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OMG .

I miss pri school .

Had a msn gathering with 3 pri sch mates of mine .

Dont know why but suddenly remembered all the good and bad times i had in pri school .

My friends my classmates and schoolmates .

I've actually lost contact with some .

And i found out that actually quite many moved away from Yishun .

Anyways .

I really miss my pri school friends .

But i guess i am too afraid to go meet up with them .

Its too embrassing . =(

I MISS YOU ALL!!!

♥ 2:14 AM

Oh well .
I didnt get into higher nitec .
The letter still say until very "high class" .
Anyways .
So i've decided to go to MDIS to study .
Thinking to choose their mass comm course or their tourism course .
Hope that i can really study well .
And dont waste my parent's money again .
Althought maybe private diplomas' are not really that recognised .
But i guess there is still use ba?

♥ 10:18 PM

快点来爱我, 快点说爱我, 我需要你们的爱, 我需要"他"的爱.

♥ 12:47 AM

Everyone can go to poly why cant i?
Ppl can pass Olvls with at least 5 passes why cant i?
I dont want to be alone .
I dont want to be alone in a place where there is no one i know .

I DONT WANT !!!

i DONT WANT !!!

Why am i so stupid?

Why is my studies so bad?

WHY?!?!

♥ 12:43 AM

My wish did not come true .
Nothing happened !!!

Been emo emo recently due to many many things .
What should i do?
I am lost now .
I am in the middle of the sea .
No one is there .
No one is there to save me .
Let me drown then .
I shall then disappear from this world .

♥ 12:40 AM

Went to zoo for celebrations on my birthday .

Its been ages since i last went to zoo since i was pri .

I haven been there since pri sch .

We met up at lot1, went to had breakfast and went to bought some snacks .

After which we had our breakfast and went to wait for bus at cck interchange .

Reached zoo and we started to take pictures everywhere we go .

We used staff pass to get in and therefore its free .

Saw many many different animals .

Took many many pictures too , too much that i cant possibly upload them all onto my blog .

It then rained suddenly and we were almost drenched .

Went to had our lunch and had some chat .

After which we continued to explore the zoo .

It was actually closing at 6pm .

But there were still many visitors inside .

Went back to lot 1 and walked around until dont know what time .

We then went home .

There goes my birthday .

By the way, would like to thank those that wished me happy birthday through msn,sms,friendster .

Thanks lots .

I know my birthday is nothing and i am nothing to ppl so my birthday to them is nothing .

Last yr maybe 20 ppl wished me but this yr dont know why ,

i am becoming more and more unimportant to ppl that only like 10 ppl wished me .

Well nvm . i now how i stand in ppl's heart .

I AM NOTHING TO THEM =)

♥ 12:30 AM

Happy Birthday to MYSELF!!!

P.S i dont think i can have a special birthday this year =(

♥ 1:24 AM

Can i have special and unforgetable birthday this year?

♥ 4:14 PM

Bored bored bored .
Been staying home everyday as i have been going out everyday for the past 1 week .
Everything is back to how we 3 use to be .
But .
Some things changed .
We 3 no longer will be together .
We are going our separate ways .
How i wish we 3 could be together .
Is this our fate to separate and get to learn new things and grow up?
Perhaps ? Maybe ?
All could study but not me .
Am i really not suitable for studying?
It is that bad?
I dont know
Maybe i am that bad .
I dont wish to start working now till my rest of my life as a salesgirl .
Being tortued by ppl on the salesfloor .
I dont want to see ppl's face to work .
I DONT WANT!!
But what can i do?
Private i cant go .
Ite i cant go .
Poly i cant go .
WHERE CAN I GO TO?

♥ 4:09 PM

Mon went to to Yummy's house to overnight till Tues night i then went home .

Wed accompanied Sy to ITE to pay her school fees and taking of EZ-link card .

After which we went to MDIS to enquiry their courses , which i felt that their service is bAD!!

