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Saturday, May 30, 2009

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=P3@C3=
motivation
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motivation
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MOTIVATION
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MOTIVATION
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M-O-T-I-V-A-T-I-O-N!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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MOTIVATIONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
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JIA YOU!!!
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WOOOOOOOOOOOOLALA~
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FLOOD SI NI!!!
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LOLX..YM U ARE ONE YELLOW PANDA LE NOR..DUN NEED UR DUCKY LE MAN!...n YANG QIAN TING!!!...since when i become AH BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYY??...@.@!!!
To Siyan - LOLS.. but i still dont have the motivation.. thats SAD!!! I already have alot of YOU already leh.. cannot add.. later will die.. i haven drown yet BTW.. Hahas.. you've always been my AH BOY in MY HEART!!!

ray
wad a spammer....
To ray - lols.. you mean sy? she is a flooder? is there this word.. lols.. luckily i know how to swim..

YummY
lol..somemore is a regular spammer sia..luckily i have my swimming float and my yellow ducky..LOL..
YummY
that gathering seem like woman's talk sia..haha..
To YummY - lols.. if flooder not spammer.. you is bushy panda leh.. where got yellow ducky de? should be bamboo stick ba?? LOLS or bamboo shoots? it's a woman talk.. but we have "sisters" talk regularly already =)

TUTU ^^
Send me the questions you wanted to ask :) I will try to help you .
To TUTU^^ - see first ba..

♥ 8:52 AM

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Went out with laopa, sy & ym..
Met up for a movie at cwp..
It's the first time we 4 watched a movie together..
Watched monster vs alien..
The movie was quite nice & funny..
After which went to mac & have our dinner..
We almost "explore" after eating it..
We were laughing like hell..
Ym was disgusting..
Lao pa was too niang with his actions..
Sy was lame..
I was i was funny?! =)
After which went to 2 playgrounds near my house..
Chatted & they did their rj..
It was good to have some chatting sessions..
I really liked the feeling of us meeting up almost every week..
To just have a chat with each other..
Hope this can continue..

♥ 8:49 AM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

There goes my JOLIN!!
Why must it be on a friday & a saturday??
Finally she's coming & she's just ONE mrt stop away from me & i CANT GO..
SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD =(

♥ 2:49 PM

Saturday, May 23, 2009

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Woke up prepared & trained to tiong bahru to my grandmother's house
My uncle's celebrating my grandmother's birthday in advance
Quite of detest going to her house as we would need to walk a LONG LONG walk to her house
With this kind of weather it can really KILL!!
Finally reached & everyone was already having lunch
So sat down with them
Chatted & had lunch
After lunch, rested for awhile & time to cut cake
As my younger cousin & elder cousin needs to leave earlier as they have something on
The cake looks nice as it's all fruits & it's from crystal jade i think?
After finishing the cake, those we need to leave left
After awhile we also left & save a trip as my uncle drove as to jurong east mrt
Shopped at guardian & at yew tew point with my mother
Reached home & here i am blogging

♥ 6:37 PM

Friday, May 22, 2009

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When over to bushy panda's house
Initially wanted to ask for help for my accounting
But omr wasnt back even until ym & i decided to go out
Spend the time using comp, chat a little, watching 百萬大歌星
Asked lao pa out
But was dragged from 4+ to like 8+
He took almost 3 hours plus to reached home -.-
Finally met at lot 1 at 8+
Walked around & wanted to catch a movie
But the pathetic cinema of lot 1 has only 3 pathetic movies showing
Continue walking around
In the end bought Mac's ice cream & sat down for awhile & went home after which

♥ 2:12 AM

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Gathering for CLC members!
Like finally can get to see them after so so so so so LONG!
Met up with bushy panda & ah boy at yew tee as they just finished school
Trained over to cck & saw eunice on the way
Talked a little & met up with CLC members at pasta mania
They were already eating when we reached
Ordered & chatted while eating
Couldnt really hear what they were saying as i was sitting right at the other end of the table
FYI, we had 11 people
Wanching & xiao zing came at a later time
Finally finished eating & we had to look for a place that was easier to chat
Wanted to go to the roof garden but it was still not open
So in the end seniors found a round table at food court
It was quite funny that we go to the food court just to chat
Settled down and some seniors went to buy dessert as it would be too weird to be just sitting down just chatting at a food court full of people and with such a huge group of us
Chatted alot of things & memories came flowing back
Kind of miss the old times
Took pictures with one another
We chatted until the food court aunties uncles came to chase us away in an unfriendly tone which is like wth!
Separate ways home
Hope we can have more gatherings
When can we have an ITE & Rgt classmates gathering?

