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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

250109 除夕
Had reunion dinner (steamboat with bbq)with parents at home..

261009 初一
Woke up early in the morning at around 10..
Went over to grandmother's house for awhile before walking over to father's side relative..
Reached uncle's place..
Ate and was playing 21点..
Overall quite good..
Won around 40 plus?
Anyways..
I missed the speciatly show of the Little Nonya.. =(
Went home with my father..

271009 初二
Went down to grandmother's place..
All relative would be gathering there..
Know what..
I was the first to reach there..
Slack or should i say ROT there..
Slowly many came..
Collected ang baos..
Saw my cousin's baby..
Her name's SiXian? Or Shixian?
Not very sure but i think her english name is Alison?
She kind of cute..
But she's like only around 1mth plus?
My auntie's say her hand is like the traffic police..
She was moving her hands like a traffic police directing traffic while she was lying down..
Took a few photos..

Played 21点 again..
But the atmosphere is not as good as my uncle's side..
So didnt play much cause i lose all my money.. -.-
Went home around 6+?
Had dinner & here i am blogging..

♥ 9:41 PM

Sunday, January 25, 2009

My mother is forever nagging no matter what day it is..
Even on this day which is a New year eve..
She's nagging about sat's exam..
She feel ashamed to our relatives..
WTF..
Why should we care how our relatives look?
Whether i can or cannot study it's mine business..
It doesnt even bother about you..
I hate those fucking idiot relatives..
Mother says she feels like 一刀砍死我。
Go ahead then..
I doubt any parents would say this to their children..
Whatever..
I know i am a disappointment or whatever..
Go ahead to kill me or whatever..
I dont freaking care..
Sometimes i just wish she isnt there and would be staying at grandmother's place forever..
So that she doesnt nag at me..
But there's father still..
His nagging is the same as my mother..
And he's a guy somemore..
He might beat me up if i dont listen to him i guess..
Whatever..
Not that i dont love them..
I do miss them sometimes and sometimes would regret shouting or talking back at them..
But then..
See how they treat me?
As if i am not their child?
Whatever whatever..
I shall stop ranting..

Anyways..
Happy chinese new year to all?
Doubt cny would be for me to celebrate in the future..

♥ 3:57 PM

Saturday, January 24, 2009

I'm bored..
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Cny this coming Monday..
Dont really anticipate for it..
Gonna remodule for today's sup paper again..
Whose fault?
Mine of course..
I didnt study or should i say memorise enough..
The moment i stepped in..
My mind went blank..
Remodule = $300plus = DIE!
Valentine's coming..
It's my 19th year being single..
When will I celebrating it with the "someone"?

♥ 8:57 PM

Friday, January 23, 2009

Tag Replies

wendy
relinked:)
To wendy - thanks for relinking.. but i've changed again.. remember to relink again uh =)

michelle
Chilled man chilled... Dun because of such ppl den give up ur project... Jia you man.. Relax... anytin u can come tok to mi... dun emo.. Nobody hate u.. dun tin too much.. come on i'm here 4 u..
michelle
lol.. hey hey.. dun emo le... n dun thanks mi in ur blog la.. i will shy de.. hhhhahahhahahas... LOL.. jia you 4 exam bahhx... dun let them affect us.. Ganbateh.. =)
michelle
Hey Hey i update my blog le.. FINALLY.. LOL..
To michelle - hahas.. thanks for helping me and be there for me.. and i never emo liao la.. haiyo.. hahas.. saw your blog and tagged for you already.. jiayou for upcoming exam eh =)

=P3@C3=
Doesn't mean they treat u this way means the whole world is treating u this way, QT, try ur very best, i am trying to help u, don't hurt urself becos of them, IT IS NOT AT ALL WORTH IT!!!
To Siyan- hahas.. nono.. i am not talking about those bitches la actually.. hahas.. anyways thanks.. and thanks for tagging too.. and dont keep closing your blog and update more often la.. always want go see either no update or close.. -.-

nick
hmms relinked 9(:
To nick - thanks.. but i've changed again.. relink again sorry ya.. =)

YummY
yo man! cheer up man! holidays are coming..woo~
YummY
yo man..relink me wor..haha..
To YummY - thanks for tagging..

