290709Went to bugis..A trip to purchase something..We finally got it..&I got myself a top..Not going much into details.. & Just only a combine picture..300709School today was..........
I was emo-ing..
Tears just rolled down i dont know when..&&&&happy birthday to S!!!although you're real real far away from me..i dont know you and you dont know me..but you're still great..no matter what i'll still support you =)
♥ 12:14 AM
290709How i wished there wasnt school today..How i wish i need not study any more..Still have 4 more modules to clear..Why didnt i study more..Hope that i would REALLY REALLY PASS this time..I cannot fail..I cannot afford to either..
♥ 10:56 AM
280709School was real real boring today..Seriously i dont wish to fail economics..But it really dont interest me at all..All about those depreciation, inflation, supply and demand etc etc..Why is it so difficult?Why must i study this module?Anyways because lesson was boring therefore we were released earlier..I slept at 12+ yesterday night but i woke up at 3+..Slept back at 7+ and i am so tired now..I'm stuck with economics & pbm project which is like so screwed!!Didnt know that the lecturer's expectation was so HIGH!I am high now also.. -.-Outing tomorrow..
♥ 8:00 PM
Been having this terrible terrible headache have a couple of days..Which is like killing me any moment..Also with the giddiness..It's also killing me..Been having insomnia..Really wonder what's wrong with me..Depression?Craziness?Or whatever..Should i go down a trip to IMH?It really isnt great with a feeling that it seems like you have a time bomb in your tiny winy head exploding soon..p.s. gossip girls is addictive!
♥ 9:27 PM
250709Today is a boring boring boring boring day..Doing nothing but nothing the whole day..Watching shows..Listening to songs..Blog a little at larokyy..Nothing else..Bored bored bored..Why is there not anyone that can entertain me..Can someone entertain me? =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
♥ 12:02 AM
she duwan tell me
new blogskin! lol
hihi there whos name after me huh?
To yar/ray/Rachel - seriously ah.. i stared at your 3 tags for like so long already but i still dont know what to reply..
COOL...love ur current skin!!..and update more more often yea..no no emo=D
To Siyan - hahas.. quite nice de.. nothing to update leh.. how to update more often? yes yes yes emo =D
niceblogskin.. don tin so negative.. everyone got their good point..
To wendy - thanks.. hahas.. =p
♥ 4:35 PM
240709Didnt go to school today..Have been having headache for the past few days..Suddenly the stupid giddiness is back again..Dont like the feeling..I guess it's because i have not been sleeping properly..Been sleeping at like 2 or 3 am or even later..I can even sleep for a few hours and wake up suddenly for no reasons..Why is it that always when exams are nearing and all these happens..Been slacking at home the whole day..
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220709Another boring school day..Waited and waited for school to end..Handed in my project and went off to queenstown to wait for oym..She was late like for more then 1/2 hour..I nearly died on the platform..Trained over to orchard..Reached ion..It was really huge and confusing too..Not really a place to go to as most of the shops are branded goods..I cant even afford anyone of it..Was having a headache thinking of what to buy..In then end only bought 1..A tired day today..Another boring school tomorrow..Can i dont go to school tomorrow?Crap anyways because i know i cant.. =(A happy thing is that i passed my case studies..
♥ 11:24 PM
Say A Lil Something - 蕭敬騰
窗外天氣陰 床內壞心情 吵一架兩顆心 兩個人都ㄍㄧㄥ你沒有聲音 泛淚的眼睛 氣氛結了冰 而我就像隱了形我說著對不起 又讓你傷了心都是我太嘴硬 原來愛情 沒有輸贏Say a lil something my baby 請你給我一點回應Come on say a lil something my baby 最心疼是你裝作冷靜的表情屋外是雨天 心裡是冬天 明明在你身邊 距離卻遙遠寶貝很抱歉 重新來一遍 在你我之間 劃下冷戰的句點我說著對不起 又讓你傷了心都是我太嘴硬 原來愛情 沒有輸贏Say a lil something my baby 請你給我一點回應Come on say a lil something my baby 最心疼是你裝作冷靜的表情愛是種病 繃緊神經 少了耐心 忘了關心 直到快失去 才發覺自己 多愛你愛是理由 愛是原因 愛是有我 愛是有你 請你原諒我的錯
♥ 9:59 PM
210709Went to school..It was the boring module econs..Wasnt really listening to what the lecturer was teaching..Decided to pon school halfway..Thanks sotong for accompanying me when she could have gone home..Walked around & went home at around 7+..&&&&RACHEL LEE WEN XUAN or WEIXUAN or WHATEVER so calling me BOSS or DA GE!!!!!!
By the way if no one knows whose that..
It's ray's new name..
His not ray but rachel now..
Sy gave him this name =)
♥ 8:35 PM
I hate doing projects..