♥ 1:40 AM

Thursday, May 21, 2009

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♥ 1:49 PM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

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ray
lol no trouble la...but that was ur post very intersting u know
ray
sorry wrong... is ' the way u post very intersting, in point form' lol
ray
wad copybear... point forms really like more easy to blog lor lol
ray
wa don like dat la i copy u onli, u go delete the post away?
ray
the point form post is gone...
ray
eh psps come back liao zzz yesterday i see wasn there...
To ray - lols.. you very funny leh.. i abit dont understand what you saying lo.. you really old liao la.. lols.. of course la... i use liao then SOMEONE copy me de lor.. and you hor really is old liao that's why 老花isit?? it was there since the day i posted it up leh.. aiyo.. i think we need buy you a 老花specs hor..

Kenneth
Lol. tagged.
To Kenneth - LOLS.. thanks for tagging huh! hahas..

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COOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!...nice lbogskin!!
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black is ultra ROX!!
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jux lyk how i rox in ur life!!!!....LOL
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ohhhh..sweet escape~~~
To Siyan - hahas.. of course nice nah.. i USE de leh.. hahas.. lols bhb.. black rocks man.. hahas.. eeyer you.. no need say out de ma.. will shy de leh.. hahas.. and no need type so fast.. its blogskin.. not lbogskin.. hahas..

♥ 12:28 PM

I need motivation!!
I want motivation!!
Where's my motivation???????

♥ 12:32 AM

Saturday, May 16, 2009

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=P3@C3=
referring to u le...uh den who..?..taggie in ur blog de tag board eh dey??...!!LOLX
=P3@C3=
si lao pa!...everytime older den us still call us lao ah ma...u ZHU ah~ XD
To Siyan - hahas.. nono.. i mean what thing you refering to.. not who are you refering to.. what you mean taggie in my blog de tag board?? lols.. i'm kinda of confused le la.. lao pa is miss our poking la.. hahas..

jazreel
yea of course (:
To jazreel - linked already.. =)

ray
omg u come here n scold me... don like dat leh... i want bully qt de ma...
To ray - hahas.. wah.. bully me??? later i poke you until you cannot stand up ar..

YUmmY
OMG..i saw that one in the column liao..and i am not call bushy-.-
To YUmmy - your eyes very cmi.. really is slow daoooooooo.. i know your not bushy.. your bushy the panda =)

♥ 10:45 AM

Friday, May 15, 2009

Met up with sy, ym & lao pa..
Ym was LATE!
Deciding where to go for supper..
Went over all the way to Changi Village..
Spent some time thinking what to order..
Sy & laopa ordered hokkien mee from different stalls..
Ym, Sy & i ordered bbq chicken..
Had the most disgusting cup of chestnut drink which cost me $1.50
Went over to some areas..
Saw some "girls"..
Was quite eye opening for us i guess?
Went over to see aeroplanes..
Dont know why but it felt so shock watching aeroplanes taking off..
There was a couple dont know doing what behind us & the guy was looking fiercely at us..
Drove off again to look at the "girls"
They were really daring & wore very very very very revealing clothes that = almost nothing..
Lao pa drove us to take a look at OCH..
It was really scary..
An individual building standing at a high place with no lights at all..
It was quite eerie..
Went home after which..
Thanks lao pa for driving us around & sorry to trouble you.. =)

♥ 1:26 AM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Happy Birthday Mummy!

I'm sure a failure being a daughter..
I dont even have the ability to fork out money to buy her a cake..
I dont have a single cent to buy her a cake..
They say that 60 years old is somehow a important age as it means reaching another stage in life..
But as a daughter..
I can do nothing..
What a failure!

♥ 11:52 AM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

真的覺得沒有必要在提這件事情。
而且，
你根本沒有做錯什么是。
你單純的只是想要交朋友。
相信你也知道很多你的粉絲都在/會支持你。
我也不例外。
加油！

♥ 10:33 PM

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

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jazreel
Hey, just pass by your blog (: Anyway, smile (:
To jazreel - hey.. thanks for dropping by to tag.. you have a blog too?

TUTU ^^
YO !
To TUTU^^ - you hor.. come you liao then i reply liao you jiu disappear already..

=P3@C3=
EMO KID!!!..update more can..dun so lazy...
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i whack u ahhhh..if u continue soooooo lazy!!!..haahx!!...
=P3@C3=
Hey can sms me ma..not lyk i dun wan to be there..?...mux ask ma den i can help... i still not so small n smart to know u not feeling in the best of mood eh..contact me yea? =)
To Siyan - lols.. update so much liao leh.. where got lazy? lazy de is you lo.. ownself also never update.. &&& i update liao also you see only.. so long long then update also ok de.. your last tag is refering to????

ray
eh like dat i also will stress bring 3 lao ah ma go out then must take care properly LOL
To ray - you that day is poke not enough hor? the next time we see you i think you dont even need to go home.. you will be lying on the floor cannot move..

