Been sometime since i last updated..
Been busy with work..
Everyday back from work im already like a dead corpse that i dont have the mood to blog either..
Sometimes i see ppl viewing my blog but dont TAG!
How can?
Already no motivation to blog already please i see no tags even more motivation..
Job has been really tough for me..
I know many ppl who knows about it must be thinking why am i always so weak..
Because i never stay too long on my jobs..
Well..
I dont know how to explain either..
I just have my own reasons no matter what ppl think..
Anyways..
Actually the current job i am working now is considered okok..
Just that the constant standing squatting loading of goods & everything is too tedious for my leg to withstand that it is giving me problems now..
Really hope i can get the next job soon but not so soon at least let me have some little rest first..
Income for family is running out already..
♥ 4:40 PM
21 years old still dont have the right to make my own choice..
21 years old means i have to earn money for you..
Work because of YOU..
EVERYTHING ALSO BECAUSE OF YOU!
Like that i rather i am an orphan rather then having parents...
Parents who keep blaming i am fat so cannot find job!
Parents who keep blaming me for not having a Olevel cert..
Parents who keep blaming me for not having a Dip..
Everything also blame me blame me..
But when you need/want money you need me to go & work to get money!
Like that i rather i move outside..
Although i need to pay my own expenses..
At least i get to choose what i want & not WHAT YOU WANT!
You ask me to work temp..
Saying just starting alot stress this and that..
But who is taking all this..
ME!
NOT YOU!
Of course you say its ok!
Die also me not you..
Stress also is me not you..
Too much things to memorise also is me not you!
Not that i dont want to work..
Is just that i DONT WANT TO BE IN THE SALES LINE!
WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I WANT/THINK?
So what if im 21 but i still cant make my own choices?
1 day i might just do the same things like when i was young..
A knife & thats it..
♥ 7:21 PM
If you someone who happen to keep goggling YAP SIYAN SIYAN etc & it happens to show my blog link & you happen to come in here..
PLEASE!
Stop trying to find her or her blog or whatever..
There must be a reason that she doesnt wish to give you her blog url or whatever..
Stop trying to goggle ppl's name online & find them through others..
How would you find if you were the one being goggled?
So please stop doing this..
♥ 7:13 PM
Dont say i never update my blog ok guys!
I already cleared the dust..
Which i might continue doing so..
SOOOOO..
Must stay tune to my blog & come in as often as you can..
MOST importantly is CLICK ON MY ADS IF THERE IS OK!!!
I need to faster get $50 so that i can cash out..
Been like 1 or 2 years since i signed up for nuffnang already..
BUT till now i haven got $50 yet..
So faster help me reach $50 so that i can cash out ya!!!
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♥ 12:17 AM
Like finally i update my blog..
But still i dont have the feel to update..
Update just for the sake of update..
Blogging bug is dead i guess? Or maybe just not that active..
Shall update the other overdue events SOON~
&
PLEASE HELP ME CLICK ON MY ADS WHICH IS ON THE LEFT HAND SIDE!
MUCH APPRECIATED!
THANKS X10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
♥ 12:00 AM