i can dont go work . =(

♥ 7:14 PM

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

3rd day of school .

Had POA again today .

We are only having 2 modules on term 1 .

One which is POA and the other is communication skills .

Communication skills is somehow quite alike to effective communication that i had learned in ITE .

Therefore it becomes a little bored listening to the same things .

POA!!!

Something which i have never learned or touched before through my 19 years .

Oh god .

I am bad with formulas .

I cant really remember them and i dont really know how to do .

Hmm . got to study real hard for this .

And my teacher .

Mr See . His already 62 this year .

Come to think of it . I felt quite pitiful because he is already 62 and yet he still need to come out to teach us students .

Sometimes i felt that our class ppl seems to be bullying him .

He may be cute in someway or somehow .

But please put in thought that he aint young adult .

I feel that we should respect him .

The class is full of youngsters .

Imagine that if 'he' was your grandfather .

How would you feel?

(Am i thinking too much?)

Thinking that i have to work on this coming friday .

I am so hoping that friday wouldnt come .

Just by going down to work for 5 hours .

Come to think of it .

Its real bored .

Its been 3 days since i last saw them .

I MISS THEM!!! .

Got to go study for my POA now . =(

P.S any kind souls willing to teach me or give for free tuition on POA? =D

♥ 8:08 PM

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

2nd day of school today .

Got to know more friends today .

Hahas .

Class was fine today .

Had a new module today and there was new teacher today .

She told us about her background and all .

And she is also a faci from RP .

OMG .

RP again .

Anyways .

Class was fun .

Tomorrow's another school day .

Time is moving slowly .

Its only the 2nd day of school .

♥ 6:30 PM

Monday, April 07, 2008

School started today .
I was feeling so scare and worried .
Thanks to ym & sy for chatting with me and smsing me on phone .
Thanks to jerry for smsing with me also .
Hmm .
Reached queenstown and was shock to see that there were so much ppl waiting for bus .
So i decided to walk to school when i didnt even know how to .
LUCKILY !!!
I meet a nice soul .
She's from malaysia . Her name's vivian .
I saw her walking so i thought maybe she is also going to school .
So i went forward and she really was going to school .
So i told her if i could walk with her .
We chatted on the way to school .
But she's not in the same course as me .
We were too early so we went looking for our blocks and classroom .
Sat down at the canteen .
When it was about time we separated .
After which i went into my class .
There were already quite few ppl inside .
So i settled down and took my textbook .
I was like OMG .
Its so thick and it was POA .
Which i have not learned before .
Anyways while waiting for the lesson and to start and ppl to come .
I was sitting around and went a girl came in .
She looked into my direction and we smiled and
WE BECAME FRIENDS!!
Ok .
It seems to be quite absurd .
But yes .
Thats how we become friends just by smiling to each other .
Her name's meiping .
And later i got to know peiqi .
And xueli if i am not wrong?
But i didnt talk much to xueli .
Among the 3 of them .
I AM THE OLDEST!!!
Anyways .
Will be meeting meiping to school tomorrow .

P.S my teacher's cute(not how he look . i am not despo . his sense of humour and the way he talk is cute . everyone in class agrees =))

♥ 3:37 PM

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Am starting school on MONDAY!!!
Its like so damn fast .
Oh my god .
How i wish i was also in poly .
At least there are ppl i know .
But the private school .
There is noone i know in that school .
Its a private school .
I feel so alone and lonely .
Many of them are in RP .
They can meet up to have lunch .
They can meet up to go to school together .
They can meet up in school just so easily .
But i cant . because i am not in poly . I am in private school .
Haix .
WHY?!???
WHy am i so stupid ????
WHY CANT I GET INTO POLY???

♥ 3:53 AM

Thursday, April 03, 2008

We're drifting apart .
Getting further and further away .
Seems like nothing can save us .
Is it because of me? or you? or ......
Can it be saved or it would be gone if it is meant to?

♥ 2:10 AM

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Stop pestering me .

Its my first time i work and i am being pestered by that company to work .

Still say that i am lazy to work and why aint i working .

So what if i am lazy?

I am not born out to help your company work .

Your pay aint good .

See how your company treat we staffs .

GOOD?

NOT AT ALL .

And you're always pestering me when i am gave in .

BUT you're always asking more .

What more do you want .

After i finished my attachment i helped on .

And said it was the last time .

But after you pleaded with me . I agreed to help out for another 5 days .

AND YOU ASKED FOR MORE .

What the hell is this .

I did not sign contract with you so i dont think i have to oblige to your request .

I so feel like pushing off my other days that i have agreed to work for you .

Maybe i should .

I am real pissed off .

♥ 12:42 PM