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Friday, March 30, 2007

Just finish watching 转角.遇到爱 ..
Luckily its a happy ending ..
Not like Hana Kimi .. The ending's kind of lame ..
But for 转角.遇到爱 its happy ending ..
Both 秦 朗 and 心 蕾 are together ..

Anyways .. the next show that i think i will be chasing will me MiGo . Go ..
Its a story [a true story i think] .. that says how a perfect girl lost her eyesight and his bf helped her secretly by training a dog to help her ..
Anyways ...
I just roughly know about it ..
So i think i'll write about it when i finish watching it .. =)




12:43 PM



Finish tuition at 9.30 or abit later today ..
Had oral today ..
Those picture conversations,how to describe a picture during oral ... etc ..
After that we were grouped with other ppl at the tuition ..
It was quite fun as we could know more ppl and friends ..
But there was a guy who paired up with me ..
He's so so ..
Quiet .. And .. doesnt speak much ..
Didnt even talked much during those picture conversations ..
Had to know some of the names ..
I am getting to love the place .. =)
And .. i realise that i should actually speak english with i am with my friends .. =)


12:34 AM



Hmm ..
Thinking if i should close my blog ..
Since ..
I wont be coming online so often ..
Maybe once or week or what ..
And will be busy when school opens ..
And there aint any ppl viewing my blog ..
I am looking at it only ..
Maybe i should close it ..
Until maybe next year?
Hmm ..
Ya ..
I dont even know when is the next time i can online ..
Maybe i really should close it .. =)


12:29 AM


Thursday, March 29, 2007

Been quite a few days since i last post ..
Have'nt been able to use thte comp ..
T.T
Anyways ..
Started another week and had tutions again ..
Lots of tuitions ..
On Tues had biology ..
Teacher was good and lesson was ok ..
Wed had history ..
Finally could see how the teacher was like ...
She was actually quite fierce ..
We had to separate ..
I had to separate from peace .. T.T ..
But anyways ..
My group has only a guy and 3 of us are girls ..
If we had to present anything ..
We would just puch it to the guy ..
Hahas ...
Today ..
Thursday ..
We are having tuiton at british council ..
Decided to have dinner here ..
The food is not really very nice not really not nice ..
It was ok ...
So now here i am ..
Using the comp here ..
Hahas ..
OK ..
Going for tuition at 7.30pm ..
Got to go ..
WIll post again when i can .. =))


6:40 PM


Monday, March 26, 2007

Want to say thanks to those we wished me happy birthday .. No matter its throught sms, msn or friendster ..
Yummy/Peace: Hey thanks girls for everything and you girls wished alot of happy birthday to me .
Sheng Quan:Thanks for wishing me when it past 12am on the 25.3
Zhen Hua:Thanks for the birthday wish !! Thanks Thanks ..
Thomas:Thanks for the birthday wish !! Althought i still dont know how you get to know my birthday .. Thanks Thanks ..
JunYong:Thanks for the birthday wish !! Thanks for remembering an unimportant person's birthday .. Hahas ..
Ziyong:Thanks for the birthday wish !!
Jorene:JO !! thanks for the birthday wish from you and ping ping .. Been a lot time since i saw the both of you after we moved house .. Thanks for remembering my bday when i didnt remember yours >.<
Rui Chong: Thanks for the birthday wish !!
Germaine:MEI .. thanks for remembering my bday after so long since we last contacted .. think you wont see this ..
Darrel:Thanks for wishing me over the phone .. Not that i didnt tell you .. but seems weird to tell you that .. eh tml my bday .. but thanks .. =)
Alicia:Thanks for the belated .. Its ok .. I dont mind .. thanks honey ... Missed you lots .. =) <3
Jack:DA GE!! Thanks for wishing .. but is 25 not 26 OK!!
Junhao:Thanks for wishing !!
And those who wrote a testimonial to me in friendster !!
And last but not least .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AIN TOO ... WE ARE HAVING THE SAME BIRTHDAY ... All the best in everything you do .. Although we left sec sch .. Still missed the times we were in the same sch .. <3

OK .. hope i didnt miss out anyone .. i guess so .. if i didnt .. want to say thanks ..
Although no presents .. ONLY 1 .. but am happy that i could celebrate with xiaogui .. =)


