[Bu dE bU ai]
tian tian dou xu yao ni ai
wo de xin si you ni cai
i love you wo zhi xu yao ni rang wo mei tian dou jing cai
tian tian ba ta gua zai zui bian,
dao di she me shi zhen ai
i love you dao di you ji fen, shuo de bi xiang xiang gen kuai
bu de bu ai, fou ze kuai le zong he er lai
bu de bu ai,fou ze bei shang zong he er lai
bu de bu ai,fou ze wo jiu shi qu wei lai
♥ 1:38 AM
=+_180705_+=
today had school as pernormal lo first lesson was chinese was still ok not very sian den after that is english did a summary then followed by biology the very very boring de lesson den maths den chemistry.today dunno wat happened to our maths teacher.the moment she came she scolded people then after that she was very very very fierce lo.maybe ta zai bie ban shou dao she me wei qu huo qi ba.she was jus very fierce lo almost all was so scared of her.after that chemistry cause mdm juliana never come so we had our lesson in class.then all was talking not listening to ms yeo.she was quite angry cause even we her students also talking lo.sorry ms yeo.after school accompanied jing until her lesson start then we left school go lot 1 had lunch then we went hm le.today felt that e atmosphere abit weird weird de.
[Recess time]
recess as usual left me and yummy in class den we kinda of boring lo.den after dat we went out of the classroom.it was raning heavily lo.we stood there looking at the pouring rain.dunno why jus liked to look at the pouring rain.then was discussing with yummy saying are the both of us having depression?always feeling down den jus like abit of depression lo.she wont tink of silly things but me will.die le we have you yu zheng.den we jus stood there silently den yummy asked me why does it rain?i thought and say that should be lao tian ye zai ku qi ba?wo ye bu zhi dao ye?but who can tell us?would be posting a quote each day if i can find bah.ya.
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tOday'S qUoTe:["A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else."]
♥ 7:52 PM
am i too sensitive or am i just thinking too much?zhong jue de shen bian yi ge ren dou mei you?shi zhen de hai shi wo xiang tai dou?da jia dou bu li wo le, er shi yuan yuan de li wo er qu.i hate this kind of feeling.i don't wan this kind of feeling.but.who cares, no one cares, not even my parents care.or is it becos of my attitude?the way i speak? wo de yan xing ju zhi? ru guo shi zhe yang.qing gao shu wo.wo zhen de zhen de zhen de bu xiang zhe yang.........wo jiu shi hen wo zi ji bu shi hen er shi fei chang fei chang fei chang de hen zi ji.......i wish i could vanish from the world.....
♥ 1:27 PM
*150705*
today as usual go to school lor.den very sian.first lesson is the stupid mdm fauziah de biology de lesson den before we went round the school to give out newspapers to those very very stupid and lazy classes.den very hot lor.den after dat jus have our usual lesson den recess same thing yan jing nv stay in class only me and min and the usual guys lor.den e chicken wing was asking how to give to yan the bottle of stars lo.den we dunno ma.den very tired so me and min sleep lo.den a bunch of dirty fellows from sec5 dunno which class lah..very e disgusting lo,pervert de,xin li bu ping hen, kp shooting me ba or maybe me and min with very very very very very disgusting things lo..dun wish to say la.wan go ask dem..really very disgusting arghhh...anyways.den later e chicken wing dunno wat to do den he put on yan de table we continue to slp.den yan didnt take lor.so ask e chicken wing to take put.after sch liao.finally.we three went to find jing den walk dwn to first floor den chicken wing was behind us wasting to give yan e bottle of stars but yan kp walking and walking. den actually wanna find sng de bu she nt there so we walked to a place den c.w gif yan the stars le.after dat we went to bus stop to wait for bus den suddenly raining den we waiting for the bus very long so dun wan wit liao we started to walk rain bigger and bigger.dun why felt like walking in the rain so i ownself walk in the rain den the other three took umbrella lo.den walk to lot one.we wanted to go hm liao so bough sumthing to eat den went hm le.min jing and yan ate LJS den tink maybe after dat min dey all went to teck whye take min de specs.nothing to write le.
♥ 8:40 PM
today nothing much happened.everything was fine.finally parry talked today.hahaz.it ok le.bleah.erm.den after school went to lot 1 wif siyan & yun min.went to eat lunch den went to wash the f n n de coursework de photo.but was so expensive one photo $0.40 den must add $5 so decided not to lo.den after that jiu went home liaoz le.
[To siyan]
wanna tell you.i really really really really really really really really really really really really really never never never never never angry wif wat u said today.i jus only asked if if if i angry den wat u will do nv mean i was angry.jus hope u will be all right.
//To zijing\\
jus wan to tell you.no ned sry.why must say sorry that siyan didnt spent time wif us?u also her fren even more her gan jie lehz.its alright that we didnt spend the day with her.i her u have things to talk to her.i doesnt mean we have to always stick together.she can also be wif you(ps.siyan i dun mean anything.jus saying u oso have e right to be wif other frens of yours.).so dun wanna hear you and siyan saying sorry to me le.really.i understand .
