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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2008 is going to be over ..
2009 is coming after today ..
But ..
I have not reached the targets i wanted for 2008 ..
My wishes did not come true ..
Feels so disheartening ..

♥ 3:31 PM

Monday, December 29, 2008

Tag Replies

michelle
michelle is here to tag... lol.. lame... got miss mi on fridaz.. LOL..
michelle
Hey wat happen to u.. relax man..!!!.. Dun so hot up... who is it tis time.. tell mi tell mi.. i damn kaypo.. =P... chill chill...
To michelle - hahas thanks for tagging .. i am fine .. hahas ..

=P3@C3=
OMG!!..did u try talking to ur leatuer..?...so unfiar sia..furthermore u say u noe how to do..mayb try tokin to leaturer ba..lyk ask y he failed u..
To Siyan - lols .. aiya .. no use one la .. this school is kuku de lor ..

SkYz
lolx saw ur msg on facebook now at least got ppl bother =P
To SkYz - lols .. thanks lots for tagging .. =)

zhuzhu
qianting !
To zhuzhu - lols .. hellos .. thanks for tagging ..

YummY
hey u finally blog man! hey u this stalker..anyhow put my photos sia..LOL..
YummY
ya lo..我觉得这样很不公平。。
To YummY - lols .. you this idiot .. you want i can put more .. ya la .. so gay hor .. wth ..

Ben Ong (from ex-RGT)
hey ya.. merry xmas to u.. dun be so emo la lol
To Ben Ong (from ex-RGT) - hellos .. merry christmas too .. =)

Felicia
snoopy!!!! link me lahh. ahhaha
To Felicia - FISHYYYYY .. link liao .. hahas ..

xueli
linked : ) why so emo?
To xueli - hahas .. thanks .. hee .. emo emo .. =p

yanwei
Linked !! ^^
To yanwei - hahas .. thanks for relink ..

♥ 11:48 PM

Friday, December 26, 2008

When i feel like ranting .. There's no one there for me ..
When i feel like ranting .. People ignores me ..
When i am angry .. No one bothers about me ..
When i cry .. No one cares about me ..
When i feel like ranting .. People just 繁衍我。
Seriously i hate people telling me they are there for me ..
When they are not ..
When i need someone ..
Where are people?
They are not there for me ..
They let me feel like a fool ..
Someone stupid ..
Hoping that there's someone there for me ..
But there isnt ..
I just want someone to listen to what i am angry/sad about ..
I just need a good listener ..
That's all ..
But i guess ..
Maybe only my blog is there for me ..
Whenever i need to rant ..
My blog would be the one for me to rant on ..

♥ 4:00 PM

I'm feeling so DAMN stress ..
I've got so many exams modules to study ..
I really feel like going to bang the wall & just end my stupid life ..
Why must there be exams ?
Why must there be assignments ?
Why am i so stupid to fail my exams ?
There isnt anyone who is willing to lend a helping hand ..
School's lousy too ..
We fail & yet they dont even give us any helpinghand ..
Instead they are there ready to receive our money for the SUP PAPER & money for TUTORIAL ..
Just like what many people say ..
Our school is a place where they suck all our money away ..
You've already took so much money from us for our course ..
Yet now everything ..
YES!
Every single thing you still need to collect even more money from us ..
Still say that you are not a school that has profit or something like that ..
I am sure many students from my school dont find this real & feels that our school is a school that sucks our money away ..
I'm like feeling stress all over !!!
I feel like DYING!!
Classmates?
I dont even think people after our generation is people who think of others ..
They only think of themselves ..
They think of other people's feeling ..
That's how we feel of people after my generation ..
They are selfish people ..
Dont wont even bother about you ..
As long they are good ..
Even if you die also not their business ..
I really cant imagine what will happen after 10 years later !!

♥ 3:52 PM

Thursday, December 25, 2008

人，最怕的应该是寂寞吧？

当两个人的世界却突然变成了一个人。

那种感觉应该很可怕。

♥ 11:47 PM

Merry Christmas to all .. =)

♥ 4:00 AM

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

因为一个presentation,
你们就说要做roleplay,
因为roleplay,
你们就去做了新加坡空姐的制服。
做了空姐的制服还无所谓，
你们尽然要我们还你们订做制服的费用。
这样情何以堪？
一点都不公平。
对！
是为了我们的组才这么做的。
可是，
付了钱之后，
我们没有得到什么利益，
衣服又不是说是我们的，
可是我们却需要还钱。
我真的真的觉的很不公平。
你们有把我们当成你们的组员吗？
美萍送你们礼物，
花了那么多钱，
可是，
他的生日的时候，
你有送她吗？
要钱就要的那么快，
和你公司share的礼物，
你却一分钱都没有还。
美萍也没有跟你要。
你已经是大人了。
还不会想。
我承认，
我们的确有很多group的讨论没有去。
可是，
你们应该跟我们说我们应该要做些什么，
因为你是组长。
你却没有做好责任。
不是说我其实你们，
可是，
我们不知道为什么到了最后，
你们就变了，
越来越过分。

♥ 11:42 PM

Feeling so EMO !
Feeling so BAD !
Dont feelGOOD !

