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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

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Like finally..

Xiaogui is went out like after so so long..

Not that we have not seen each other..

Just that it's been a long time since the 3 of us went out as "xiaogui" identity..

We trained over to bugis deciding to go to the temple there to pray..

After praying we went over to the hawker there for lunch..

Went over to bugis street after which..

Was glad that all of us bought the things we wanted..

Ym & i even did manicure..

&&&

It's the colour which i've wanted to try..

BABY BLUE & PURPLE!!

Went over to iluma initially thinking of buying KOI..

But in the end when i saw the queue i was like nah..

So we went on walking thinking maybe we should have our dinner nearby first as the day was budget day..

All the things we had were to be cheap！

So ended up at an coffee shop?

We had seafood fried rice, fried chicken wings & cheese fries for dinner..

We then walked all the way from bugis to clarke quay central..

Cool~

I love to travel by leg rather then mrt..

By doing so we could see the sceneries & we could chat along the way..

Stopped by clarke quay riverside & walked all the way to liang court as the 3 of us have not been there before..

Sy & i were fighting over a magazine..

I wanted to buy but she wanted me to save money so she didnt want to let me buy..

But in the end..

I still bought the magazine..

Sorry lao baby!

I appreciate the effort!

Sorry for being so mischievous!

But only once ok!

Anyways we then sat by the riverside and we had an girls to girls talk!

IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!!!

We then trained home..

All 3 of us were tired by then..

Overall it's really an awesome day spent with my girls..

The bad thing is that i dont have any pictures with me because ym didnt return me my cammie..

Oh wells..

This shall be a long & wordy post!

♥ 1:31 AM

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

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Went to look for sotong yap as she's working on both days..
Accompanied her to for lunch..
&
one fine day she decided to get a name for me..
BOBBY!
Why bobby?
I dont really know why either..
Both days were great..
Had a heart to heart chat..
About sec sch times, ite times..
Going to bc for tuition..
Going to unity for tuition..
All the childish & stupid things we did..
Although it's stupid & childish
BUT
all of it are great & unforgettable memories that i wouldnt ever forget until i die?
Sunday she came over to my house to continue our crapping..
On-ed my comp & we were looking at the past photos we took..
So many hilrious ones & even videos which we took..
Many not seen before..
SOTONG YAP LOOKS CUTE~~
But i cant share the picture here..
Oh well~
I know it myself will do..
Anyways..
Was playing with my father & i randomly asked to draw a wugui on his hand..
He agreed..
But my wugui looks weird with the long long tail..

Ok..
I know this post is rather random..
Shall end it here abruptly = more random~

