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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

I NEED YOU !!!

Will update soon .

still not in the mood,

to blog what has happened recently .

well anyways . guess no one would want to visit or read my blog .

♥ 1:52 AM

Saturday, January 19, 2008

no one knows how i feel .

no one would ever understand .

no one will .

♥ 12:12 AM

Friday, January 18, 2008

~~MIA~~ for the time being .

♥ 12:11 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

EVERY SINGLE PERSON AROUND ME IS ATTACHED !!!!!!

BUT NOT ME !!!!

NOONE BOTHERS TO READ MY BLOG .

WHO CARES READING ???

♥ 1:55 AM

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust

♥ 11:57 AM

Saturday, January 05, 2008

我给你的爱暂时收不回来

♥ 4:53 AM

Friday, January 04, 2008

We have only 4 days left to our attachments .
I dont really am looking forward to it nor am i really sad about it .
Just that the 3 of us will be separated .
Only i will be separated from them us we are in different course .
So i guess we wouldnt be seeing each other that often .
AHHH .
I miss them .
Not seeing each other for few days can already kill me .
What more that we might not see each other maybe for like weeks? or even longer?
I dont know what would happen during attachment .
I hope i can do a good job and get a better GPA .
Thinking back now .
I have no place to go to after ITE .
I doubt i would be able to get into poly .
I doubt my results would be good .
With my lousy english . my lousy maths science and combine humanities .
WHAT AM I GOOD AT?
AM I STUPID OR JUST PLAIN LAZY?
WHY CANT I JUST BE LIKE OTHERS . GET INTO A POLY AND MAYBE END UP IN UNIVERSITY?
WHATS WRONG WITH ME?
PPL MY AGE WILL BE GRADUATING SOON FROM POLY .
OR SOME IS ALREADY GETTING IN UNIVERSITY .
I am still the same .
In ITE .
I dont mean that its the end or what .
Just that .
Why cant i get into a better route .
Anyways .
Back to the point .
I hope that attachment would be ok .
And and will be going back to school for briefing this coming Mon .
Dont know if i'll get to see my classmates .
Kind of miss them actually .
Its been quite some time since we saw each other .
This may be the last time we can see each other .
Somehow my class is like abit scattered?
Even on the last day no one came to school .
The class had no one .
So .
Well . i dont miss all . just some that click with me .
So well .
Hope everything would be fine .
I dont know how this 2008 year would be for me?
I hope that it would be good and not bad?
But seems like i am still as emo as always .
Always feeling down and low .
HOW CAN I TOTALLY CHANGE MYSELF?
From a old me to a new me?

♥ 8:42 AM

Thursday, January 03, 2008

2007 is over .
2008 had come .
Hmm .
Sotong and piggy pig came to my house for countdown .
Had steamboat and persuaded sotong to ask her father if she could stay at my house .
Finally her father agreed .
We were like damn happy that she could stay .
So we chat around .
Play around .
Drank some alcholic drink and was like damn high .
After that sotong and piggy pig were too tired and they slept .
But i couldnt sleep which i myself also dont know why .
So i didnt sleep for the whole night .
And after which SOMEONE asked to accompany him for breakfast .
So i had to pull that 2 pigs up from bed to accompany me .
After which we went around thinking of where to go to .
At first we thought that maybe sotong and piggy pig could go home .
But in the end we decide to catch a movie .
So went to lot 1 .
There were nothing to watch .
AND dont know what's wrong with the 3 of us .
CRAZY i guess .
We chose to watch a movie that we wouldnt have watched .
AVP2 .
OMG .
The movie's like very dots .
I dont think its nice .
Quite disgusting actually .
I dont know why guys like to watch it .
And we had a long waiting time before the movie start .
4 tired ppl were loitering around lot 1 .
Finding a place to rest .
After watching the movie we went home .
Am real happy that i could spend the time with the both of them on the last day of 2007 .
We were like damn high during the countdown .
But am really really sorry to both of them .
Is like i had to pull them up from their sleep to accompany to meet that person .
And had to let you girls take money to watch the stupid movie .

♥ 11:01 AM

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

I am too tired to post .
Will update soon =)

♥ 4:23 PM