♥ 1:13 AM

Monday, December 15, 2008

真的快受不了你们。。
对，
我知道我们没有参与讨论是我们的错。。
可是，
你们。。。。
你们有把我们当成是你们你团的一员吗？
什么事情都没有问过我们就自己做决定。。
以前我们可以很好，
但是，
时间就了之后。。
你们把自己的“真正的颜色”秀出来了！！

♥ 10:36 PM

111208/121208
There isnt school for both days ..
Went to visit my grandmother on Fri as she was hospitalize ..
Went to northpoint to exchange something & had dinner ..
After visiting my grandmother we trained back home ..
Not much happened ..

131208/141208
Work for both days ..
Was real tiring ..
But there isnt as much customers like the previous weeks ..
Remembered the little kids calling me auntie when they needed help ..
Do i really look like an auntie?
=(
This week the auntie did not piss me off .. luckily ..

151208
Didnt go to school today ..
Received mp's sms saying she's not going to school ..
I overslept after switching off the on going alarm ..
I was too tired already ..
Stayed home the whole day ..
Playing pet society ..
Watch V power concert ..
School tomorrow & gym afterward ..

♥ 10:29 PM

Friday, December 12, 2008

I'm once again so PISSED OFF by that stupid AUNTIE ..
AND PLEASE you're definately AN AUNTIE ..
She complain to my relative that i TALKED back to HER ..
IS like WTF ..
WHY should i work until i feel so ..
委屈 ..
She isnt the biggest at that work place ..
Yet she is like acting BIG there ..
I heard people talking back to her ..
Why dont she also complain about that person?
Just because my relative is the one that intro this job to me so you have to complain to her just over a STUPID problem ..
I talked back to you?
So what's the big deal?
What can you do to me? Just only complain to my relative?
I hate you this STUPID AUNTIE ..
You're just a stupid old V***** who is not married and is mentally UNBALANCED!!!!
If you're so good you wont be here ..
You would be in some stupid big company working ..
WHY work here?
Just **** off ..
How i wish my work can finish soon !!!!!

♥ 3:40 PM

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♥ 1:08 AM

Its been a LONG LONG time since i update ..
So it become a LONG LONG post ..
Hope ppl wont get bored reading it ..
Hope the pictures helped ..
&&
Sorry for all those ranting on that stupid auntie at work ..
OHOH .
Continue to help me click on the ads ..
The earnings are slowly increasing ..
But only a pathetic $5 ..
=(
But i'm glad ppl are helping me to click ..
&&&
Nuffnang has been putting on ads at my blog ..
That's already very good ..
=)

♥ 1:05 AM

061208/071208
Work as usual ..
As usual i am very PISSED OFF by that stupid auntie there ..
Dont think that i am young you can push me around ..
I am THERE to work for MY COMPANY not YOUR COMPANY ..
When i am serving customer A who is buying my product, another customer came over to ask for a particular size of a shoe which is also my product ..
Therefore, i told the customer i was serving to wait for awhile while i go into the store to get the other shoe which the customer request ..
I went in and saw my colleague which i was quite good with ..
So i asked if she could help me take the shoes while i go out to serve that customer which i was already serving ..
This stupid AUNTIE ..
Said "Why must you ask ppl to take your own company's shoes? Take it yourself .."
I was like but i am serving another customer outside ..
She then said "Never mind that customer .. Take your own company's shoes now dont ask ppl to take it for you .."
I was like then if the shoes of boxes get tumbled down or what ITS NOT MY FAULT ..
She still can tell me "Never mind only what .. only awhile it wouldnt be too messy .."
I was like WTH ..
She was the one who asked me to LOOOK after CAREFULLY at those stacks of boxes of shoes ..
And now she is also the one who ask me to NEVER MIND those stacks of shoes ..
Isnt it a dilemma ..
Whenever i do A she would ask me to do B ..
Whenever i do B she would ask me to do A ..
She puts me in a dilemma seriously ..
I hate her !!!!
She is obviously an AUNTIE but whenever i call her an AUNTIE she would go crazy over it & say ..
Do i look like an auntie?
Am i so old?
I seriously would like to tell her ..
YES YOU ARE OBVIOUSLY AN AUNTIE ..
You think you're still in your young age 19 or what?
Please go look at the mirror ..
YOU'r OLD FREAK ..
Whenever i go to work ..
The person i wish to see last is HER ..
Whenever i go to work happily ..
Once i see her ..
My mood the whole day would be BAD ..
&&&
Whenever some BAD things happen ..
IT WOULD ALWAYS BE MY FAULT ..
EVERYTHING!!!

