qianting 茜婷

2012-01-30T20:44:00.001+08:00

初七人日 @ Fuchun CC

2012-01-30T20:43:00.001+08:00

初六 @ 同事家聚會~

2012-01-30T19:46:00.002+08:00

2012 年到了，
也就这样过了30天的2012.
新年到了，也就这样新年过了5天了。
新年就这样的过了。
真的好快。
年过完就是情人节了。
一年一度的情人节跟我无关！
我也这样孤孤单单的这样过了23年。
对我来说情人节和平常天都嘛一样。
新的一年，我还是和前年一样没有工作。
最最最讨厌的就是找工作这个环节。
真的觉得很烦很烦很烦。
为什么找工作要这么麻烦？

话说回来！
今年的初一和往年不一样，没去拜年因为一些缘故。
于是和我一样初一没事做的阿姨去了圣淘沙看花节！
也就这样过了一天～

初二和以往一样到了外婆家拜年。
完了扑克牌但，
运气不好都一直输钱。
还说属蛇的今年运气还不错，真不知道是我自己本身就很衰还是。。。。
也就这样的有过了一天～

原本初三想呆在家的我，又被我阿姨叫去春到河畔看看。
于是又和阿姨出门去了。
这一天的天气怪怪的，天空的一边乌云密布另一边的天空太阳却很大。
结果我竟然看到了美丽的彩虹！
太开心了啦！！！！！

就这样新年有过了。
相信我也会像以往一样过着无聊无趣的生活。
或许这就是我的命吧。
人缘不好的我，没朋友。
我也认命了！
不再强求，不再理会，不再付出。
一切就这样吧。
这么多年我也累了，真的累了。

2012-01-23T00:35:00.001+08:00

除夕晚餐~

2012-01-22T03:46:00.001+08:00

Watched 孩子不壞，龍眾舞 in one day~
had popeye for lunch & jap cuisine for dinner~
overall, a great day out with dage & burger face~

2012-01-18T10:54:00.001+08:00

1. 以前或許我們眼裡似乎只知道彼此的存在，但當我們漸漸長大之後。開始認識許多不同的人，結交不同的朋友之後。我們便會開始忽略以前一起經歷過風風雨雨志同道合的那個朋友。以往甚麼事情都第一個都一定會想到的那個朋友，甚麼事情都一定會想要一起做的那個朋友。

2. 難過，開心，氣憤等等的事情都一定會先想到的那個朋友。一起渡過許許多多的歡笑以及淚水的那個朋友！無論發生甚麼大大小小的是都有那個朋友幫你撐腰。哭了，累了那個朋友都一定會是第一個在你生邊聆聽你的那個朋友。
你還記得這個人嗎？

3. 時間過得飛快，或許你們彼此因某種原因已不再是朋友了？
又或者你或他／她已不再像從前那麼的要好了？彼此因為彼此對彼此忽略了，之前或許幾乎每天都一定要在電話聊上幾個鐘頭的電話。
連自己的另外一半或許都已嫉妒你和你那個朋友。

4. 那個朋友就是你以前會稱呼她／他為姐妹的那個人！如今變得像熟悉的陌生人是因為你沒有好好的珍惜她／他還是她／他沒有好好的珍惜你呢？
為何人總是要在失去之後才懂的珍惜呢？

2012-01-18T10:53:00.001+08:00

把別人看得太重，結果在別人眼裡甚麼都不是。

2011-12-26T08:03:00.003+08:00

聖誕夜過了，再過沒幾天就是全新的一年了。
時間真的過好快。

2011-12-13T05:42:00.001+08:00

Have not been updating my blog for a very very long time.. I've somehow lost the feel to blog.. Getting more and more rusty to this place making me speechless on what to say.. I dont really know why..

2011-07-26T20:47:00.002+08:00

im back like again to update this really dusty blog..

am still thinking whether to put back my tag or should i not..

im also thinking isit that tagboard is the one who is bringing in those weird spammers tagging..

because i go around blog hopping & seeing ppl who uses cbox has encounter the same problem..

Anyways..

Today was orientation day..

Initially i was still dreading it..

Thinking it's like so boring..

I do not know anyone there..

There are many many different departments..

But after it ended..

I found it rather ok..

Though some lectures were rather boring..

I even joined in the "amazing trace" game which i initially say i didnt want to..

Overall it was FINE~

Met up with hh for dinner & she bought me KOI!~

Day ended & tomorrow i'll have double work to do..

Hopefully i do not need to OT!

2011-07-25T21:32:00.002+08:00

Its been almost 2mths since my last update..

Have been really busy with work..

My blogger bug is gone for good..

But then..

I suddenly had the feel to blog TODAY!

which i dont know why either..

Guess i just needed to let out my unhappiness..

Everything that has happened..

I needed to let them out..

I dont like or want to keep them to myself..

Work on the 1st mth was stress.

Work on the 2nd mth was getting alittle better..