12:55 AM



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!
Hahas ...
Anyways ..
Today was asked to meet yummy and peace at east coast park ..
They ask me to meet at 2.22pm ..
Such a weird number ..
Hahas ..
Anyways ..
Took a mrt to bedok and took 401 to east coast park ..
Got down at the first stop of East Coast park ..
Asked where they were ...
I nearly couldnt find yummy ..
Finally saw her but didnt see peace ..
Yummy say she went to find a place ..
After that we went to find peace ..
Suddenly yummy asked "You want sms to ask where sy is ma?"
I then turned around and saw peace sitting down ..
She then said happy birthday and she drew some words on the sand ..
Thanks ..
But i forgot to take a picture of it ..
FORGETFUL ..
After that we sat down ..
After settling down ..
They took out a cake which they bought for me ..
CHOCOLATE CAKE!!! ..
Hahas ..
Anyways ..
Try many ways to light up the candle ..
But we couldnt ..
The wind was just too big ..
After that we gave up and decided to go without the cake ..
And wishing without candles on fire seems Weird !!
Hahas ..
After that i cut the cake ..
We ate the cake ..
They wanted to get cream on me ..
But in the end they got cream but i didnt ..

Poor yummy and peace ..
Wanted to sabotaged me but didnt get to ..
Hahas ..
After that we wanted to go down to the sea to play ..
So we moved our belongings nearer to the sea ..
Stayed and played in the waters for a few hours ..
Went to wash up ..
After that they gave me a hand made booklet ..
And a candy ..
They wrote some things inside ..
Did some picture pasting ..
AND .. AND ..
PUT A PHOTO OF ME IN THAT BOOK ..
ARGHH !!
How can anyhow take my picture ..
Anyways ..
After that we walk from almost 1 end to the other end ..
To Macdonalds ..
After that we bought our food and went to take 401 ..
Phew ..
It was the last bus and luckily we got up ....
Ate in the bus and chat along ..
Finally reached Bedok interchange ..
We reached the mrt and suddenly i remembered something ..
The book they made for me wasnt with me ...
Then we thought i might have left it on the bus ...
So we went back to the interchange and asked if they picked up a book on the last 401 ..
AND ..
They really did ..
My book ..
Argh ..
How careless of me to have left it on the bus ..
And i also dropped the candy that they give me ..
I also didnt know when i lost it ..
Want to say that ....
I really really really enjoyed today ..
Finally i get to celebrate with the 2 of you ..
Especially peace ..
Didnt celebrate with you for 2 years already ..
As 1 yr you have something on and the other yr you couldnt go ...
But ..
No worries that i didnt enjoy or liked it ..
I did ..
Really really ..
All the effort that you all have done ..
I really really appreciate it ..
And thanks for planning everything ..
Thanks for the cake, the book, the candy ..

Everything everything ..
Althought its my only birthday present ..
But nvm ..
As long as i did celebrate with you guys ..
I am very happy already ..
THANKS GIRLS!!! <3>



12:30 AM


Saturday, March 24, 2007

或许,
当我受伤时,
我也只能怪自己,
根本是自己不好,
不应该怪他这样对我.
我要忘记他.
可是,
为什么,
忘不掉.
我不想记得.
我要忘记.
快点让我忘记.


3:37 AM



好不容易忘了他,现在需要忘记你.
忘记一个人好难.
头好痛,心好痛.
对你来说,或许,
什么也没发生过.
你根本不需要忘记什么.
你知道我的感受吗?
你根本不懂.


3:28 AM



Quite a few days since i last blog ..
The last was like ..
Hmm .. ok .. i've forgotten ..
Well ..
Went for registration on the 21/3 ..
Need to fill in what health forms and to take photo for ez-link card ..
Then bought the uniforms ..
I can only say the uniform material is very lousy ..
Anyways ...
The 3 of us knew a new friend ..
She's also from my course retail ..
Hahas ..
She's nice ..
Real nice and friendly ..
Great to know her ..
She accompanied us ..
But we like feeling if we did left her out ..
Cause the 3 of us were like keep talking about our own things ..

