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Saturday, October 22, 2005

it was really really really a great great great mistake for me to be here...
why why why why why...
did u allow me to come to this world..
it was a mistake am i not wrong..
it was a huge huge huge mistake to be here..
why did u like a :
no one likes
not a good human
all things in me sucks..really..
i really hate it...
i hate this kind of feeling..
all things that i do no one care..
u may say no..there are ppl who are about you...
your friends..
your parents...
all cares about you..
is that true..
its not..
there are no one..
simply no one...
then why did i came into this world...
where it is useless for me to be here..
it is just a wrong,great,big mistake to be here..
it is just a trouble to people...
it's not that i am sensative or wat..
i really really really really can feel it..
it is bad
it hurts
it's really painful
why don't u let me not to be exist in the world and rather let me get hurt
let me feel pain..
people reading this must be thinking..
what shit is the girl writing...
must be fake..
must be crying crocodiale tears..
acting away..
yes i am..so what..
since no one cares,
no one knows how i feel.
no one is there for me
no one
just no one
it really hurts
feeling somthing pierces into my heart..
i know many things without me will be better
no use saying
no lah never lah
wont lah
where got no one care about you
you thinking too much
anyhow say lah etc
cant you see the attitude people treating you and the attitude people are treating me
cant you see the great difference
it is huge enormous great big
i rather nothing is done then seeing this
you wont have this kind of feelings
no one understands
because only i get this
only i feel this
what should i die
just die off
comitting suicide?can i?should i?
i think i should
but how do i?slit my wrist?
drinking in washing dish?
eating overdose of pills?
jumping down a high floor?
using a knife to kill myself?
steal a gun and shoot myself?
knock onto the wall till i am death?
get crashed by the cars on the heavy traffic on the expressways?
this all ways
which should i use?
which is better?
if there is by chance anyone reading this blog tell me which way should i use?
you asked me on the bus that day why i cried?
why did i cried?i don't know?
just cried..
i felt left out?
i felt lonesome?
feels that all hates me?
sorry to those we saw me cried on the bus
i made your day bad although it was night

To: Siyan
i don't know will you see this...but i just wan to say
without me you will be better
you can be with yunmin and angel
i am just a stone blocking you
what should i do
you can tell me
sorry for doing all the things that hurt you

To: Angel
i don't know will you see this but anyway
i don't know why did you do that..
because you don't like that
but u can change people's mindset that it is 4 people not 3 people
you need not do that
I.ME.should be doing this not you

i don't know wil you see this but anyways
sorry to all the things i have done to you
i know how much sorry
will not make up what i did
but other then sorry i don't know wat to do
if without me you and siyan will be better i can...

To:those we hate me
i am sorry to those we hate me
i didnt mean it
but i think god made a mistake for giving me the chance to come here
made you people hate me
i really didnt mean it
what can i do to let you people not hate me?any ways you can tell me if i can do it?so that it would not let you people feel miserable..
really sorry...

12:00 PM

Monday, October 17, 2005

These few days have been a boring boring boring week for me...
doing nothing nothing and nothing..anyways...
quite happy that tomorrow am going back to school..
but thinking what will we be doing at school?
hmm....seems boring too..but at least been then being cooped up at home ...
anyways..me and my 2 friends went for a interview...
on the wednesday..at the JURONG JTC summit..
was quite weird and nervous as it was a very big building...
we had to exchange for a pass..actually it was a recruit company at the JTC...
we had to fill up forms..didn't really know how to..
after that we waited and waited..3 of us thinking will we be interviewed indivdually...
that a girl came and asked yan to go in..i was like OH no..indivdual interview...
min was the seond one to go in..i was the last one..well
she just asked me how much is my salary expection..
where could i work in..my working hours....blah blah blah..
she asked us to wait for her call..5 days have paseed..
but no news..hope we will get a job as soon as possible..
maybe we should still continue to go to the library to look into newspaper...
yst me and min went to cut our hair..at the new salon at yew tee..
well..not much changes to my hair..jus shorter then before..
min's hair..really quite a big change from her last hair cut...
don't know will she shock the others tomorrow when she goes to schooll..she is quite scared...
all the best to her..haha..gotta stop here..its already 1.23am...will update again if there is any event or anything...

1:09 AM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

我终于还是说了一句我爱你 还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘着小雨
心跳的声音 像舞动奇迹
你看着我说千万不要爱上你 因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那么冷静 忽远又忽近
我知道我对你来说也许太年轻 我想我猜我问我终于了解
原来为爱流的眼泪 也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你 当我和你走在一起就已经决定 不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己 可以为爱那么坚定
只想爱你 好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性 不管你做任何决定
究竟爱我还是逃避 Sorry我还是不会放弃爱你

1:21 AM

Friday, October 14, 2005

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rainie yang,show luo,jolin,kenji wu's photos...
quite like them so just uploaded their photo....
especially kenji wu's...hmm..he made his this new album all by himself..

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

just finished my N level so there were no school for this whole week,
feeling very very boring at home,
can't go out as there is no one to go out with,so
i stayed at home...
don't even know if i could get a job,
been doing nothing at home these few days,
playing,sleeping,eating,watching tv,chatting online & on the phone,smsed,
these were all the things i did..
isn't is boring...why is life so boring...
if it is so boring why can't i jus end my life?
thinking and thinking abt everything..
studies?relationships of friends,etc....
what the hell is going on with me...i don't understand...just don't
doing this is wrong doing that is wrong..
thinking should'nt we be more independent and not always leaning onto someone for help...
why must we always stick together...
why can't we be independent...
why can't you..
why can't i...
gonna stop with my craps and rubbish...
thinking why did i make a blog...
maybe i should'nt...


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Monday, October 10, 2005

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9:19 PM

it's quite late now but i'm here typing my craps,so i am gonna cut short,
just finished my N level,finally,
i am so so happy,
well..i don't know if i gonna pass, but, i don't think so,
if my mum thinks that i should not go to O level,
why? because?i don't know,
she told me i could take up a course in the ITE which i am interested in?
well,just gotta wait for my results to be out,
about what happened the past few weeks,
maybe i'll write it tomorrow,
but no one will be interested,
so i might considered,
got to stop my crapping and ruubbish here....

1:49 AM