Work on the 3rd mth was good..

Work on the 4th mth is BAD! or should i say WORSE!

I dont know what exactly happened..

I was somehow suddenly "blacklisted" by the stupid demon in my office & another management..

I dont know why..

I seriously find it very very unfair..

Why must they pinpoint me?

Why am i always the unlucky one to get all these bad things?

I really dont understand..

I was being said to being ALWAYS walking around & CHATTING with my people..

I was being said i am ALWAYS talking during my work time..

I was really angry when i heard all these negative comments..

Why ONLY i got caught doing all these?

When there are people who are worst off then me?

Why people can talk so loudly and not get caught?

Why are there people who are the ones who really KEEP TALKING during working hours not get caught but me?

I dont deny i do chat with my colleagues but NOT ALL THE TIME..

& i also do my work but not ALWAYS chatting during work time..

Why cant that demon appreciate what her subordiates do?

Why must she always condemn us?

Why must she always pinpoint me?

She's really being bias to me..

She always makes small mistake into grave mistakes that could kill people..

I really dont get it..

WHY?

She only listened to feedbacks that i do all these..

BUT

Did she really see me ALWAYS talking & chatting to colleagues?

Seriously i hate working life..

Working life seriously sucks..

I think most of people our age would think this way..

I guess we still prefer schooling..

But students schooling prefer working..

Friends know that i am someone who is considered strong enough that can withstand tough waves..

But after working here for 3 to almost 4 mths..

They already saw me breaking down for numerous time..

So..

Is it telling me that this job dont suit me or?

I am being bonded now that i cant leave during this 3mths probation or if they sack me..

My 1mth's pay would be gone..

I am seriously already trying to tone down BUT..

If she wants to find a bone inside an egg..

No matter how good how obedient i am she still will have something to pinpoint & blame me isnt it?

2011-05-29T13:14:00.002+08:00

Time flies..

Have been working for almost 2 mths..

Work has been good at times but bad at times..

Stress at time, relax at times..

This makes me dont know how to further consider if i should continue working at this place..

There are laughter, sadness, anger etc..

It's almost 2 mths but every days YES! every single day i am learning new things..

But when all things come at one go & i cant take it i'll break down..

Many ppl think that it is better to continue working there for 1 year before going over to other jobs as least it wouldnt look so ugly on the resume..

I dont know if i can..

But for the sake of the money & for my parents i have to i guess..

No matter what happens i would have to tolerate tolerate tolerate..

But i dont know what will happen when the tolerance reaches it's limit..

I'm having this feeling again..

This feeling which i dont like..

I hate this feeling..

But why does it happen?

2011-04-14T20:24:00.004+08:00

This is the 2nd week of my job..
Job has been tiring & stress..
I think im not one who can handle stress..
When im stress i tend to feel like eating..
Which isnt a good thing i feel..
Therefore i've been thinking if i want to continue working after this 3 weeks..
But on the other hand, Im not the only one to decide because even if i want to stay i would need to pass the company's appraisal which i dont even know if i would..
Everyday at work im doing the same old things..
The same old routine every single day..
The challenging part is when i need to meet patients who are somehow considered our "customer"..
There will be all sorts of patients..
The nasty, good, friendly, etc etc..
Of course i understand that when one is sick, the mood can be bad & we may just be the only one that they can throw their temper on..
BUT..
sometimes the patients or the families just treat as like we owe them a living..
Well, Anyways.. So far i have not met any nasty ones..
Which i may in future..
Im sure there will be alot alot more of things that i need to face & need to learn..
I shall see how it goes after 3mths & then i'll decide whether to continue working there..

2011-04-07T20:47:00.001+08:00

Started work on this tuesday 050411..
Met the girl whom i met also at the interview..
Both of us were actually selected..
First day of work was alright..
We were brought around sgh to know more about the buildings..
Did nothing much on the first day actually..
2nd & 3rd day have passed..
Im so looking forward to friday to come!
Shall update again real soon!

2011-04-04T03:03:00.003+08:00

I've changed my blogskin after having a hardtime looking for one that i like,
im kinda of fussy over it.
I'm troublesome!
Anyways, 1 more day left to NO freedom!
I kinda of hate it but then on the other side i love it.
Ok, i know what im saying is very contradicting but cant help it either.
I love it because i'll have money to get things i want,
i'll have money to give to my parents.
The thing that i hate is IM OFFICIALLY A WORKING ADULT!!
This is a fact that i hate alot!
Hopefully this job would be a good one & i do not need to change to another job.
Hopefully the people that are good!
Hopefully this & that & blah blah blah..

