My mother is forever nagging no matter what day it is..
Even on this day which is a New year eve..
She's nagging about sat's exam..
She feel ashamed to our relatives..
Why should we care how our relatives look?
Whether i can or cannot study it's mine business..
It doesnt even bother about you..
I hate those fucking idiot relatives..
Mother says she feels like 一刀砍死我。
Go ahead then..
I doubt any parents would say this to their children..
I know i am a disappointment or whatever..
Go ahead to kill me or whatever..
I dont freaking care..
Sometimes i just wish she isnt there and would be staying at grandmother's place forever..
So that she doesnt nag at me..
But there's father still..
His nagging is the same as my mother..
And he's a guy somemore..
He might beat me up if i dont listen to him i guess..
Not that i dont love them..
I do miss them sometimes and sometimes would regret shouting or talking back at them..
See how they treat me?
As if i am not their child?
I shall stop ranting..
Happy chinese new year to all?
Doubt cny would be for me to celebrate in the future..
♥ 3:57 PM
Cny this coming Monday..
Dont really anticipate for it..
Gonna remodule for today's sup paper again..
Mine of course..
I didnt study or should i say memorise enough..
The moment i stepped in..
My mind went blank..
Remodule = $300plus = DIE!
It's my 19th year being single..
When will I celebrating it with the "someone"?
♥ 8:57 PM
It's a fact that you told the lecturer that WE DIDNT CONTRIBUTE & WE ARE NOT IN YOUR GROUP.
But you guys didnt even dare to admit that you guys said that to the teacher and even denied saying that..
Now you are accusing me that WE SAY YOU GUYS KICKED US OUT?
From which stupid ears did you heard that we said that?
We only knew about you guys kicking us out when someone in the class told us about it..
So whose bloody fault isit?
As if WE COULD TALK SENSE OUTTA YOU..
I doubt so..
You yourself who is around in your mid or late twenties still being so childish..
Using your age to control people..
Do you think you're that great?
Why dont you yourself go look at the mirror and think..
AND PLEASE FOR GODNESS SAKE WE DIDNT SPREAD ANYTHING TO THE CLASS..
YOU GUYS WERE THE ONES WHO ARE SPREADING IT ALL AROUND..
YOU WANNA MAKE THEM CONDEMN US HUH?
SINCE WE WONT BE SEEING EACH OTHER ANYMORE..
♥ 5:29 PM
I hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you ..
♥ 11:08 PM
♥ 11:36 PM
Been feeling down recently ..
Dont ask me why ..
But ppl around me may know why or maybe they dont .. Whatever ..
It's always the same reason ..
Schools been alright i guess ..
But have been not going school for many lessons ..
It's not good ..
Project's date due's are all next week ..
But not a single done ..
I really dont wish to fail this term's module ..
I've still got to cover the last 3 modules that i've failed last term ..
Ahh well ..
I know it's only the beginning of 2009 ..
But it seems like it would still be the same for me ..
Or rather it has always been that bad for me ..
Wishes wouldnt come true ..
Things that should be done are not done ..
Things i wanted i still have not owe it ..
Things i wanted that way didnt turn out that way ..
Whatever .. It's all crap ..
I know there are much more people that are worse then me ..
But i'm comparing myself to just the people around me ..
I'm the worse ..
I just feel like leaving the world ..
Why cant i?
I should leave & give the remaining life for those unfortunate ones ..
Isnt that better?
I think it's quite a good idea huh ..
♥ 8:50 PM
Feel so piss off sometimes when communicating with someone younger then me ..
They seems to be in another generation or should i say living in the world of their own ..
They are fucking stubborn ..
You cannot talk sense to them ..
You dont hear nor listen ..
You dont know what their fucking brains are thinking of ..
They can come out absurd thinkings and speakings ..
It totally piss me off ..
Especially HER ..
THEM .. HIM or WHATEVER ..
I dont know what am i talking about ..
But i am just very very very pissed off and angry now ..
I just want to rant all i can ..
♥ 10:10 AM
I am fucking pissed off ..
I seriously hate you for always being so fucking idiot ..
Seriously dont know what your fucking brain is thinking off ..
Do you even have common sense ..
Not only you ..
Even your ***** also am like this ..
So what if she is young?
She has no thinking ..
Just like you ..
No matter how fucking rich are you ..
You dont have brain ..
So what if you're rich?
Then go buy a fucking brain for yourself then ..
Do you even know how to think?
♥ 10:07 AM
Happy 2009 !!
Hope that this is a good year for not only me but everyone ..
New year resolutions?
Hmm .. Maybe only one ..
That is to pass all my stupid modules ..
I dont know what can i wish for ..
Guess studies is more important now .. =)
♥ 6:10 PM