081208
Public holidays today = no school today ..
A resting day for me .. =)

091208
Went gym today & brisk walked for 4km ..
I still felt that it isnt enough ..
I should stay there until i drop dead the next time ..
Went to Breeks to have dinner ..

This drink taste so EEK!
It's lemon tea with honey?
I taste so weird ..
I dont know why ..

I forgot to take my dish ..
Walked around CWP until 9+ ..
Called that KUKU ym if she wanted to meet ..
She told SUCH a long time to reach ..
Mp decided to send us home as it was quite late ..
Thanks girl ..

101208
Was initally going to school during break ..
But after which i felt so bored as we will be having the same lesson from morning till noon ..
Therefore mp and i decided to skip lesson ..
Went to yishun ..
My HOME TOWN ..
Northpoint seriously changed ALOT ..
Walked around ..
Had my all time favourite ..
Also i guess the famous banana leaf rice there ..
Walked around & went over to Kbox at AMK hub as we had nothing to do ..
Mp didnt sing at all ..
She was there daydreaming, smsing & YAWNING ..
Shouldnt have went ..
It was quite a waste of her money ..
Saw this cute hamsters & rabbits at a pet shop ..

Finger food & snacks & fruits at kbox ..

Met up with ym at cwp for movie ..
BOLT!!!
The dog was so ADORABLE ..
Couldnt resist it ..
The hamster too ..
On the way to find ym ..
Saw sy and AHEM AHEM ..
Dating & let me caught them .. NAH .. I'm just joking .. =p
Went home after the movies ..

All about YM .. =)

♥ 12:37 AM

291108
Work was very tiring this week ..
OG's having a 20% storewide sales ..
Every single place of OG is full of HUMANS ..
I nearly died there .
Just dont understand why are there such KUKU customers ..
As i had to tend to a huge pile of boxes of shoes ..
If i were to leave it alone for awhile & come back ..
The scene looks like it had an earthquake before ..
Dont understand those parents ..
We are already so short handed & you just have to wait for a MOMENT only ..
You cant wait & start to look for the sizes yourself ..
What if the WHOLE pile of shoes fall?
Whose responsible for it?
YOU?
I doubt so ..
Cant this customers wait ..
We also need time to look for shoes ..
Take it or leave it ..
If not dont come here to buy shoes ..
Just because of that 20% ..
Sorry for all the ranting but i'm kind of piss of over it ..

301108
As usual WORK ..
Today is even more BUSIER then Sat ..
Alot of customer i agree ..
But all are just to come here & test the shoes ..
NOT TO BUY ..
Its a waste of time letting us find so many shoes & YOU the customer not buying any of it ..
We are already VERY BUSY ..
Yet you are letting us doing things for nothing ..
I know i know ..
Customer is always right !!
But seriously i dont really agree to it ..
Customer are NOT ALWAYS RIGHT ..
They do stupid things to piss us off ..
They cant wait ..
They have no patience at all ..
If i am free i can help you ..
BUT if i am not, then cant you wait?
Imagine a customer wants 2 pair of shoes different sizes ..
You are already talking to this customer, another customer approaches you & wants 2 more shoes ..
Different sizes,
You would have to go into the store room to look high & low for it ..
When you come out,
I'm holding on to 4 boxes of shoes ..
For 2 different customers ..
They are complaining that we take too long to find the shoes ..
In the end they DID not buy the shoes but i TOOK such a LONG & DIFFICULT time to CLIMB up to look for that PARTICULAR shoes & the customer DONT want it ..
If you were the salesperson ..
Wouldnt you be PISSED off?
Another day of ranting ..
Pardon me !

011208
School as usual ..
Went over to woodlands civic centre for our 1st lesson of gym & classes ..
Ran on the treadmill before going for the aerobics class ..
Mp & I nearly died ..
The aerobics is TOO fast for us ..
Maybe it's because we are First timers ..
Met up with ym ..
Went over to Lot 1 to buy my new bagpack ..

Byeee to this dont know how many years bag ..

021208
I seriously dont really remember what happened ..
Since it has been such long ago ?
Or should i say i am forgetful ..
During class Erlin suddenly ask mp & i for lunch ..
Was quite suprised that she actually asked us out ..
So we went to tbp to had our lunch at the particular pasta restaurant ..
Erlin's friend followed ..
I didnt manage to take photos of her pasta as we just got to know each other ..

Erlin's

Mine

Meiping's

Erlin's pasta

Mine pasta

Meiping's pasta

After lunch we trained to woodlands for our gym class ..
If i didnt remember wrongly ..
I was yoga today ..
I nearly die there as the yoga class is for higher level of yoga ..
therefore there were alot of moves we couldnt do at all ..
After which we went to Jack's place for dinner ..
Couldnt decide what to eat ..
Anyways ..
Let pictures do the talking ..

