Happy mother's day to all mothers !
♥ 8:00 AM
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♥ 11:06 PM
Finally i get to update that not very long but seems very long event's post..
What's holding me back to update that is because of uploading the pictures..
I dont know what's the problem at first that whenever i upload my pictures to photobucket..
The pictures that i have rotated in my comp first are not rotated whenever i have them uploaded in photobucket..
It is really very troublesome and time consuming to slowly rotate them one by one in photobucket..
Therefore i feel so dishearted to blog whenever this happens..
Went to look at my phone settings..
Thinking it might be the problem..
I've changed one of the settings hope the problem would not happen again..
2mths plus have passed..
I've been rotting at home for the past 2mths..
Not working & the biggest problem is i am NOT EVEN STUDYING for my sup paper..
Which is bad i know..
Parents have been nagging and nagging..
Somehow i just dont have the motivation to study..
I dont know why..
Sometimes when thinking back..
I somehow regret going to MDIS..
I should have tried my best to get into higher nitec or even other private institute..
I really regret spending like almost 10k in MDIS..
The dip course the remodule the sup paper..
I know i've disappoint them..
Let them have no face in front of relatives & friends..
Of course i dont wish for it to happen..
I'm not happy either..
Ever since i know i have to remodule..
I am like living everyday very hard..
At any moment..
The thoughts of going back to school..
The thoughts of retaking the exam..
The thoughts of going to a new class..
The thoughts of getting to know new ppl..
The thoughts of being alone.. etc etc etc..
Actually i feel that at times i really dont like to get to know ppl..
I dont like the feeling of going to a new environment where i'm alone..
With no one i know..
It scares me..
I feel alone, lonely & afraid..
I know some ppl might be thinking..
Aiya just a small matter scare what?
But to me..
I dont know how to express out the feeling..
But i just dont like it..
It's may now..
Less then 1 more mth to my sup paper..
Thinking of studying f&b which i have not taken it let me feels unmotivated & scare..
Makes me dont feel like studying..
I guess i'm really useless in everything i do..
Sometimes i am thinking ppl around me who might have gone through the same as me like going to ITE retaking O levels for a few times..
In the end they are still able to go to poly..
Ending up in a private institute & not even getting good grades..
I really feel so useless & helpless..
♥ 4:07 PM