Anyways .

After which we wen to Vivo .

I didnt expect these kind of attitude from you .

Seems like i am still nothing to ppl .

We bought our tickets for The Leap Years .

Walked around as our movie starts at 4.25 .

The moovie to me was touching and great .

But to some it may be nothing .

Anyways . i liked the movie .

Thursday we went to CWP to collect Yummy's phone .

Walked around .

Went back to ite for graduation day .

Not that i am racism but the whole event seems to be meant for malays .

I shall not comment any further .

I bet everyone of us felt so .

We went off even before the show ended .

Went to to IMM with Yummy and Sy's classmates .

Had fun there .

Ate our dinner and we each went separate ways back home .

Every one has a school to go to now .

But i dont have .

I am in the middle of the sea of nowhere .

What should i do?

Am i destined to be like this?

I think so .

Dont tell me not to think negative .

Dont tell me to be positive .

When all this happens .

How can i be positive?

How can i dont think negative .

♥ 11:41 PM

Am in yummy's hse staying overnight .
Accompany her to RP today to pay her school fees and get her laptop .
How i wish i had one too =(
After which we went to CWP to apply for a wireless connection .
Here i am using her lappy to update my blog .
Like so bad to use her comp and stay overnight at her hse as it seems that i am giving her lots of trouble .
I meant trouble her .
When over to sy's hse to see her .
AND for some XG gathering .
ITS been a LONG LONG time since i last saw her .
Had some chatting and all .
Went back to yummy's hse .
Now she slping and i am using her lappy .
Sounds so bad .
How i wish i could have a lappy too .
Then my parents wouldnt be nagging always that they will cut away my internet or put pw on my STUPID COMP!!!
I am like 19 already and they still have to do this to me .
WTH!!!
Am i so bad?

♥ 2:22 AM

Will update soon .

Will include YEEJIA's name .

See i got put your name in my blog . =)

♥ 1:36 AM

Went to some departmental store to apply job . Not me but ym .

BUT THAT STUPID STORE SAY THAT THEY ARE NOT HIRING PPL !!!

WTH !!!

Anyways .

After which we went to bugis and went back to lot 1 .

Sy sms me on my way back home .

So i thought maybe i should meet her .

Since N yrs ago i last saw her .

She was only on 172 .

So we met up at lot 1 .

Went walking around and saw CJ7's doll at Mini Toons .

They physco me to buy but i didnt find the small one cute .

So they bought me the big one .

Actually was just joking .

But in the end they still bought it .

THANKS!!!

I love it so much .

AND AND me and sy bought a couple keychain .

LOVES !!!

♥ 11:30 PM

I have no where to go now .

What should i do?

=( .

I can go and jump sea le =( .

Anyways .

that day bought a couple hp pouch with ym dear .

Hmm .

I am waiting to buy a couple thing with sy dear too .

BUT YOU MUST USE DE HOR .

DONT EVERYTHING KEEP KEEP HUH!!!

LATER BUY LE NO USE THEN BUY FOR WHAT???

Ok .

Anyways .

am still working .

I guess now other then working i have got nothing to do already .

I really REALLY really hope that i can get into business ADMIN!!! =(

♥ 12:35 AM

Hamster at Vivo's pet safari?

CUTE!!!

Kbox. Room K9

Angel & Devil?

Couple hp pouch?

♥ 1:06 AM

LAST DAY OF ATTACHMENT YESTERDAY !!!

Anyways .

Finally went to Kbox today .

Wanted to sing at cathay cineleisure .

But could only sing from 2-5 .

So we decided to change place .

In the end we went to Lucky Chinatown to sing .

We sang from 1+ to 7 .

Total was 48.30 .

After which had our dinner and went to Vivo .

HAD FUN SINGING WITH ONG ZHUZHU TODAY AT KBOX !!!

More outings soon i hope?

With XG =)

♥ 1:03 AM