Been feeling so stress recently..
My mother has been rushing me to find a job..
I've heard that my sup paper results are coming out soon..
I am sure that i will remodule..
But problem is i dont have the money for my remodule..
Everything need money now but i dont have..
Recently the economic is not good..
It's really very very difficult to find a job now..
STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS!
I cant possibly let my mother know that i've got to remodule..
I would be killed if she knows..
♥ 11:01 PM
Finally finished my exams!
Thursday was my last exam CASE STUDIES!
I would surely fail that paper..
I only know how to do 2 questions out of 5..
I heard that my sup paper results from last term is out..
I guess my head would be ready to be chopped off by my mother when it is out..
Surely i would have to remodule =(
It's been a ZILLION years since i've gone out..
No matter it's shopping or going out with friends..
It's actually damn bored to be staying at home..
But then when going out too often it gets too bored too..
Would have to start looking for part time job now..
I still dont have the heart to really go start to look for those tourism jobs or whatever..
I feel that i am like only 20 & it's too early to step into the work force..
But neither do i want to continue study..
Letting the stupid school suck away my hard earn money..
I rather spend it on other things my OWN!
Gym next week..
Got to exercise till i cannot move.. =)
♥ 10:13 PM
Sometimes i really wondered why is it so difficult to have someone to be there for you..
I just need someone who can be there for me whenever i need them..
I just need someone to talk/sms/msn when i feel down or sad or even when i feel happy..
How do i have more friends?
What's the bad point of me that people hate me that much..
I seriously dont know..
I guess i need someone to enlighten me?
Is it so difficult to talk to me?
Is it so difficult to accompany me sms?
Is it so difficult to chat in msn with me?
Is it so difficult.....
I really really dont know why..
♥ 8:03 PM
I treasure every friends i make..
But just that the way i treasure them is different from the others..
But in the end..
People just dont treasure me like how i do..
Especially guys in particular..
They tend to break the friendship over some quarrels & arguements..
To me i am quite into horoscopes..
I feel that some particular horoscopes are really...
But i know ppl may find me superstitious..
But at times it is really true..
I dont really know how well or how bad i treat friends..
But i do know that i really treasure every friend that i come across..
Maybe to others..
Friends that you make online is not real.. or should i say its just an "online" friend..
But still to me it's still friends aint they?
I really hate to always be in a arguement with someone & in the end the person just break the friendship..
How it hurts when the person does this..
It means i am losing another friend when i already dont have much friends..
Should i be sad or should i be happy that this person is not worth to be friends?
I just dont get it..
Am i really that bad?
I guess there's no point holding on to someone when that someone has already declared he/she wants to break this relationship..
I've tried saving it..
But it seems that he/she just take this friendship for granted..
♥ 10:37 AM
Been like looking for blog skins recently..
But i've still found NONE..
Wanted to start studying for communications..
But the moment i open the book & what i see is tons of words..
I feel like shutting off..
But i've still got to study..
♥ 6:04 PM
Marketing exam's over..
I just hope and pray real hard that i'll pass my sup papers..
Something really funny to me happened today..
I was actually waking up for exams at 8 today..
Suddenly there was a sms and it wrote "i'm in school now blah blah blah.."
I was thinking..
Isnt my exam supposed to be at 10..
So why is this particular person in school at around 7.30am in the morning?
I immediately called her & guess what..
She thought that exams was at 8.30am..
I was like laughing like dont know what..
So i prepared since i couldnt sleep back..
Met her at jurong east & went to commonwealth for breakfast..
That person's meiping..
How blur can she be huh..
I guess she's gonna kill me when she sees this..
It's valentine's today..
I dont have one..
Well, valentine's for now has no meaning for me..
Just another particular day to be..
People out there i guess are all having good meals outside..
I'm having instant noodles at home..
How pathetic huh..
Happy valentine's to everyone..
♥ 2:34 PM
Stupid school i have..100209In order to get away from my mother as i didnt let her know that i was barred..Mp & i had to get up early in the morning to go to YISHUN to have breakfast..Which sound like kind of stupid..Had mac breakfast & wanted to see the time slot for a movie..But it wasnt open yet..So we went to do manicure which was like a freaking $22 + quick dry $2..I dont know what happened to me but i just went for it?After which went to watch a movie called dont know what button..It was a freaking 2hrs 45mins..I almost died inside..The story line is kind of long winded..I was feeling tired therefore the movie is to long for me to withstand..I totally wasnt in the right mood today which i dont know why..Not much appetite either..After movie went to have our late lunch at like 4plus?After which we trained back home..
Was i or wasnt i barred from fnb's exam?
I received my classmate's sms asking if i was coming..
I was like i was barred why would i still go to school?
So this classmate of mine told me but my name at the attendence didnt state that i was barred?
I was like wth..
So was i barred or wasnt i?
Was it the school's mistake that they send me a wrong sms or did they not state it at the attendence?
What a "GOOD" school i have?
With such "GREAT" admin skills..
♥ 2:11 AM
What a stupid idiot school i'm in..
Barring us from exams and making us remodule just because of the fcuking 90% attendence..
I really feel so stupid & regretful to go into this school..
Still claim that they are a non-profit organisation when they are trying all means to suck away all our money..
Yet give us such bad services..
Sucking every single money from us just because of some stupid problems..
I'm am sure many ppl hate this school too..
Just that there is no place for us to complain just because it's not a govt school..
I seriously feel that this school is just there to cheat our hard earned money..
& letting me remodule my exams is a waste of time & money..
How many ppl who are actually very poor but had to choice to come to this school just like me..
Is saving every bit just to come up with the HUGE amount of school fees of 6k++++++..
Retake a exam module 30++..
Remodule a module 200++ for PC level, 300++ for Dip level..
What is this?
Everything you also want to collect money from us..
Do you think we are some kind of bank or what?
Maybe saying that this money are just to improve the school..
SO what if you improve the school when your staffs are so fcuking attitudes..
We come here to study but have to face these staffs..
As if we owe them tons of money..
Giving us a black face..
To think that at the beginning of the school..
You ppl could also print wrong a EZ-LINK card for students..
Sending results slips to A batch of students with another batch of students name?
May i know if our money is given for you ppl to send these results slips?
Wasting the paper?
It's not just one student who receive the wrong one..
It's almost the whole class i think..
Where on earth can these be typed wrongly..
Is the person blind or what?
I really regret coming to such a school..
Staffs treat us like we did something wrong when we are only enquiring about something..
They talk to us with a black face & monotone..
Their efficiency sucks...
Wasting me so much money & time..
♥ 7:43 PM
** VERY VERY VERY random =)
♥ 12:58 PM