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Thursday, March 26, 2009

谢谢你们的生日礼物。
虽然今年没有庆祝，
你们懂得。
我也不用多说。
你给我的惊喜，
我真的是高兴的。
所以不要emo也不要想太多。
去了那里，
真的让我们打开眼界。
对了。
谢谢记得我生日的人。
不记得的，应该不是真的把我当朋友的人吧！！！
没关系，
我习惯了。
我在人群中都是被遗忘的那一个。
或者说，
没有人知道我的存在。
21岁的生日虽然很远。
可是我应该知道，那一天是没有什么好期待的。
祝我自己生日快乐！

♥ 5:20 PM

你的话或许是无心的。
可是，
那一句话却重重的打击我的心。
新是痛得。
很痛很痛。
可是你知道吗？

♥ 5:18 PM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

迷失了方向

♥ 3:07 PM

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Pictures for 060309:
(POST FULL OF PHOTOS!!)

I dont know why but i had a few shots of him looking him..
There is even one where both 小猪 & 小霜 i think?
Both of them looking at the same direction..
I was using my hp camera so the quality is not that good.. =)

This photos are from da ge's phone:

I was laughing like hell when i saw this photo that da ge took..
I dont know what the hell is she doing..
Da ge zoomed so much that she had this shot..
It's really hilarious..
Dont kill me if his fan's see this =p

♥ 3:05 PM

Tag Replies

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WA..ANKLE LEVEL NIA...at least i give u some water to cool nor..singapore weather so hot eh...though now raining a bit more often...u muz give me some water too...lolx...]
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yea LAOPA...we click that ad..n she earn alot of money den you as her laopa...n me as her sis will get our fair share of money!!!...so we muz click click click..dne our pocket will also row grow grow.
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hahax..so excited to that awards ting huh...dun get so high till u fly in the air on that day eh...den u will be crying cos u too high in the air cannot see what is going on le...=D
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OMG...i suddenly feel lyk i so lame...=.=...i tink ur lame virus come find me eh...XD
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CHILL BABY~...who so childish disturb u??...spank them!!...MUAHAHA~..it's friday today n tml sat...u muz be high-ing now..hahax..ENJOY
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wat happen that make u two so unhappy that day??...
To Siyan - wah this time is really alot neh.. lols.. i went to give you water also leh.. so you must update more hor.. hahas.. LOLS.. no lor.. only my pocket will grow.. but then now only $8 LEH... need $50.. still got $42 more to go leh.. still alot.. wait until your hair drop ba.. LOLS.. i really fly but then too fat & heavy liao fell down.. hahas.. you is lame de lor.. is you GIVE me the virus hor not i give you de leh.. dont anyhow say me hor you.. eeyer.. that person never sms me liao.. he really in ns too bo liao ba? but i suspect is ex colleague leh.. dont know also.. hahas you go beat him/her lor.. you very li hai de ma.. HOR!!! hahas.. i high finish liao.. now i high over my results... OMG =( fail again leh.. so sad.. need pay $300++++++.. also dont know where to find so much money lor.. i like writing essay to you hor.. hahas.. need me dedicate one post to reply you anot??? hahas..

michelle
wen to c den bo tag... super no heart... lol.. anyway u goin for chalet mah..
To michelle - hahas.. i got tag lor.. where got never tag... so how was the chalet? must be fun hor.. hahas.. flood my tagboard la.. and you dont so lazy leh.. go update your blog la you.. aiyo..

junru
call me
To junru - ???? call you?

wendy
relax relax.. at most change ur no.. so how ur phone?? niced?
To wendy - hahas.. dont worry i very relaxed.. lols.. if can change i jiu change liao.. no la.. i dont bear to change my number.. have been using it since i had a hp leh.. still ok lor.. but if listening to music then type sms will DAMN lag leh.. so far still ok ba?

ray
funny meh... i don tink so lor... anway weekend r just so full of funny stuffs. LOL
To ray - LOLS.. you know which one i saying anot? lols.. funny ? like what? lols..

FEL
WHY YOU NVR CALL ME SEE LUOZHIXIANG ALSO :( !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To FEL - hahas.. how i know you like him also? i tell you HE DAMN SHUAI!!!! I GOT SHAKE HAND WITH HIM LEH.. alot ppl did la.. but then you didnt.. wahahaha.. &&& i got to see him for 2 straight days.. wahahaha.. he really very shuai lor..