She wont know what we are talking about ..
Anyways ..
Am glad to know her ..
After that we went to eat MAC again ..
After that went to Jurong Point to get my pay from Ken da ge ..
After i finished working for so long finally i am getting my pay ..
Haha ..
I also told him to hire me again ..
He said ok .. if i have holidays ..
SO ..
I AM NOT JOBLESS !!!
Hahas ..
After taking my salary we went home ...
OK ..
And i started the ITE night class for O levels ..
Started on Tuesday ..
We had Chem/Bio ..
I am separated from them ..
But ..
Anyways ..
Its ok that we are separated ..
Overall it was quite ok ..
So far so good ..
Wed had history with peace ..
The tuition is good ..
But there is an irritating "auntie" having lesson in class with us ..

She is so irriating that all ppl in the class seems to dislike her ..
Even the teacher ..
Hahahas ..
Thursday had tuition at British council ..
At first we went in there were quite a few students already ...
Slowly more and more ..
Some were like ..
"Am i in the wrong class ?"
Then after that the teacher came ..
She also had this "am i in the wrong class?" ..
But after double confirming ..
She is in the correct class ..
Just that we were the new students in the class ..
Hahas ..
She was like so happy that there were new students ..
Btw ..
OUr teacher's name is Amanda Mody?
Something like that i think ?
I dont know how to spell her name ..
Overall her teaching is not bad ...
Just that sometimes i dont or rather we dont understand what she is saying ..
She sometimes also dont understand what we are saying ..
We were separated and grouped in different groups ..
My whole group were guys ..
I didnt talk?
They were talking and discussing ..
And had many lame lame ideas ..
Especially the one beside me ..
Hahas ..
But overall ..
Its good ..
Hope i can really really improve my english .. =)
Shall end here ..


2:22 AM


Wednesday, March 21, 2007

真的曾经来过我的世界吗?
如果有,我为什么会让你离开我的身边,
如果没有,为什么我那么.


2:21 AM


Monday, March 19, 2007

Yeah ..
Am at yummy's house now blogging ..
Wah ..
She's singing beside me ..
Hahas ..
Having been blogging for these few days ..
Today came to yummy's house to help her fix her "gone case" computer ..
Hahas ..
I am just joking ..
Anyways ..
Saturday went out with yummy to accompany her to Bishan ..
After that walked there ..
Quite far a distant ..
Hmmm ..
Shopped around Junction 8 ..
Nothing much there ..
Saw Mr.Bean's mascot there ..
Its head is as big as yummy's ...
Hahas ..
Anyways ...Gotta go ..
Will blog soon ..
Oh ..
And will be starting school on the 16 of April ..
(^^,)

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3:34 PM


Friday, March 16, 2007

Finally done with my tagboard ..
Didnt know that i could change the colours of the tagboard until yummy's sister ask me to help her with it ..
So stupid me ..!!!
Anyways ..
Just roughly managed to help minrui to redo her tagboard's font and colour ..
After that felt that maybe i should go and try to figure other the other parts of the tagboard ..
As in how to change the colours ..
Used my tagboard as my "white mice" ..
Hahas ..
FINALLY!!!
I am done ..

But seems abit weird?
Hahas ..
I dont know ..
But hope it looks OK !!! =)


11:30 PM


Thursday, March 15, 2007

Do we blog for others to see or do we blog for ourself to see?
Its a question that i've been asking myself ..
Do we bloggers blog for others to see ..
Or do we bloggers blog for we bloggers to see?


3:37 AM



好烦好烦...
我也不知道我在烦什么?
就是觉得很烦...
我真的那么讨人厌吗?
为什么?
我那里错了?
是态度吗?
是说话的方式吗?
还是什么?
有没有人可以告诉我?
我也不想这样...
我不想这么悲观...
可是..
我就是那么悲观...
是因为周围的环境让我这样...
是因为我感觉自己被冷落了,被忽略了,被排挤了,被讨厌了.
所以才会有这样的想法..
或许,
我很奇怪吧?
我也不知道为什么自己会这样..
或许,
我只是想要别人多一点的注意而已...
我只想要自己被别人关心,被别人注意..
或许,
是有人关心我,有人在乎我,只是我不知道..
但或许根本没有..
我也只是一个陌生人..
我只是在你人生路过而已...
我也不想自己那么悲观..
我也不想在夜晚里睡不着..
我也不想每晚都以泪洗面..
我也不想常常有自杀的念头..
我也和不尝想开开心心的过..
可是,
我办不到..
是因为周围的人让我有这样的感觉..
或许.
我就是一个永远都不会讨到别人喜欢的一个人..
永远都不会....