♥ 11:31 PM

Monday, May 11, 2009

孤單Tequila

早已習慣　這個酒館　午夜以後的凌亂　狼籍的杯盤
有人爛醉　哭的哽咽　有人將嘴角一撇　縱容一切不屑
我想一個人的心被愛恨情愁　扯的稀爛了以後
那是是非非該欣然看破

多少次錯過又來　多少次愛過再愛
直到擁有才明白我的愛已不再
NO NO 朋友　請與我SHARE完這一杯酒
我情願孤單卻清醒的走出門口（還有影子陪我）

TEQUILA 碰　AROUND THE WORLD
煽情過頭的SAXOPHONE依然即興憂鬱種種
我想一個人的心被愛恨情愁無端折磨過以後
那緣深緣淺會自然悟透

多少次錯過又來　多少次愛過再愛
直到擁有才明白　我的愛已不再
NO NO PLEASE DON'T GO　是我　我太需要朋友
說說管他到底是什麼　是什麼
（多少次錯過又來　多少次愛過再愛）
直到失去才恍然　我的愛多蒼白
NO NO 誰對誰錯　為何我　是我失魂落魄
朋友你懂不懂　說說他們愛的自由
WOMAN WOMAN 妳要怎麼做　我　我難道不夠成熟
NO NO 誰沒有夢　PLEASE DON'T GO

*一首很久以前的歌。
我知道我很老派。
可是當時就覺得這首歌很有feel。
還想是小時候爸爸車上阿妹的聽海那張CD聽到的。
其實我不怎樣明白這首歌的含義。

♥ 10:51 PM

遇到了困難或難題。
我卻連一個可以問的人都沒有。
連一個可以幫助我的人都沒有。
真的覺的很無奈。
到底是我人個/品上出了問題還是是它們的問題？
無奈！！！

♥ 4:29 AM

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy mother's day to all mothers !

♥ 8:00 AM

Friday, May 08, 2009

CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK!!
Click on the ads PLEASE!!

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Why no one is tagging??
Tag more tag more!
I want many many many many many many tags..
Flood my tagboard!!!!
Tag more & maybe i'll update more?
But i guess no one is reading that's why...... =(

♥ 11:06 PM

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=P3@C3=
it's so nice to see this song up in ur post...when cna we sing this again?...it's been really long time since we last did...
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DIAOX!!..u din update since dunnoe when!!...lolx...faster update na..
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update na dey!! =P
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flood si ni ah..still dun wan update!!
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WTT?!? -_________-
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WTT = WAT THE TOOT!!
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UPDATE A PROPER ONE LE DEY~ =.=
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FLOOD SI NI AH..!! ^^
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WOOO!!..good good!!
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wat photos??...i wan also...ahahx
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bbqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq ROX
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yea yea..happie update..tml see us u will happie le rite..?..lolx!
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aiyo..play cheat how can dun put ur own pic!!..somemore first pic i super retarded~~..lolx!!..
To Siyan - wah seh.. seeeeeeeee!! the amount you tagged so much leh.. VERY GOOD!!! must always tag so much OK!! hahas.. flood me until i cannot tag also can.. hahas.. bbq nice hor.. next time must go again.. SOON ar!! hahas..you retarded? you now then now you retarded? Wah really slow leh you.. cmi liao la you.. hahas.. &&&&& i want to go KBOX & SING THAT SONG LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YummY
yo man..i got the photos from my cousin le wor..i send you through email hor..
YummY
and the BBQ thing really delicious man..lol..
YummY
yo man..i see the ad liao man..haha..it's HTC ad..haha..
To YummY - huh? htc ad??

ray
yo yo yo i also dunno how to motivate people de... Just do your best ba huh don stress lol :-p
ray
i see ur post, i like can see abit of me leh... don keep post all tis sad sad things de la hor haha
To ray - hahas.. cannot leh.. very very very very stress leh.. so hor you must bring we 3 out more often hor.. hahas.. you can see abit of you? got meh? where where? hahas.. eh you first time come my blog meh.. out of 10 post normally more the 5 is this kind leh.. hahas.. you dont know i very emo de meh? hahas..