♥ 2:45 PM

超级不爽你。
TMD!
你以为你有那几分臭钱就了不起。
有本是你就不会再这里。
多希望不会再看到你！
会说别人自己不会看看自己。
自己也是那么的幼稚。
还敢说现在的人只会想到自己，那你呢？
也不是一样。
败类！
只会靠男人。
最好是和别的男人搞大肚子。
不可以，这样会害了一个小生命。
最好是不要再看到你。
浪费我的时间。
早知道就叫大哥去就好了。
去跟男人搞吧你！
八婆！！！！！

♥ 2:36 PM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Should i go to school to complain tomorrow?
What if the result is still the same?
I had confidence doing the exam for the 1st time but i failed..
The 2nd time i also could do of course i still have some missing points but i think i still can pass but i still failed..
WHY?
Does it really concern about my writing skills?
If it is..
Am my writing skills for my exams that bad?
If not..
What is the problem?
I guess i am the only one who failed pbm..
I've got to face a whole new class which is like *uck..
I hate this..
Why cant i pass..
I really feel like giving up the whole thing..
I shouldnt even have started studying in this school..
Was thinking through..
Maybe that time i should have gone to higher nitec that time..
By now i might be graduating or would have graduated..
Which i feel is better..
Coming to this school & wasting so much of my money..
Breaking my mother's heart & my heart again & again..
I am afraid that i might break down anytime with all this coming again & again..
Just what is the problem..
I guess maybe i am not a study material..

♥ 6:25 PM

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

070309
Got the E乐大赏's ticket through the web..
Was really feeling very happy that i could see 罗志祥 for 2 straight days although not face to face..
I could also see quite a number of other idols..
Met up with da ge to the career fair at suntec..
Seriously i feel that it's wasting our time going there..
There was nothing much but mostly all educational stuffs..
I was like -.- I just graduated & my motive here is to look for a job..
But mostly those that approached me were asking if i wanted to go to University for their degree course..
Anyways..
Was thinking we might not be able to have dinner as the performance starts at 7pm..
So we decided to go to the supermarket to but some food or snacks.. Was happily walking to the Marine Floating Platform..
The queue was like DAMN long..
Queued for quite awhile & da ge even met her ex colleague..
Finally we could get in.. & you know what..
EVERYONE'S OUTSIDE FOOD WAS BEING CONFISICATED!
The security says that we could not bring the outside food..
Ok so no choice we had to leave our bag of food at the tables..
They said that they wont be able to look after the food & can not make sure that it would still be there later.
. We managed to go & get back 2 bottle of drinks we bought..
The other food & snacks we bought were still at the tables..
Went to buy some really bad tasting food inside the place..
It dont taste good & is expensive!!!! Proceed to our seats..
The stage was quite small.. We were like DAMN far from it..
But never mind there was a screen for us..
Waited & waited & finally the event started..
Introducing different 艺人that are attending the event..
Everyone screamed & shouting like crazy when 罗志祥 & his dancers ride the Vespa into the stage..
Can say that almost all came for him..
There were people like 何维健，石心卉，蔡淳佳，杨宗伟，林俊杰，孙燕姿，Olivia Ong,林峰，罗志祥.
There are still some but i cant really recall them..
Waited & waited & waited finally it's 罗志祥's turn to come on stage to receive the award..
He got 2 awards & 1 of it was the one that he really wanted..
Everyone screamed like crazy & many people including da ge & me were standing up.. Trying to capture his shots..
Da ge's camera went flat!!!!
WHY always at the most exciting part the camera would have no battery!!!
So no choice we could only use our phone to take photos of the big screen -.-
Overall the event was soso..
What made me piss off was that..
Da ge & i went back to want to take back our things..
When we reached..
The stupid security stopped us..
We told him that we wanted to get back our things..
He said no..
But when a grp of people say that they wanted to get things to eat HE ALLOWED!
No i am not angry at this..
We just sneaked in unknowingly..
Guess what..
ALL THE TABLES WITH PPL'S FOOD OR BELONGINGS ARE ALL GONE!
We were damn piss off..
They didnt even wait for ppl to come claim it back & they threw everything away..
Tons of money are in there..
As in people bought the food with their money..
It's equal as throwing away our money..
I am sure many people didnt even touch the things that they have bought & they are being thrown away..
The ticket or someone should have told us that we are not suppose to bring outside food.. Instead of confisicating away our food & THROWING THEM AWAY BEFORE PEOPLE COME & GET THEM & STILL HAVE THE NERVE TO SAY THEY ARE NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR THEM & YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO FIND THEM AFTER THE EVENT!.
Tell me how am i suppose to find them WHEN THEY ARE BEING THROWN AWAY!
That was our dinner..
Our money..
Maybe ppl would be saying so little money only..
Never mind about it..
But imagine there were like thousand of people or even more people at the event..
How many packets of food are there..
They just throw it AWAY!
Into the bin..
They are wasting food & wasting our HARD EARNED MONEY!!!!!
Overall i am still happy with the event but not this matter!
Anyways, I've only got the photos in my phone..
Still waiting for da ge to give me the other photos taken using the camera..