♥ 8:23 PM

Monday, August 23, 2010

我嘗試過，
我精力過。
可是，
既然這是你的選擇。

那麼我還有什麼話好說？

我只能說，

希望這一切之後，

“後悔”這兩個字不會出現。

♥ 11:23 PM

Thursday, August 19, 2010

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阿敏的大日子！

也一樣21歲咯～

沒錯～沒錯～

你們沒看錯。

她們生日是隔了一天而已哦～

所以啊過完老燕的生日，

我們也同時買了一個小蛋糕給阿敏。

這一天也因為小學同學的生日以及阿敏早上有事所以慶祝是晚上的事。

只能說，

時間觀念真的很重要啊～～～

那天也沒有很順利的說。

對某某人很失望。

不過，

阿敏你有開心就好啦。

到了marina square的secret receipe吃了晚餐。

之後到了戶外切蛋糕。

也因為濱海灣在辦青年奧運會的開幕典禮，

超多煙火的啦～

水哦～

之後她和朋友拍了照之後我們就離開了。

她就和朋友們去狂歡。

我們和當兵中的紅蘿蔔在地鐵上聊了很多，

也聊的很愉快。

♥ 7:57 PM

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這天是老燕的大日子！

21歲咯！

終於等到了這一天。

一切都還算是蠻順利的。

可是，

只能說，

我親愛的太厲害咯。

很多是還是給她識破了。

不過，

那天我們都玩得很開心哦。

先是去Ion的Swensen吃了個晚餐。

還有冰淇淋的不肥哦！

可是，

我超不划算的啦！

我只吃了一盤甜點而已。

浪費慘了。

就在那家餐廳待到它們店都打烊了我的媽！

之後就和其他4位到克拉碼頭那裡去小酌一番。

聊了很多，

途中還下起了一場雨。

之後就做了巴士回家。

真的要謝謝老燕的朋友的幫忙。

不然也不會那麼成功。

希望你過的開心咯親愛的～～

♥ 7:20 PM

Sunday, August 15, 2010

情是什麼？

愛情是什麼？

友情是什麼？

親情是什麼？

真的要失去了會珍惜？

真的要等到失去才會想要挽回。

失去之後才話說早知道。

經過了這麼多，

會不會就在此刻瓦解？

我們只得要等到失去要去遺憾，去珍惜嗎？

我不知道。

也沒辦法知道。

朋友比情人還死心塌地？

是這樣嗎？

知道了他的歌迷不幸的離開。

這位歌迷的朋友都覺得很遺憾，

為什麼生前沒有好好的珍惜她，

為什麼沒有跟她做很多很多的事？

一切想和她做的事都已來不及。

剛剛才看到好好的一個人，

就在下一瞬間離開了。

看到了這個新聞，

淚不自覺的潰提。

雖然不認識這位歌迷。

但。。。。。。。。。。。。

難道我們要也等到我們失去了一個人才會這樣想嗎？

一切的一切都那麼那麼的脆弱。

輕輕一碰就瓦解。

一直以為自己可以很堅強的維持一切，

慢慢的發現，

我累了。

真的真的好累，

好像只有我一個人在經營一切。

我很努力很努力。

不希望就這樣失去。

可是，

或許，

我已經撐不下去了。

該怎麼辦？

♥ 1:49 PM

Saturday, August 14, 2010

阿敏啊！！

今天是你的生日啦！
我們一向來都不走肉麻路線的。
所以當然，
我也不會跟你用一些肉麻的東西。
21歲了啦！
老了厚～～
要成熟一點，
不要再那麼迷迷糊糊了好嗎！
不要再那麼幼稚了！

說短不短說長不長。
我們也認識8年了。
難過的，開心的，好的，壞的我們都走過。
雖然我常常念你，
罵你。
可是，
最後我們還是很好啊。
罵你是為了你好你知道的。
不羅嗦！
21歲了。
真的要成熟點，
祝你一切順利，
早點找到你的真命天子。
最後還是要說聲：
生日快樂！

♥ 12:00 AM

Thursday, August 12, 2010

親愛的思燕滴兒!

It's your BIRTHDAY today!!!
21 歲咯！
在這裡有些話想要說給你。
我們認識也有8年了吧？
時間過得好快哦！
我們都21歲了！
很開心我們能夠陪著彼此一起成長。
很開心我們在這一年來越來越好，越來越親。
很開心我們越來越好。
很開心能夠認識你。
很開心很開心很開心。
我。。。
不善於言語，不善於表達。

可是，
一切的一切我都放在心裡。
你為我做的，
說的我都看在眼裡。
也很慶幸我能夠認識你。
不羅嗦。
21咯。
要成熟哦！
要越來越美哦！
一切順利！
早點找到你的Mr.RIGHT!!
希望我們能夠繼續有很多很多的十年，二十年，三十年。
還有我們說過我們會推著自己的小孩一起出來喝下午茶的哦！
所以我們要一直走下去。
愛你哦！
最後還是要很大聲的說：
生日快樂！！

♥ 12:00 AM

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

超級不配合的人真的你們真的遜死。
外人是這樣我或許可以忍。
熟的人卻也這樣不配合。
為什麼會有這樣的人？
讓我真的對你們這些人無言。
還有請注意你的態度。
我沒有欠你什麼，
態度好一點可以嗎!!!!!
還有那些什麼爛人。
你們這些人，
請你們你我遠一點。
我的命已經很短了，
有必要再繼續縮短我的壽命嗎？
@#%$%$#$@%*&^

♥ 9:36 PM

Monday, August 09, 2010

Early birthday celebrations for Kenneth!
Decided to make a card for him & therefore met up with ym & ray at yewtee point to have our dinner to buy the things needed..
Bought him a cap for his present..
IT was fun doing this handicrafts things which i have not done it for like years!
But all i can say i am not good in all things art craft things..
Neither is my drawing good but i tried my best!
060810 went over to pasir ris to pick ken up from his book out from camp..
Went over to some carpark because we bought him beforehand at yew tee..
That was a little little surprise we had for him..
But the difficult part was lighting the candles inside the care while the car was moving..
My skin nearly torn when i couldnt light the lighter..
Went over to chomp chomp for supper..
Had a little hard time looking for seats..
Ordered carrot cake, hokkien mee, sting ray, & bbq chicken wings & drinks..
Head home after which..
Was glad that he liked the cap we gave him!