Kenneth
Relink me pls!~
Kenneth
Haha. I didn't realise that I didn't relink u either! Relinked too =)
To Kenneth - relinked.. hahas.. you very blur huh.. hahas..

Fishy
WHY SO EMO LAH!!!!!!!
To Fishy - aiya.. miss you too much so emo la.. hahas.. remember to relink hor.. =)

Eunice
heyy! relaxx!! ;D
To Eunice - hahas.. thanks for tagging.. relink eh =)

eraylin
linked
To eraylin - thanks =)

XiNyUe
relinked... =D
To XiNyUe - thanks =)

Sangrui
relinked, relink mine too :D
To Sangrui - oops sorry forgot to relink you.. relinked.. thanks too =)

♥ 5:46 PM

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Outing with ym

Both of us were late for the meeting time

Trained to city hall & had MOS burger for lunch

Saw classmates there but didnt say Hi..

Went to Penisula to buy jeans..

Both of us bought 1..

I didnt bring my ATM card & was feeling uneasy the whole day..

Went in to walk 1 round inside Funan IT mall..

Trained to orchard..

Went to Heeren..

Nothing much there..

Saw a bird on the road that was crushed to death

While walking back the bird became flat with intestines all over..

Went to Paragon..

Bought clothes from Marks&Spencer

Ym sponsored me one of the "singlet"

Went to taka for dinner at KFC..

Went to walk at Sephora?

Legs was hurting badly..

Trained to marina bay & back home..

Day was overall enjoyed..

Ym was busy smsing "AHEM"..

Summarising this way mayb would be better?

Oh and saw a saw somehow had initials of my name..

♥ 11:15 PM

Monday, January 19, 2009

什么侵犯隐私权的什么狗屁。
想要把我的blog关掉？
怎样？
要告我是不是？
blog是我的，你因该没有权利吧？
这下子看你有什么办法看我的blog.
这是其中以为在facebook寄给我的message。
很荒谬吧？
真是无聊透了！！！
不要以为自己年纪大就可以拿年龄来压人。
我真的真的觉得你好幼稚！！！
It's a fact that you told the lecturer that WE DIDNT CONTRIBUTE & WE ARE NOT IN YOUR GROUP.
But you guys didnt even dare to admit that you guys said that to the teacher and even denied saying that..
Now you are accusing me that WE SAY YOU GUYS KICKED US OUT?
From which stupid ears did you heard that we said that?
We only knew about you guys kicking us out when someone in the class told us about it..
So whose bloody fault isit?
As if WE COULD TALK SENSE OUTTA YOU..
I doubt so..
You yourself who is around in your mid or late twenties still being so childish..
Using your age to control people..
Do you think you're that great?
Why dont you yourself go look at the mirror and think..

AND PLEASE FOR GODNESS SAKE WE DIDNT SPREAD ANYTHING TO THE CLASS..
YOU GUYS WERE THE ONES WHO ARE SPREADING IT ALL AROUND..
YOU WANNA MAKE THEM CONDEMN US HUH?
GO AHEAD..
SINCE WE WONT BE SEEING EACH OTHER ANYMORE..

♥ 5:29 PM

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Have not been posting much about what's been happening ever since a year has passed..
Been having emo emo post..
Guess no one really bothers too..
2009 has only passed for like 17 days?
Nothing good happened & nothing's going smoothly for me..
Schools bad..
Especially what happened during this few weeks..
Regarding the project stuffs i guess people around me have already know what happened so i guess i need not elaborate more about it..
Been feeling rather down due to lots of stuffs..
Who would even bother or even know that you hid under the blanket crying in the night..
Who would even know that you're actually dropping tears when msn-ing with them?
No one would..
No one would bother..
Ok i know its getting rather emo again..
Anyways..
Guess nothing much interesting happened therefore i shall stop my long winded talking here..