12:41 AM


Monday, March 12, 2007

Just felt like blogging ..
BUT ..
I dont know what to blog about ..
Hmm ..
Am thinking ..
Am i being too EMO?
Seems so ..
BUT ..
I aint trying to be pitiful and want ppl to pity me ..
Am afraid that ppl might get the wrong idea ..
Not trying to mean anything or want ppl to do anything or ME being emo ..
Just writing out my feelings ..

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12:06 AM


Sunday, March 11, 2007

Went to British council yesterday to register for their english course yesterday ...
Met yummy at cck then went to JE mrt to meet peace ..
Went to commonwealth mrt ..
Alighted and waited for bus 105 to British council at Napier Road ..
Queued for awhile and it was our turn ..
The guy had to handle us 3 ...
3 person's registration ..
Took him almost 1/2 an hour to get it done ..
Hahas ...
Anyways ..
After that we went to Far East Plaza ..
Had LJS ..
Their standard there really is bad ..
So fierce and the food wasnt really good ..
After that went to buy rubber band and headed off to Shaw House ..
Yummy was meeting her bf ..
Luckily we werent late ..
After that looked around ..
Decided to wtch The Haunted School ..
As it was stil early ..
Me and peace went off to shop around ..
And yummy stayed with her bf ..
Decided to go up as there were nothing much to shop for ..
Me and peace went up first and we chatted to pass time ..
After that we saw ppl going into the theatre so we went in too ..
There were only a couple sitting at the last row at first ..
Slowly ppl were coming in ..
Yummy came after that ..
The show was average ..
Just that the sound effects were quite good ..
With all those screamings ..
It was eerie ..
But its ending was like ..
HUH?
We didnt really understand what was the ending ..
It was kind of lame ...
I think ..
All the characters died ..
After that we went to Heeren ..
We were like joking with yummy and her bf to treat me and peace for a meal ..
For like Sakae Sushi or Billy Bombers ..
Hahas ..
After walking around we walked back to Wisma ..
Went home after that ..


11:52 PM


Saturday, March 10, 2007

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He is just so talented!! *gulps*
Hope its ok that i got these pictures from his blog ..
SOOOO ..
ITS COPYRIGHT !!
DONT STEAL THEM!! >_<




4:44 AM



I just wanted that attention from ppl ..
Just that attention ..
But we would?
No one i guess ..
I feel lonely ..
I feel alone ..
Thats what i always feel ..
Without no one by my side ..
How i wish i can dont think so much ..
But i just cant stop my STUPID brain from thinking those negative things ..
Just cant stop thinking about relationships,friendships,studies,SUICIDE,DEATH ...
I just cant stop thinking about it ...
But guess there is no point in doing it ..
I'll guess keep thinking thinking until i die ..
HAHA ...


3:36 AM


Wednesday, March 07, 2007

I WANT TO ISOLATE MYSELF .
I WOULD BREAK ALL CONTACTS FROM PPL .
BECAUSE ...
WHO CARES IF I DISAPPEAR ONE DAY FROM THIS WORLD ..
I want to change my number and just give it to yummy and peace and no one else ..
I want to disappear ..
No one would notice the disappear of me ..
NO ONE WOULD!!

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5:02 AM



I am just a stranger to you ..
I am just a stranger to you ppl ..
I am nothing ..
Why ?
Why it became like this ?
Why cant it be like how it use to be before ?
What made things change ?
Is it because of me ?
Or is it because of other factors ?
I know you would not see this ..
I know you guys would not see this ..
Never mind ...
All my post seems to be meant for me to see ..
For my own memory ..
Its ok ..
I am used to it ..
Who cares anyways ..
I guess i do have a little depression ..
But so what ?
It doesnt matter ...
Even if i commit suicide ...
It would be better ..
Ppl wouldnt be disturbed by me ..
My parents may be sad to have lose a daughter but they have less burden ..
They wont be disappointed by me again ..
So if i die ..
Everyone would be happy ..
So ..
Will i die if i jump off a 12 storey high building?
Maybe i would not ..
So maybe a higher building ...
Maybe a 20 storey building ...
That will do ..