♥ 1:52 AM

Monday, March 09, 2009

060309
Went to 罗志祥's autograph session at Eastpoint Mall..
Reached at around 2pm plus..
Was frantically looking for ATM machine as we have not bought our albums..
Stupid ATM made us couldnt find it..
&
REAL poor directions given by those shop owners there..
Anyways..
Finally bought our albums..
It cost us $30!!!!!
My heart was bleeding at that time..
As recently i am real real broke..
Every money spent would be like poking my heart..
Had our lunch & went to level 4 to wait for the event to start..
As level 2 & 3 were already full with people..
We didnt went to queue as if we were to queue we would be outside & we cant possibly see the performance..
&
1 kuku bought a NO BATTERY camera there..
I was like OMG..
No battery!!!!!!!!!
In the end we have to use the lousy camera from our hp to take photos..
All of the videos & photos are mostly from his head view as we are at level 4..
When we finally went to queue the shots we took aint better too as it's taken by our hp camera..
But at least i got to see him..
Ym wasnt really happy..
She & i knew what happened..
The whole mall were all fans of his..
Everyone shouting at their top of their lungs..
He sang 2 songs only..
Which was quite little..
From what we know..
The whole event lasted for around 5 hours?
We left only when the whole event ended.
Anyways..
The videos are not really in any good quality..
So dont anticipate it to be very good..

♥ 12:28 AM

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Dont know which freaking idiot online person whom i know is in ns currently i guess?
This idiot is giving away my HP NUMBER to his NS MATES..
Eh please..
How old are you already..
Ns is for you to grow up to be a man..
Stop being childish..
Fancy giving away a girl's number around..
You think what?
I am a prostitute or what?
How would you feel if today this happens to your gf?
The one who gave my number away is simply a childish person..
The one who took it is not any way better then the one who gave it away..
Come on..
NS MAN..
&
You're throwing the face of Singapore by doing all this childish acts..

Thinking on the other side..
I was thinking if it may be my ex college who is doing this..
She once try to play a prank on me by using her bf's hp number to sms me & telling me that "he" wants to know me etc etc..
When i finally found out that it was that colleague of mine..
Eh another childish person here..
How old are you already?
Even older then me & you're trying to revenge?
Revenge what?
The incident happened like N years ago..
I'm not even remembering it but you're like remembering it & not letting it go..
It's just a small matter yet you keep want to blow it big..
I really dont understand how ppl who are older then me can be so damn childish..
I really dont understand..
I guess they wont see my blog..
But for god sake just stop doing this childish acts..

Labels: pissed off

♥ 8:35 PM

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Tag Replies

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AHHHH...see now i can ur taggie liao..lolx...that si lao pa never die b4 ma..hahax..how's life??
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FLOOD SI NI~~
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UPDATE UPDATE...a long long one...
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talk to me talk to me..
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YEA...see i tag alot!!.hahax...got drown ma..?...lucky u noe how to swim hor?? XD
To Siyan - LOLS.. your comp CMI la.. i can see lor you cannot.. hahas.. he really is never die before.. hahas.. life? what is life? LOLS & i didnt get flood you know why.. not only because i know how to swim.. also because............. you flood not enough.. it's only at my ankle there leh.. how to flood how to flood? eeyer.. hahas..

ray
eh everytime come ur blog must to the poll thing de ar?
To ray - hahas.. lao pa.. you VERY CUTE HOR! No need to always do de.. but do click on the advertisments if there is.. it's above the poll.. click many times hor.. then i can earn money.. hahas..

junru
hw come urs so diff frm mine one.can choose ques one ar?online nudge me
To junru - hahas.. can edit de at nuffnang there.. you go to the poll section then you can ownself create liao le lor..

michelle
qian ting.. how cum emo again.. ai yo... anyway i change new blog skin le.. hahahhahahs..
To michelle - hahas.. no la.. never emo la aiyo.. hahas ya i know.. went to see le lo..

♥ 6:10 PM

OMG!
I cant believe that i actually won the tickets to 新加坡e乐大赏's awards!
I couldnt believe that my luck was so good as i dont always would win those lucky draw or whatever things..
&&&&
I actually won this ticket..
The day before this award i would also be going to 罗志祥‘s autography session..
Wanna thanks "DAGE"!!!
Lots lots lots lots of thanks to you!
I know i've 为难了你!
But but but i really wanna see him..
I will try my best to do back something to you..
Perhaps introducing more "xiaodi" for you?
LOLS!
Therefore,
You must jiayou for your you know you know what..
I will be there to support you..
I like DAMN happy now..
It's been quite sometime since i last went for this idol's event and stuffs..
&
At the award's i'll be able to see alot alot alot of singer..
罗志祥 would also be performing..
OMG!
I cant wait for them to come!

♥ 2:10 AM

Sunday, March 01, 2009

当身边的朋友或身边的人有什么困难的时候。
我都会尽量，尽我所能的去帮他们。
可是，
当我有困难的时候。
却没有人在。
却没有人会想我对他们一样的那样对我。
那种感受真的很不好受。
或许，
为什么我要对别人那么好。
后果是什么？
当我需要别人的帮助，当我遇到困难，没有人挺你，没有人愿意帮你。
大家都觉得我帮了他们是理所当然的事。
为了帮助别人，
自己却惹来一身的麻烦！

♥ 12:03 AM