I dont feel like doing the project..
I am like stucked halfway..
I dont know how to continue..
Seriously the feeling that i am feeling now s****..
I want to go out and get some fresh air..
I need to..
I feel like i am in somewhere..
Somewhere that is stopping me from breathing..
Sometimes i just really wished that there was this someone..
Someone who would be there for me..
No matter what happens..
♥ 7:50 PM
I want to change a new blogskin..BUT..I cant find one that i really like.. =(It's so troublesome to change a blogskin..Im tired..Mentally tired..Still rather emo..Dont ask why..I dont know either..
♥ 7:39 PM
lame there is 2 person now lor
omg... u actually had a random chat with your mum hor....
and u also neve reply my sms haha caught you
btw that pics with me corssing my hands super style can send me ma? u broke my arm u know must payback de
y would a shoe bit you???
eh eh heard form my sis u went her blog leh.. how come she know u went to her blog de...
sis ivy not eileen
To ray - shouldnt it be you asking her instead of asking me why she know that i went into her blog?
hahax..write essay...i training ur english writing sia!!
LOL...look out for MR ECONOMICS den u will noe le!!
LOL..is shoes not school eh...
To Siyan - that was real lame la!! i already changed the error..
she type wrong ar..is bite ar..LOL..
To YummY - you sure that there wasnt anything wrong with your english that there is a word got bit?
♥ 4:10 PM
低調嬉笑 打鬧 擁抱 留下了那麼多開心合照互相取暖依靠 熬過了最低潮一起生活 也一起埋怨過 走過最好與最糟我在心裡想的不用說明 你知道晨昏日夜顛倒 這房子突然沒從前熱鬧散落一地微笑 沒有人去打掃感情很微妙 再多付出也好 再多關心都徒勞愛從來就沒有固定的軌道 它最後停在哪裡誰知道我的難過是如此低調 因為不想打擾我在寂寞的牆角努力的對自己好 你用微笑回報 朋友或情人不重要我的悲傷是如此低調 傻子才會哭鬧就算你發現也好 我想你一定會選擇 假裝不知道只怕我自己的掩飾不夠好晨昏日夜顛倒 這房子突然沒從前熱鬧散落一地微笑 沒有人去打掃感情很微妙 再多付出也好 再多關心都徒勞愛從來就沒有固定的軌道 它最後停在哪裡誰知道我的難過是如此低調 因為不想打擾我在寂寞的牆角努力的對自己好 你用微笑回報 朋友或情人不重要我的悲傷是如此低調 傻子才會哭鬧就算你發現也好 我想你一定會選擇 假裝不知道只怕我自己的掩飾不夠好我的難過是如此低調 因為不想打擾我在寂寞的牆角努力的對自己好 你用微笑回報 朋友或情人不重要我的悲傷是如此低調 傻子才會哭鬧就算你發現也好 我想你一定會選擇 假裝不知道難道是我對我自己不夠 好
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160709Decided not to go to school today..Chatted with sy & decided to go to cck library to accompany her as she did not go to school either..So went out at the usual timing that i always go to school so that my parents wont know..Reached lot 1 & sy said that she was inside the washroom..So i went in to find her & guess what..She was trying to take off her contact lens..She took for quite long before she finally took off her contact lens..After which we decided to go to delifrance to buy the long long bread & go over to the rooftop garden..Chatted awhile over there & decided to go to mac to slack..Watched movie & crapped alot..Watched a little of Saw III & we immediately closed it as it was so DAMN GROSS!I nearly vomited when i saw the scenes..Finally went home at around 7pm..170709Went to school & bought the bubble tea again..After finish drinking i nearly vomited again..Sy asked if i was pregnant? -.-It was crap anyways..Lesson was bored & bored & very bored!After lesson went home..
♥ 12:57 AM
140709School was boring & i was tired..Didnt know which class it was & was finding it with nurul my classmate..Went back to the normal class room which we always go & everyone was already in class -.-After school many didnt go for the boring boring workshop..So off i went with nurul & trained back to cck..Met up with ym to library as i wanted to do my project..Sy came later as she was having her ut!Done a little of my research of my project & left at around 7pm..We were or should i say sy & i were still craving for FRIES!!Finished our food & went walking around..Went into D&C..Sy & i came out with 2 pairs of shoes each..Hopefully the shoe is comfortable enough & wouldnt bit my leg like the other shoes..Came home had dinner & watch Mr bean holidays..All movies given by & all i can say that Mr bean holidays is NOT NICE!Continuing watching 1 litres of tears..The "rain became more & more heavier" ..I'm sure people will understand what i meant..School ends at 6.30pm tomorrow.. =(
♥ 1:26 AM
130709Stayed at home for the whole day as i dont have school today..Around 5+ met sy at yew tee square to have mac as both of us were craving for it..Finished mac & she came over to my place..Chatted while waiting for ym to come..Meanwhile,Transferred the movies and songs that she wanted..Thought that it could clear off some burden off my hardisk..Who knows..More movie & even games were added into my tiny tiny hardsk..We chatted, crapped & played around..Finally it was time for them to go home..Watched bee movie that sy gave me..It was kind of not logical..How can a group of bees sue us human?Was watching 1 litre of tears..Yes i know i am slow..It's a drama/movie quite long ago but am only watching it now..I only watched the first part which is the starting of the drama..I was tearing already..Whatever i know i am someone very emotional..But it was really sad that the girl was down with the illness..Anyone knows? It is a real story isit? or not?There's school tomorrow & a boring workshop which i may be skipping to go to the library to do my need to hand up soon project..Hope i can at least can it more then half done..