♥ 10:41 PM

Thursday, May 07, 2009

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Went to meet xiaogui at yew tee point..
Was actually meeting at 2 but dragged until 3+..
Anyways..
Was actually meeting up to get my printed notes from ym & give her a pair of shoes..
Had green apple ice cream from mac..
It wasnt as nice as i thought..
Went over to yew tee point & shop around..
Within awhile we already finished shopping the whole area..
Had my breakfast + lunch at foodcourt..
Met up with lao pa to khatib to go to The bottle tree park..
Bought some snacks & drinks before we head there..
Walked quite a distance before we reached..
It was like damn hot there.. Settled down & found a spot to sit down..
Chat around until around 7+ or so..
Finally went to see the bottle tree..
It was quite dark so cant really see from the pictures..
Took 851 to yishun interchange..
Walked around & was hunting for food..
The time was already 9+..
Most of the shops were already closed or are closing..
Ym & i had some taiwan snacks..
Sy & lao pa had polar..
We didnt have any seats to sit..
Therefore we went down to the carpark..
There was like a big space under the escalator at the car park..
We just sat there like nobody's business & had our food..
Some ppl did notice us but some didnt.. I
t was quite funny & weird actually..
Trained home & here i am blogging..

Pictures:

♥ 12:23 AM

Sunday, May 03, 2009

Finally i get to update that not very long but seems very long event's post..
What's holding me back to update that is because of uploading the pictures..
I dont know what's the problem at first that whenever i upload my pictures to photobucket..
The pictures that i have rotated in my comp first are not rotated whenever i have them uploaded in photobucket..
It is really very troublesome and time consuming to slowly rotate them one by one in photobucket..
Therefore i feel so dishearted to blog whenever this happens..
Went to look at my phone settings..
Thinking it might be the problem..
I've changed one of the settings hope the problem would not happen again..
2mths plus have passed..
I've been rotting at home for the past 2mths..
Not working & the biggest problem is i am NOT EVEN STUDYING for my sup paper..
Which is bad i know..
Parents have been nagging and nagging..
Somehow i just dont have the motivation to study..
I dont know why..
Sometimes when thinking back..
I somehow regret going to MDIS..
I should have tried my best to get into higher nitec or even other private institute..
I really regret spending like almost 10k in MDIS..
The dip course the remodule the sup paper..
I know i've disappoint them..
Let them have no face in front of relatives & friends..
Of course i dont wish for it to happen..
I'm not happy either..
Ever since i know i have to remodule..
Seriously,
I am like living everyday very hard..
At any moment..
The thoughts of going back to school..
The thoughts of retaking the exam..
The thoughts of going to a new class..
The thoughts of getting to know new ppl..
The thoughts of being alone.. etc etc etc..
Actually i feel that at times i really dont like to get to know ppl..
I dont like the feeling of going to a new environment where i'm alone..
With no one i know..
It scares me..
I feel alone, lonely & afraid..
I know some ppl might be thinking..
Aiya just a small matter scare what?
But to me..
It's not..
I dont know how to express out the feeling..
But i just dont like it..
It's may now..
Less then 1 more mth to my sup paper..
Thinking of studying f&b which i have not taken it let me feels unmotivated & scare..
Makes me dont feel like studying..
I guess i'm really useless in everything i do..
Sometimes i am thinking ppl around me who might have gone through the same as me like going to ITE retaking O levels for a few times..
In the end they are still able to go to poly..
But me?
Ending up in a private institute & not even getting good grades..
I really feel so useless & helpless..

♥ 4:07 PM

Saturday, May 02, 2009

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Xiaogui met up for gathering like finally..
Went over to meet them at cck platform at 9.30am in the morning..
Just to watch the move Departure at PS..
Why so early?
It's because we couldnt make it for the timing at the slot 4+ therefore we had to get up early just to watch that movie..
We thought that only we would be so stupid to wake up early just to travel all the way to PS to watch a movie..
But still there were quite some people we were the same as us..
The movie was great but maybe a little wrong timing for sy & i..
The hilrious part was that "someone" watched this movie like watching a horror movie..
When it was just a touching story & letting us know more about the position of being a 禮儀師
It was really meaningful..
Sy & i teared but someone did not..
Anyways,
We had our lunch at the food court which i recommended a dish to them..
I guess they really liked it alot..
After lunch we were around hunting for a present for ray's baby brother..
Finally decided to buy a bottle for him which we hope he would like it..
Headed over to ray's house..
We even pranked on him that we were not coming due to us having something on..
Yet we suffered because we didnt know which level was he staying at..
We traveled to almost all the levels below 8th floor..
Finally found his flat at level 5..
We didnt do anything there but sat down like 3 福祿壽
Which was kind of hilarious..
But corn came after ray went out to take his baby brother's birthday cake..
Overall it was quite fun as after which we went over to marina barrage..
The night view was quite nice over there..
Thanks lao pa & sorry for the trouble of driving us around..

Pictures:

♥ 4:06 PM