♥ 5:07 PM

Thursday, August 05, 2010

I keep asking myself what i want..

Despite so..

I still dont get any answer..

Why is it so difficult?

I dont know why either..

I really really dont know what i want..

I really kept asking myself..

Parents keep asking me..

I have alot to say BUT not to them..

Why should i tell them about how i feel when i know all i get back is nagging & all..

Why cant they just listen to what i have to say instead of commenting so much & it turns into nagging..

This is not what i want..

I know my parents hate me because they say they have never met any child who is like me..

Not wanting to find job to support the family..

Not that i dont want or dont wish to..

Its purely because i dont know what i want to work as..

But all they think is what is it so difficult to think what you want to work as?

I also dont know why but i just dont know..

No idea of what industry i want to work in..

I dont have ability to work in big companies..

I dont have the education cert to work at high ranks..

All i can is jobs that people dont want..

Jobs that people detest because of the long working hours..

Jobs that people detest because of the low pay..

Jobs that people dont like..

BUT..

WHY ME?

Why must i be the one to be taking the jobs that people detest/dislike & dont want..

One simple reason is..

I dont have the LOCAL DIPLOMA certificate that people are looking for..

This is the reason..

I really hope that i can just get a big sum of money throw to my parents & just kill myself off..

The sum of money that is enough to support them till they dead..

Yes i know..

Very irresponsible..

But at least i've returned the money they have spent on me for my past 21 years..

Maybe.. maybe..

In my next life i shall be born more cleverer so that i am someone with master or degree certificate so that i can earn alot of money to support them..

I know this is wrong thinking..

But..

Maybe to them they feel that i am just living everyday with no stress..

Not thinking in the shoes of them..

With no fear that no one is supporting the family & we are already running out of money to pay for daily bills..

But who says so?

I never say so you think this way..

But no..

I also feel stress..

I also find myself useless why cant i be more cleverer to be someone good in studies..

Why am i who i am now?

Why cant have a good job have a stable income & support my parents..

WHY?

Sometimes i also think that why must god be so unfair to me..

Letting me take all this stress all by myself..

Why must they only be poor when they are already so old?

I rather be poor when i was young..

I rather not be able to travel around when i was young..

I rather they be poor when i was young & rich now so that they need not slog like hell to live now when they already are so old..

Do you think i feel happy when i see this?

I dont..

But..

♥ 1:35 PM

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Tuesday, August 03, 2010

厚～

最近都有好幾款很好看的啦！

我超超超超超超想要的！

可是，都那麼貴！

一件要$63勒～

哭慘～～

♥ 11:51 PM

Sunday, August 01, 2010

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Xiaogui finally went out!!!
It's been a long time since we 3 went out alone..
Anyways, it was Kbox day..
Met up with them after their school & went over to lot 1 for kbox..
They had their dinner & it was still early so we went walking around lot 1..
Ym bought her shoes & it's been a long time since we went to SASA..
Lot 1 has lots of our memories..
It was time to head over to kbox..
There was a long queue which i have never since before despite going to kbox for so many times..
The staff bring us to our room & we started singing & finding songs..
BUT..
The staffs was like so irritating..
Coming in zillion of times interrupting our singing time..
There was even one moment a staff just open our door & told a guy beside her this is the room..
We were like astonished by the act..
We were like who the hell is that guy?
The staff was also rude enough to not even knock on the door & attitude was like shit..
Came in to take away the glasses we finished but our drinks were not finished yet & she went off..
We were like why didnt she clear the empty snacks container but wanted to clear away things we still haven finish?
This is only the 2nd time i went & the attitude is getting worse!
Really find it annoying when they kept coming in to interrupt us..
Anyways..
We really had fun that day & went we were starting to get HIGH..
The staff were CHASING us out already..
All i can say our impression of them is getting really worse!

♥ 12:11 AM