[To Ray]
dunno if u will see this.jus wanna say a very big sorry to you.hope u wont be angry with me and yun min.really very sorry.[ps.i dunno why i made u angry?cos i scoled u or?]hope u dun angry liaoz le.dun cry kkz.
♥ 8:25 PM
haiz.today overslept.den late.first time i late in my sec sch life.dunno wats wrong wif me today.den walk to sch.gt the slip.den e stupid lala.so fierce.i first time ma.dunno wat to do also no ned to scold de rite.den walk up to class.jus walk in den the whole atmosphere.was kinda of weird.dunno how to sae.jus weird lorz.den was having chinese...den after dat many many things happen.haiz.dun wish to say about it.too many things.unhappy sad things?anyways.dunno wat to post today.so i jus stop here.hope they will be ok.
♥ 6:41 PM
today accompanied min to go make her specs.cos she cant see so she decided to make a new specs.so went ti tech whye there to make.the shop was so crowded and it was too small everyone was crowding ard.den after dat we went to lot one lorz.den walk from the basement to the top den from the top to the basement again.so sian.we walk until going to rot liao le.hmmm...today nothing much happened.wanna say thanks for weiric,harold de concern.i am ok.really thks for concering me.letting me feel maybe i still have the reason to stay on this world.gonna stop here.ned to slp le.tml having sch.boring day tml.tink will be posting tml ba.=)
♥ 11:49 PM
[[Zijing]]
xiang gao shu ni, bu bi xiang yao zhe me gao shu wo.ying wei i yi qie dou ming bai.ye bu guan wo de shi,wo shou wo guan wo de shi,shi ying wei,wo bu xiang qu zhi dao zhe yi qie de qie, wo dou me xi wang, zhe yi qie zong lai mei fa sheng guo. wo bu xiang kan dao ni men de tong ku, ni men de shang xing. wo kan le wo ye hui tong wo ye hui shang xin ying wei.wo zhen de zhen de hen zai hu ni men. zhe shi wo da zong nei xin de yi ju hua.ke neng mei you shui fu li.ge shi wo shi shou zhen de.ruo guo ni bu xiang xin wo ye wu suo wei. yi qian wo he ni suo fa shen de shi huo zhi jian de mo cha wo yi wang le. wo zhi xiang hen ni men zuo yuan yong de peng you.xi wang ni men (you,yan,min)mei tian dou shi kai kai sin sin de wo jiu hen man zu le.bu bi zai hu wo de gan shou bu bi zai hu wo de shi fu shang xin,shen qi. fang xin wo dou bu hui biao lu chu lai. bu yao na me fan nao.i xi wang kan dao ni shi, ni shi kai kai sin sin de.
♥ 1:18 AM
[[SiyAn]]
after goin thru this things.i jus felt we became closer but however.i jus felt that.maybe everything wouldnt have happened if becos of me.i noe maybe u would say it is not becos of me but i really feel that it is really my fault.all things happened becos of me and not who.maybe u would say this would eventually happen but i dun wish it to affect u.ur studies ur friendship or anything.i really really hope we could be like last time.where we were be happy everyday without so many things happening.i noe it is not happening to me.i noe it is not my business.i noe.i understand.jus wanna really say a very very very very SORRY to you. wo mei xi wang ni hui yuan liang wo ke shi wo zhi xiang hen ni zuo yong yong yuan yuan de hao peng you.bu guan jing sheng jin shi wo ye hai shi xi wang he ni zuo peng you.wo zong lai mei hou hui guo.wo me sui you zhen zhi he chao nao.dan zhe yi qie de yi qie dou rang wo men gen liao jie bi ci.wo da ying zi ji wo zai cha shou zhe yi qie.
♥ 1:08 AM
wo bu zhi dao wo g shuo shi me cai hao.wo fang qi yi qie.wo bu xiang qu gan she.wo zhong lai jiu bu xiang bei juan zai zhe xie shi li.how i wish i could vanish from the world.how i wish.and to the both of u(u shld noe who u are) i wont angry.really.jus felt.i dun noe how to say e feeling.no ned to bother about me.jus.treat me as nth.ba wo dang tou ming jiu ke yi le.wo xin li ming bai.bu bi shou she me.wo dou liao jie.maybe i would stop blogging from today.
♥ 12:45 AM
[ [ Siyan] ]
whatever is your decision i will always be there for you.it doesnt matter wat e answer is.as long as u are happy.dun really need to care about me(maybe u nv i tink too much)jus follow wat ur heart says ok.really.about the question u asked me.
i really dnno.yes or no?i dunno.jus dunno?no answer?so.
jus wish u happy i will be very man zhu le.really.
shi wo peng you jiu yong yuan shi wo de peng you.
wu lun fa shen shi me shi wo dou hui yong yuan zhi chi ni de!ji de you shen me shi you wo zai.
xu you yi a qing su huo jian bang wo you. (",)
[ [ ZiJiNg ] ]
zijing.dun worry too much for your oral.i am sure u will pass since u said e examiner say u were ok.so really dun tink u will fail de lor.okies..
mus have confidence in yourself.(ownself always dun have still say u=P)
rmb you have us to always support you.no matter wat happens u have me okies..
rmb i am there for you.i can lend u a shoulder if u ned it.okies.(",)
♥ 11:59 PM