Everything's finally over..
I wouldnt see them anymore..
No more conflicts anymore..
But seriously it's the first time this kind of things happen to me..
&&&
Thanks michelle for helping..
Thanks real lots..
Appreciated=)

♥ 2:29 AM

你们做的“好事”

*click to enlarge*

对于你们，，
我已经无话可说。
一个年纪很大却还是那么幼稚。
一个只会跟随别人的人。
一个很八婆的八婆。
没有一个是好人。
希望不会再看到你们。
3个人=很幼稚！
明明有做的事却抵赖的一干二净。
说过的话却不承认。
3个窝囊！

♥ 2:17 AM

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Why isit that everyone is treating me this way?
What the hell have i done wrong to everyone?
What is it that let ppl hate me?
What is it that let ppl ignore me?
What is it that everyone is treating me so coldly?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY????
I dont feel GOOD!
I seriously dont!
What am i suppose to?
What what what what what what what what what what what what?

I'm really tired with everything..
So dont be suprise if you guys see me doing this:

But well,
I guess no one would even bother about me..
Just by looking at this rotten blog..
This rotten me..
This idiot me that is HATE by everyone..
This idiot me that is DISLIKED by everyone..
How can i not possibly think negative when all these happen?
Dont ask me to compare with those less fortunate people..
You know why?
Because we are not similar..
Shouldnt we find someone similar to compare with?

♥ 12:47 AM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Thanks sy
& friend[eva]
& ym for
having lunch with me today..
At least i had company when everything is not going right..

If you see me sitting down alone quietly
&&
not speaking much..
It's ok..
Just leave me alone
&&
I guess i'll be fine..

♥ 11:28 PM

I simply HATE myself !

♥ 9:07 PM

Monday, January 12, 2009

Idiot ...
I hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you ..

♥ 11:08 PM

你去死啦。
他妈的。
你以为你们很厉害啊！
不是说我对别的宗族有歧视。
也不是说我们不要做。
我有做工，我们已经很尽量去参加了。
可是，
当我们问你们要做什么的时候，
你们都置之不理。
这样可以怪我们吗？
自己在那边玩的很开心，
还可以玩facebook.
这么厉害的话，
你会在这个学校吗？

&&&
Excuse me..
You dont use to be in OUR GROUP!!!
If i want to say..
Or can say..
YOUR THE ODD ONE OUT!
Idiot bitch..
& Stupid using that kind of attitude to look at me..
DONT THINK THAT I CANNOT SEE & DONT KNOW..
I'm just pretending..
Really damn pissed off..
Today is totally not my day..
First with the project..
Second with the MDIS sissy STAFF..
Third with some stupid idiotic student..
Fourth with the idiotic BITCH's ATTITUDE..

♥ 6:11 PM

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Not in the mood to update about what i did daily ..
But well ..
Who would even bother about reading what are the things i do daily?
I dont think they even think that i even exist ..
Whatever ..
A new year started but it seems to be the same ..
Just that 08 becomes 09 ..
Not much difference ..
I'm still the same ..
A no confidence & a person whom no one likes & everyone hates ..
Someone who has no friends ..
Whatever it is ..
Cny's coming ..
Finally bought something for new year ..
Recently been busy with studies & project & work ..
Am seriously very very tired ..
How i wish everything will end real real soon ..

我累了。
真的累了。
Not only physically tired but also mentally tired ..

♥ 11:38 PM

虽然是一组，
可是，
他们有尊重过我们吗？
我们给的意见，提议他们常常都不会管。
随意我说，
有时候不可以对一个人太好。
这只会带给自己痛苦。
真的希望能快点不需要看到他们。

♥ 11:36 PM

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Tag replies

zhuzhu
no need thanks me for tagging de . ;D .
To zhuzhu - hahas .. no la .. still must thank ma .. its basic courtesy .. =)

zhenhu@`
Hello!!!
To zhenhu@ ` - thanks for tagging .. how have you been?