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4:53 AM


Monday, March 05, 2007

虽然很短暂,
但,
我很珍惜..
或许,
其实,
我们什么都不是..
或许,
那一段..
根本只是一场梦...
我不知道对你来说算什么..
我知道一切都不能从来..
但,
为什么...
心好痛,真的很痛..
说没事是假的...
或许,
你觉得,其他人觉得,
我们根本不算什么...
只是我的一相情愿...
但,
我却真的陷下去了...
发现自己真的真的喜欢上你...
却也把自己弄的一身伤..
心也碎了..
但,
我能怪谁?
也只能怪自己..
是我自己的问题..
我就是注定一个人,
没有朋友,
什么也没有.
只有我自己.
为什么我那么孤单,别人却可以拥有那么多.
我却一无所有.
我真的什么都没有.
当我以为我可以拥有的时候,一切就像梦一样不见了.
我什么人都不怪.
只怪自己,
又笨,又丑,又肥,人品又不好,态度又不好.
什么都不好.
那,
我活着又有什么意义??

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4:20 AM



03.03.07[Sat]
Went to IMM for 曹格's 签唱会 ...
There wasnt really alot of ppl there to support him ...
Although he also has fanclub ...
But there still werent many ppl ...
Met yummy after her work ...
From around1+ ...
We walked until around 6+ ...
He then came ...
He wasnt really tall ...
He doesnt seem as muscular as he look on tv ...
But .
He can really really sing well ...
He sang 4 songs ..
背叛,3-7-21,两只恋人& Superman ...
His autograph session wasnt very long ..
Maybe around 1 hours plus and it ended ..
After that me and yummy went to find a seat ..
We were standing there for quite sometime ..
After that we walked back to JE mrt and went back home ..

It may seems to be a little too long to be posting about CNY's things ..
But anyways ..
Just felt that CNY isnt how it used to be ..
I didnt gamble this year ..
Relatives came to my house ..
Didnt go to my uncle's house as my grandmother passed away last year ..
CNY isnt as crowded and joyful as how it used to be ..
Got around 200+ for my Hongbao ...
OK ..
Enough of CNY ..
It seems to be a little too long to talk about it ...

School will be starting very very very soon ..
I'll be retaking my Os ...
Really hoped that i could pass it this time and get into an POLY ..
I dont wish to disappoint my parents anymore ..
I could say actually sometime i really feel stress being the only child ..
They would be there nagging about me ...
Saying why didnt i studied hard enough ..
Saying that i am a disgrace to them ...
Saying that i cant even pass my Os ...
How i really wish that i could pass my Os ..
I wish so too ..
I didnt want my parents to be disappointed ...
But ..
I still did disappoint them .. =(( .. T.T ...



3:52 AM



浏览了一些别人的部落格.
看到了他们用华文来打.
觉得还蛮新鲜的.
可是,
好麻烦哦!!
或许越不想让别人知道,
自己却忍不住,便把他写在部落格上.
我也不知道我自己在说什么.
还是用回英文比较好.

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3:49 AM


Thursday, March 01, 2007

I hate that attitude of yours ...
Been tolerating you ..
Always the same ..
Forever the same ...
Anyways ..
Went for interview on Tues27/02 ..
It was not really very very difficult but also not very very easy ..
Words were stuck in my mouth ..
Nothing seems to come out ..
But i still managed to speak ..
Hope that i would pass the interview ...
After our interview we took bus 52 to Bishan Junction 8 ...
Went to have Secret Recipe ...
I ate the same as peace and yummy ate a different dish ...
The total bill is 51.90 ..
Haha ..
After that went window shopping ..
As mine leg and yummy's leg was very pain so we decided to go home ..
Interview results will be out tomorrow 01/03 ..
HOPE HOPE ..
I will get into the course ..
Gotta study real real real hard for it ...
So i wont be able to come online that often ..
=( ..
But nevermind ..
Studies more important then anything now .. =)

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2:50 AM