♥ 2:37 AM
100709Dragged my heavy heavy feet to school..Feeling so reluctant to go to school..Decided to drop by the bubble tea school at queenstown..Thinking that maybe a bubble tea would let me feel better..Bought milk tea..I could choose between small & big cup so i chose the big cup..It was only 1.50..Compared to the bubble tea at other places like sweet talk..It's already 1.50..Look at this:Such a big cup but is only 1.50..I feel that it's really worth it..Lesson was boring..Wasnt really listening to what the lecturer is talking..I guess i am dead meat..I still dont know what the hell is economics about..I cannot fail..No matter what i would have to get all the facts right..Economics please let me know more about you!!
♥ 6:28 PM
wow i didn notice there was another tagboard below...
cool 1st time see + i didn know can put 2 lolzzz
this tagboard y onli 1 person de sia...
To ray - should be your eyes lao hua so you didnt see.. you want put 10 also can what.. because there is not 2 person..
i can post in both taggie now neh!!
LOL...is u BAN me from tagging nor..
no no no..i say clearly...is ur tag board ban me!!
hey i kinda ban form ur top tag again!
stupid tag baord...
one day can one day cannot..
WOOO YM alos gt twitter le..can someone tell me how interesting n fun is twitter??..lolx!..cos i rmb-ing seeing an actor say can add him in twitter n fb..=.=
u say one person u still tag..?..LOL...
BO JIO!!...ahahx...i wan fries also......
you taggie very weird eh..on some days i can tag on some days i am banned!!
To Siyan - seriously ah.. your tag alot alot alot until i dont know how to reply eh.. but i never say it's not good.. just that i would have to write a essay to reply your message ya.. hahas.. i guess it's because 1 day cannot tag too much because they would think that people are spamming the tagboard that is why they ban you ba? now got 2 you can tag some here tag some there huh.. i want fries again too.. fries are addictive you know you know.. i added alot of actor's twitter.. it's real fun since you also signed up already you should know right.. i seems to be really writing a essay huh?! hahas..
i dun have A lo..haha..coz it 's really look like that one ma..den somemore is so big packet sia..LOL..
To YummY - most A & yellow is you.. IT SERIOUSLY DONT LOOK LIKE CONDOM AT ALL OK!.. Who would sell condom in transparent plastic bags & sells it in a like random shop?? Just admit you are A & YELLOW!!!
♥ 12:47 AM
The stupid coffee beverage made me couldnt sleep last night..I went offline at around 1plus but i coudnt fall asleep until 5plus..I was so so so tired that i actually didnt want to wake up for lessons..In then end i still went..Dragging my heavy feet & eyes almost half closed..Reached school & listen to the lecturer talk about organisation structure..Although i am tired but i still did listen to class ok!Oh ya..While i am in the mrt..I was abit pissed off when someone hit my backpack at clementi station..Who knows that when i turn around..The one we hit me was my cute accounting teacher..Of course he didnt recognize me..But i still remember him..Anyways..Left during break to meet ym to take something back from her..Went to mac to chill..Chatting & crapped & used comp & ate fries..Fries are addictive actually..I force her to finish her bottle of water..Which is like do little yet she felt that water is a NONO..She was too full so we walked to random shops..&&&&&We walked into this shop that sells many random stuffs..When she asked me "Eh eh that packet of thing is eh eh what huh? [with a pervert look]"I went over took it & say "TRANSPARENT GLOVES LA.. You thought is what? *her with a pervert look*condom? OMG HOW YELLOW CAN YOU BE.."That thing really didnt look any way like a CONDOM!!!!She's like damn yellow ok..Who would sell condom so openly in a random shop like this????Anyways..After which came home..Had dinner & used comp till now..Time to go to dreamland..Am very very very very very very very very tired!!!When i am angry or fierce do i dont look or sound like i am?
And when i am not angry or fierce do i look or sound like i am?
♥ 11:21 PM