TUTU ^^
I had just relinked you :D
To TUTU^^ - Thanks for relinking .. =)

SkYz
linkededed =P
To SkYz - Thanks for relinking .. =)

YummY
wa..so fast sia..i haven tag you yet den you already done it sia..LOL..
To YummY - is because you're slow ..

Denise
Linked you.
To Denise - Thanks for relinking .. =)

Felicia
yah. relinked! now then tell me. stupid snoopy. hahahahahha
To Felicia - hahas .. sorry nah .. i forgot me .. eeyer .. fishy !!

♥ 5:58 PM

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

Been feeling down recently ..
Dont ask me why ..
But ppl around me may know why or maybe they dont .. Whatever ..
It's always the same reason ..
Schools been alright i guess ..
But have been not going school for many lessons ..
It's not good ..
Project's date due's are all next week ..
But not a single done ..
AHHH ..
I really dont wish to fail this term's module ..
I've still got to cover the last 3 modules that i've failed last term ..
Ahh well ..
I know it's only the beginning of 2009 ..
But it seems like it would still be the same for me ..
Or rather it has always been that bad for me ..
Wishes wouldnt come true ..
Things that should be done are not done ..
Things i wanted i still have not owe it ..
Things i wanted that way didnt turn out that way ..
Whatever .. It's all crap ..
I know there are much more people that are worse then me ..
But i'm comparing myself to just the people around me ..
I'm the worse ..
I just feel like leaving the world ..
Why cant i?
I should leave & give the remaining life for those unfortunate ones ..
Isnt that better?
I think it's quite a good idea huh ..

♥ 8:50 PM

Feel so piss off sometimes when communicating with someone younger then me ..
They seems to be in another generation or should i say living in the world of their own ..
They are fucking stubborn ..
You cannot talk sense to them ..
You dont hear nor listen ..
You dont know what their fucking brains are thinking of ..
They can come out absurd thinkings and speakings ..
It totally piss me off ..
Especially HER ..
THEM .. HIM or WHATEVER ..
Ahhh ..
I dont know what am i talking about ..
But i am just very very very pissed off and angry now ..
I just want to rant all i can ..

♥ 10:10 AM

I am fucking pissed off ..
Idiot ..
I seriously hate you for always being so fucking idiot ..
Seriously dont know what your fucking brain is thinking off ..
Do you even have common sense ..
Not only you ..
Even your ***** also am like this ..
So what if she is young?
She has no thinking ..
Just like you ..
No matter how fucking rich are you ..
You dont have brain ..
So what if you're rich?
Then go buy a fucking brain for yourself then ..
Do you even know how to think?
Idiot ...

♥ 10:07 AM

Friday, January 02, 2009

RULE#1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

I, Qt have been tagged by YummY the penguin head =)

1. Do you have secrets? Who doesnt?

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you? Maybe yes? Maybe not? No one knows ..

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love? I haven met the one i love ..

4. What would you do with a million dollars? Half for myself, Half for the charity ..

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend? Dont think so ..

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? Both i guess?

7.List out 3 favourite things that u love? Family, friends[if i have], the one[if i have]..

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Wish him all the best ..

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? No ..

10. List 5 things you hate? Ppl who dont reply sms, ppl who are always late, ppl who break promise, flirty guys, selfish ppl ..

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? I dont know ..

12. Who is currently the most important people to you? Family & friends ..

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life? Family & friends ..

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor? married but poor?

15. What are your favourite colours? Any colour that i can see ..

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick? I doubt i would ..

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done? I guess so?

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like? Would you be there for me whenever i need you?

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose? Friends?

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"? Maybe?

5 ppl who's goin to do tis survey
People that i tag would not bother doing so what's the point?

♥ 1:34 AM

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Happy 2009 !!

Hope that this is a good year for not only me but everyone ..
New year resolutions?
Hmm .. Maybe only one ..
That is to pass all my stupid modules ..
Others?
I dont know what can i wish for ..
Guess studies is more important now .. =)

♥ 6:10 PM