This drink which they claim that it was their christmas special ..
Caused us a freaking $13 .. -.-

Meiping decided to take taxi back ..
Therefore she sent me home as well ..
Thanks girl ..
Some scenery we came across ..

031208
Lesson as usual ..
Went gym today ..
Reached cwp ..
While waiting for mp to come out from the restroom ..
I saw this performance ..

I didnt really manage to get the front view of them ..
They were moving around ..
In the end we didnt go to gym ..
We were both too tired ..
Therefore we had our dinner? or lunch at the foodcourt ..
Then decided watch movies ..

It was still quite a nice movie ..

041208
Accompanied mp for her so called job "interview" at chinatown ..
The job which i introduced to her ..
It was still early & therefore we went to vivo to have our lunch ..
Had thai accents for our lunch ..

Bought this coinbank ..

In order to waste time as the person in charge kept on pushing back the timing to meet ..
In the end we spent almost 1 hour at Mu-ee ..
This is what we did ..

Mp also bought a shoes for her work at everlast ..
Finally it was time ..
We trained over to chinatown ..
Saw my old collegue there ..
Chatted with her awhile & mp disappeared with the person in charge ..
Went to look for pong pong fen ..
It was quite ex ..
I was actually quite tempted to buy ..
As i always see it at 女人我最大 ..
But ..
Oh well ..
Wait till i have the money i guess ..
After which trained home ..

051208
Dont really remember what happened today ..

♥ 12:30 AM

Monday, December 08, 2008

BOOHOO!!
I'm too lazy & tired to blog ..
><

♥ 4:11 PM

Friday, December 05, 2008

I'm SO SO SO DAMN pissed off with MY PBM exam results!!!!!!!!!
I knew how to do the exam and yet i fail ..
I FAIL!!!
I knew how to do the exam ..
& i even did the KUKU project the lecturer gave ..
Due to some reasons it was supposed to be a group work ..
But because of some reasons & not to bring any one down ..
I decided to do the project ALONE ..
In the end i FAILED!!
I'm really like so PISSED OFF ..
I have already paid 6000 plussss for the course & everything ..
Yet i still have to pay 30 plus more just for the SUPPLEMENTARY paper ..
It just a waste of MONEY ..
This school is like SUCKING away all our money ..
I am angry is because i KNEW how to do the exam & i pathetically did the project alone & yet i still FAIL!!!!!
Stupid lecturer !!!
He made me FAIL with his stupid teaching SKILLS!!!!

♥ 9:34 PM

Thursday, December 04, 2008

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♥ 1:16 AM

Will update REAL REAL soon ..
Been very tired busy recently ..
School + Work + Gym = TIRED!!!!!!!!!

♥ 1:14 AM

Tag Replies

zhuzhu
qian ting qian ting . here to tag for you ! hahas .
zhuzhu
i do your quiz for you le . good of me hor ? ;x . muahahaha .
To zhuzhu - Thanks for tagging . eh . what quiz? my blog got quiz meh? how come i dont know?

xueli
heehee.. cannot die so soon, must takecare : )
To xueli - wah wah wah . want die liao ..... hahas . =)

eraylin
QT , u meet ur half sis liao la...! We were born to have the same fate... Just that luck happen on me faster..... Hope that u reach ur goal by the end of next yrs...
eraylin
sometime this kind of things takes time.. Be patience...!
To eraylin - hahas . ya lor . we got alot of things same same hor . hahas i also HOPE i can reach my goal but hor . very difficult leh . =( what kind of things ? lols .

wendy
hello
To wendy - LOLS . hellos too =)

=P3@C3=
ELLO...i dl firefox cos of u eh...i can now view ur blog properly le..hmm u join amore de ting ah..?..how much huh..?..
To Siyan - LOLS . btw that day tell you liao . so no need reply your that question liao la hor .

Sangrui
ha-ha, lols. :)
To Sangrui - hahas =)

michelle
U must go to de cbox de website to change de size la... bodoh.. LOL.. U clever lor.. i also ownself edit de.. Hahahhs.. My backgroud n de box from different skin de den i mix tgt.. LOL..
michelle
A A A wic bitch nv share wif mi.. I love gossip de.. LOL.. tell mi tell mi..
michelle
Biatch
To michelle - hahas . cannot change la . aiyo . i of course clever la . hahas . lols . you know about he bitch thing liao la . no need tell you here liao . can call you gossip queen liao la hor .

meiping
everywhere also suan hahaa.
To meiping - LOLS . i not as SUAN as you lor . still sleep so late . i think next time you wake up late its already over the lesson time liao .

♥ 1:00 AM