musicismylife.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Still no one bothered tagging =(((((((

我的人缘真的不好。

为什么，我要这么在意？

或许，我也早已习惯了。

♥ 10:45 PM

Was tooo tired yesterday, therefore i couldnt wake up in time to go to school .
Since yesterday's lesson was too boring .
So woke up at around 12 to prepare to go out .
Was meeting sy,ym & ray at yew tee mrt .
Walked back to school using the same old route .
It was drizzling .
Reached and waited for cw & wy .
Didnt know they were also coming .
After which we went into school .
Seriously,
Not much people went back .
Didnt really see familiar faces .
Expecially our batch & our graduation batch .
Guess all are busy .
Teachers's day in our school .
As usual, those concerts, singing, drama & etc .
Saw my junior eunice singing .
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We were walking around the school .
Eating our favourite noodles stall .
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Saw quite a few teacher's only .
We didnt really went to look for any teacher in particular .
After the concert & everything ended .
We walked around the school & went to near the cabin & started taking group photos .
Playing around , taking lots of grp photos .
So called a small gathering .
After which i also dont know who said to go to ray's house or is he the one who suggested .
So we walked all the way to limbang to his house .
I was like thinking maybe his little baby brother wouldnt be home .
As you know babies need to have those injection & stuffs .
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While walking,
Suddenly ray said that his brother really went for injection today .
They were thinking like how would i even know about it?
I guessed it?
Anyways his baby brother was home .
So we went &&&&
His baby brother was so CUTE!!!
Oh god .
But he dont seems to be in a good mood i guess?
He was crying when we went playing with him .
Guess he was just feeling uneasy after an injection & with so many strangers around .

After which we decided to go to Lot 1 .
Waited for PAPA ray to get ready & we took 302 to lot 1 .
Initially cw wanted to go home but we psycho him to come .
Oh & wy went home & he didnt come to ray's house .
Walked around lot 1 & went to MOF to have their ice cream .
Oh god .
It was real real nice .
I was the last one to finish it .
I was like mine is 6.80 & i take so long to finish,
But their's is 8.80 & they ate so fast .
Went walking around lot 1 trying to look for lanyard but couldnt find nice ones .
So we went to comic connection & bought a doll .
Something like a rabbit or .....
I dont know how to describe it .
Pictures will say all later .
Lots of laughters & all .
Really enjoyed today .
Missed the old old times in secondary school .
Missed the times where we would play around .
Missed the life in secondary school .
Maybe not the times we had exams or we had to mug for O levels & N levels .
But its the time where we had lots & tons of fun together .
As for now ,
All of us are separated .
Some even not in contacted or are not friends due to some incidents .
Some in poly, some in ite & for me in private school .
But at least we all took the effort to meet up together as often as we can . i think .

Anyways ,
Gathering again on Sunday,
Cw is missing on sunday as he has to go to malaysia .
So 少兴。
The funny thing is that sunday cw is missing & yesterday kenneth is missing .
Why cant we have the whole group together??

Pictures:

Xiaogui

C.w & sy

Xiaogui & ray

Wy & C.W & Ray

Whole Group

可怜的Ray

C.w

Lols

Sy pointing @ Ray

Wy pointing @ Ray

Ym strangling ray

C.w strangling ray

Ray's baby brother on him

Ray emoing

C.w say that this is him wearing helmet .
We were laughing non stop when we hear this .

C.w sian diao face MOF

Ray @ MOF

Ym @ MOF

Sy @ MOF

Ray & Sy's ice cream

Ym's

Mine

Cw's ice cream with ray's sy & ym's cherry

Saw this at my house's void deck .
& got to know what happen to it .
Was thinking maybe someone destroyed it .
But it was actually that the dustbin caught fire .
Ok i know random .
Guess its already quite a long post .
Shall end here .
Gathering tomorrow . =)

♥ 11:24 AM

Friday, August 29, 2008

人往往都会没有sense of belonging .

尤其是在团体当中。

我也会这么觉得啊。

好比，中学时我就常常会这么觉得。
现在呢？

我非常有这样的感觉。

在现在的班级内，我常常感觉到我得不存在。

当我告诉别人我是茜婷，就是那个谁谁谁的朋友。那个在谁谁谁的旁边的那个。

我, 在班里面的名字就是：哦，你是每次跟那个谁谁谁的对吗？

难道我没有名字吗？

或许对你没来说我是个很安静的人，

可是，是因为，“它”太强了。

让我不知如何是好。

或许我给“它们”的印象是很attitude?还是很安静？

还是。。。。。

我常常觉得，是因为我的样貌吗？还是，大家都是看样子和身材做朋友？？？

我真的觉得很extra.

不是我不要主动跟大家讲话或是交流。

是因为，我觉得大家不想认识我或，跟我讲话。

在班里面，我感到非常不自在。

没有朋友。

难道是我不够sociable吗？

我倒不觉得，

我其实可以和一个人很谈得来的。

我其实也可以很吵得。

可是，

大家都好像不给我一个机会来让你们认识我。

还是我不配？

♥ 1:36 AM

想post就post

不想post就不想post

因为。。。。。。。。

No one will care .

没有人会在乎我今天是否有update我的部落格。

最近，都没人理会我的部落格。

♥ 1:26 AM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

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I was at home for the past weekend .
Trying to get my stupid assignment done .
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Finally i finish up that stupid website .
But still need some touch up after i show it to my lecturer .

Monday 250808
ORAL TODAY !!
Oh god .
I was feeling so uneasy for so many days before my oral .
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I dont know why that i just feel so uneasy .
Actually had to go to school today .
But was simply too tired because i slept at like 3am in the morning?
So i skip today's lesson .
Woke up at 12 to prepare to meet ym at yew tee .
So nice of her .
She wanted to help me not feel uneasy for my oral .
So she accompanied me to oral .
We had lunch at the food court at yew tee mrt .
After which we took our usual school route to school .
So 怀念of the old times .
I would always walk to school using that route .
Passing by the coffee shop in the morning .
The park ,
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We would even meet up to go to the mama shop .
So much so much memories .
Anyways .
Finally reach RGT !!!
The security gave us a stupid sticker
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We were asked to sit at the lobby because the students have not been released from school .
But after sitting for awhile,
We decided to go to the canteen to look for the noodles shop auntie .
She's the best stall auntie .
Almost everyone who frequent her stall in the past would surely know her .
After chatting for awhile i had to go up to IT room .
Anyways,
Got to a know schoolmate from my batch .
Suhui .
She's in rp yr 3 this yr .
We chatted alot while waiting for the oral to commence .
Ym went to lot 1's library to wait for me .
After long waiting .
Heart beating real real fast .
Feeling so nervous .
Finally it was my turn .
The examiner was still alright .
I stumbled when i wanted to use a big word to describe something .
I was stuck for words .
AHHHHH .
I hope i did well for oral .
I hope i hope .
Took 307 to lot 1 .
Its been a million yrs since i last took 307 .
Memories again . =p
Looked for ym & we went to delifrance for our dinner after so much hesitation .
Looked through the menu
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Chatted alot throughout our dinner .
We both were full till we feel that our stomach might burst at any time .
Walked around lot 1 & i bought a new mascara & ym bought a make-up remover .
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We went home after which .

Ong YunMin !!!!

Thank you for accompanying me for my oral .

At least your accompany gave me alot of 安全感。=)

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