whatever i do is wrong
nothing is right
why must i be here ?
why was i born in this world
why should i be born
i shouldnt have been here
i shouldnt have been born
its just a burden to my parents
friends?do i have friends?maybe i do maybe i dont
i dont know
i only have myself to blame
how i wish i could end my life
how i wish i am not here now in this world
how i wish .. how i wish ...
i am not trying to get pity but just wanting to say it out
no one knows how i feel
no one knows the things i've gone thru for the past 16 lonely yrs
no one knows the pains i 've gone thru for the past 16 lonely yrs
what i want is just a little attention
just that little attention from people around me
♥ 10:45 PM
.been quite a number of days since i last blogged
.because mid year so cant use comp so did not update
.today is persuade my parents to let me use then can use comp de so here i am to update my blog
.today had bio
.sure is fail le
.so so so difficult
.like expres de work like that
.didnt know how to do
.just anyhow wrote some stuffs as long as possible [all is rubbish]
.after bio is around 9+ ba
.went to mac with the guys
.went to eat then actually want study ss de but in the end...
.after that we walked home
.went for a talk
.talked until around 1+ ba
.we went home le
。yst had hmmm..chinese ba..[dun quite rmb le i've gt short term memory]
。paper 2 完蛋
。both paper add together is = FAIL
。nearly didnt finish doing my paper 2 de compre
。quite difficult though
。really is FAIL le la
。this time mid yr is all so so so "NOT DIFFICULT"
。after exam i think is go mac again ba
。want study also in the end NEVER study
。we also had listening
。abit not clear but still ok ba
TO: HER MY FRIEND
sorry for what i said but i didnt meant what you were thinking...
whatever you decide i will respect you, but dun get affected by what we said, follow what u think what your heart tells you and not follow other's saying...UNDERSTAND!!!
Not matter what i'll still be your friend, i'll still be there for you when u need me, we will be like before and not get affected by what you decide ok...REALLY PLEASE DONT DECIDED WHAT YOU DECIDED JUST NOW...I WILL BE GUILTY FOR LIFE...FOWWLOE YOUR HEART OK...REMEMBER!!!BUT I STILL WANT TO SAY A VERY VERY VERY SORRY TO YOU
NXT TIME I WONT TELL YOU ALL THOSE STUFFS I RATHER I SUFFER MYSELF THEN LET YOU KNOW...SORRY SORRY SORRY...
♥ 1:56 PM