.woke up at 10am
.ate breakfast & get ready to go out
.was a little late meeting min[sorry wor]
.then took lrt to bpp[gt renovate like nv leh??]
.went to find the place where the autograph session is held[i didnt noe where was it]
.found le then was thinking should be wait there or wat
.my friend then walked past me w/o seeing me
.we decided to grab sumthing to eat first
.we went to buy some food and went back there[quite hot there but nice scenary]
.finish eating sat there 4 awhile felt a little boring
.so went over to tell my friend that i'll be back later help me to save 2 place
.we went to walk ard bpp
.nth much there actually[seems dat lot 1 is better=p]
.ard 2plus we went back and sat down
.waited and waited when we sat Dou Shi Da Fa Xian de host L**M***L**
.they were recording for 1 segment of e show
.they wanted us to shout "ZHANG SHAN WEI DA SHENG SHUO AI NI"
.we did it for ard 3-4 time ba den they sa ok le
.after that the host of the autograph session M*L* came
.she talked to us when suddenly we saw from far came awei and a grp of ppl cuming out of the lift
.we screamed and shouted
.but he had to rest and do a tv interview
.after awhile he came and talked abt his album
.he sang Shi Xin Feng,Zhen Xia De Ying Hua,Da Sheng Shuo Ai Ni
.he also danced Dinosaur & He Quan[jus a small part]
.after that we waited to go up to get his signature
.we were quite in front so it was our turn
.after getting his autograph we went to bpp's library
.after awhile we went hm[it was raining cats & dogs]
.he is still as shuai as usual haha
.still like him but not as much as fu=p
This was what happened today..changed the method of writing so as to make it not so long winded[i hope so]
.woke up quite early today
.had to go accompany min to accompany parry to buy clothes
.met them at yew tee
.we first went to cwp
.didnt saw what he wanted even after having our lunch?
.so we went to orchard
.also walked quite a few places also dun have what he wanted
.finally at taka i think
.he finally bought ONE shirt
.god bless us[haha..=P]
.the two of us nearly vomitted blood just by helping him choose the clothes
.his expections were too too "low"
.he wanted simple simple design
.but HIS SIMPLE WERE COMPLICATED
.after that we wanted to go home
.but then there were too many ppl so we sat at a place and chatted quite alot of things
.then found out parry is quite a mischevious kid in the past haha
.chatted for awhile then went home
♥ 11:55 PM
so so so boring so come post lo...haix..i also dunno what to write here...write le also like that..nv write also like that..so lousy de blog..who will want to see...ghost only ba..haix...dunno why..today and ysterday feeling so moody...so many feelings i also dunno what is what and why got this feeling..how i wish i have someone to talk to...or someone who can talk non stop to let me listen..but who?no one lor...talk to myself..later my parents thought i got problem...but i indeed have problem ba i tink....nono..the way is to jump die the building...that way is faster...everything also no need to think no need to bother no need to have those feelings...what u ppl gone thru b4 i gone thru too...who say i wont know those feelings...i know it..i understand how it feels...i gone thru abit little deeper then u ppl did..the hurt is much much more deeper then what u ppl went thru and gone thru...maybe u would think otherwise...whatever it is...i dun care..i dun wish to care...everything i do know is useless...for no reasons..should i forget u or should i let you know?i dunno?but whats th point when i know it is impossible that we can be together as i know u wont like me?should i persist or should i give up?i dunno..i really dunno..can someone tell me?
so many feelings inside of me...haix...what should i do?
maybe i shouly learn to just keep everything inside of me..
and not telling anyone..
its a better way for me..
at most i becum zi bi..
i am already a little zi bi already..
so its ok ba...
mid years coming...what have i prepared?
is it the right choice to be in sec 5?it dun seems to be for me..
not that i dun wish to study...i just...arghh...
i dunno how to describe it...just...
i am just typing bullshit here...u can dun bother to read it...
it is only wasting ur time..
and i am sorry for that..
but i think this is the only place for me to say all this bs...
think i better stop here...i might write more and more longer..
♥ 10:52 PM
today had our sch sports day...damn damn damn BORING and HOT
lessons ended around 10.20+ den me,yunmin, siyan,alwyn and kenneth took a bus to yew tee and went to yishun de Northpoint to walk walk...
quite boring..reach there first thing is eat...cause was quite hungry...
den went around to walk walk...really boring lor..
den later go in to Bk to sit there for nothing..
we really is BORING...
after that decided to go back..
so went back to take mrt...
after that we hmmm..bought drinks..saw BEAR at 7-11...
the 5 of us took a bus to the stadium..quite many ppl already..
then went in...went to our hse there and sat down...
actually is sit together and at a real read corner de place but then...
teachers la NCC la chasing not our resilience de to go back to their own hse so we slowing moved fr the very corner to a bit centre de place lor...
this yr at least got new and more different things to play so not that boring..but still it is boring..
waited and waited...
many gathered at the gate to go out of the stadium...
finally all was like crazy..squeezing out of the gate...
AND A STUPID SEC3 OR 4 GUY....DAMN DAMN RUDE...ABOUT WHAT HE SAID I DUN WISH TO SAY..JUST THAT HE IS RUDE...STUPID GUY...NO..ITS A GIRL...CAUSE HE IS NOT GENTLEMEN...
think i'll stop writing...
dun like this kind of mixed feelings inside me...
[i may look happy in front of all of you...
but you are wrong..i am not what i am...
just another side of me i think?
i am someone who is having a little DEPRESSION i think?]
someone who thinks of suicide?someone who think life is meaningless?
someone who looks all things on the dark side but not on the bright side?
yes..i think thats me...change?to be more happy?with so many problem in me..i dun think so?i can not be happy...forever i think...]
♥ 9:23 PM
decided to come and update today...just felt like..today last lesson was english..we had a very very very (x100000) easy compre test...it was so so so "easy" that we hated doing it...it was so difficult lor..and there was the teacher there...abit proud..and wrote on the board that we had to write around 1 para?english compre where will need to write so much as in around 1 para and one question is around hmm...more then 10 marks or what ba..i 4got what he said already...he seems to be looking down on us...and we didnt said that the txtbk question were easy to do it was so other ppl..one person said it doesnt mean that the whole class means it right?ARGH...MS FERN WE MISS YOU!!!PLS COME BACK!!!hope that md fern comes back asap...her lessons is much more better then that teacher teaching us now...today we had a bio practical extra lesson as we skipped the lesson on wed...so we had to make up for it...[so troublsome]we were using the microscopes to look at cells of plants, red blood cell etc..we left the lab at around 2+ i think...
after that we took a bus to yew tee and went to mac..
with ray,parry,kenneth,siyan,yunmin and me...
went there to have our "lunch"?
ate until very full and we talked about many funny stuffs and made us nearly vomitted our food...[so disgusting *eeee*]
we talked until like around 3 or 4 + ba then we went home...
but yunmin and siyan were chasing afer ray as he took pictures at mac...[YM's photo ba i tink so?]
after they walked wif me as they going to take 302..
along the road 5 of them like "crazy" kicking a orange orange "fruit"?[i also dunno whats that] they were having so much fun...they i went home le...
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♥ 2:36 AM