Ending off abruptly!!! :)

2011-03-31T04:30:00.002+08:00

I'm back to update my blog!
Thinking back of my previous post which i say i wanted to update on my birthday..
I actually dont have any pictures with me..
So how do i blog about it?
Only with words i guess it would gonna be real boring..
Which is what i've been doing recently..
Blog post with no pictures..
Im not really an CAMERA person..
I dont go snapping around..
UNLESS..
I find the thing really interesting then would i capture it using my phone..
I have a digital camera but i dont really use it cause i find it kinda of useless..
It's actually given by my relative..
Not much function on the camera & it makes very not awesome pictures..
So i thought no use using it to take pictures..
&&&
SERIOUSLY!!!
I need a new phone!
YES! A NEW PHONE!
But i cant..
My current NOKIA phone is giving me LOTS of problems since i bought it last year NOV!
Brought it to get it fix for thrice BUT..
NO!
It's still NOT FIXED YET!!!
Dont understand why cant they get such a simple problem fixed!
I'm so FCUKING pissed off by the nokia care centre..
I even wrote email to complain but NOTHING were done..
I dont think i would even buy their phones again ANYMORE!
Ending this post abruptly..
TYVM!

2011-03-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

-Went to SGH for interview today
-I waited for almost 2hrs just for the interviewer to come
-It went well, hopefully i'll get the job
-Walked all the way from SGH to Outram Station to Chinatown JUST for KOI!
-Had a hard time finding KOI..
-Bought L milk tea & cravings statisfied!
-Went home, had dinner, used comp, watched tv
-Sometimes i think i am annoying to ppl but you cant blame me because it's the attitude ppl give me that let me misunderstand them!
-Dead beat therefore I AM HEADING TO BED!
-I'll blog real soon about my birthday!

Nights ALL``

2011-03-25T05:24:00.000+08:00

祝我生日快樂。

2011-03-18T21:49:00.002+08:00

明天我終於可以出門咯！！！
開心開心！
希望明天會玩的愉快哦～
還有，
台中演唱會成功！

2011-03-12T23:45:00.001+08:00

Been feeling rather insecure after since i saw the news regarding japan's earthquake & tsunami..

also somehow a rather weird feeling that i cant really describe it into words..

Really dont like this kind of feeling..

Hopefully it doesnt mean that something bad is going to happen..

2011-03-09T01:03:00.003+08:00

i've been jobless for like almost 4 or 5mths?

i know im not a good & filial daughter whom my parents want me to..

I guess in my subconscious i still hope to be the little girl whom my parents dote on..

I still wish that i was the young little girl that doesnt need to think of anything everyday..

The young little girl whom only need to go to school everyday & be a good little girl that listens to what mummy & daddy says..

But i know time reverse..

It only goes forward on & on..

I know i can no longer be the young little girl that depend on my mummy & daddy..

Also i think i still have not have enough of fun i guess?

I still wanna play..

I still wanna chase idols without any worries like i use to be..

I still wanna go out with my buddies every now & then..

I still wanna not think neither worry about anything but just PLAY..

But no..

Reality tells me that i cant..

I have to work..

I have to support my family..

I have to start to face the work society..

I have to start to learn to know how to earn money..

I have to start to learn every single thing..

I main goal is to work & earn money..

This is reality i guess?

Sometimes i really wish that we were very very poor in the past..

I dont wanna travel around..

I dont need expensive things..

I dont need parents to give me whatever i want..

We can be poor..

I just want as to be how we were in the past..

Why not let us be poor in the past & a little richer now?

Why only let my parents suffer only when they are old?

WHY?

I dont get it..

If i can choose..

I wouldnt want them to bring me to travel when i was still a young little girl..

The money could be saved & used now..

I can dont want those expensive toys i used to have when i was young..

The money could be saved & used now..

But,

What has happened has already happened..

I cant turn time back..

Conclusion is that i hope i can quickly have the heart to go get a job..

Let my parents to have the life they should have & not struggle like hell for expenses that the house or living need..

p.s. sorry for the lengthy post.. i just need a place to rant..

& the best place is my blog.. :)

2011-03-09T01:01:00.000+08:00

2011-02-23T02:45:00.002+08:00

跑。。
或許能夠暫時逃離一切。
跑。。
是我要持續的一件事。
跑的定義有許多，那你的呢？

2011-02-18T21:10:00.000+08:00

2011-02-15T07:42:00.004+08:00

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2011-02-15T07:37:00.003+08:00

有些記憶是忘也忘不了的!

那或許是我單獨的記憶也或許是我們共同的記憶。

我們曾經有過的記憶。

2011-02-14T04:55:00.000+08:00

2011-02-09T07:30:00.000+08:00

2011-02-08T04:21:00.001+08:00

300111
Last minute shopping with sy..
Headed to bugis..
But guess what?
In the end i didnt really get what i wanted..
Had thai express for dinner & that's the most amount of $$ i spent that day..

2011-02-08T04:04:00.004+08:00

除夕
Most anticipated cny eve is here!
My favourite part was having steamboat!
守歲until around 5plus to 6am & head to bed..

初一
Woke up at 9am in the morning..
Prepared & head out to grandmother's house for visiting..
NO relatives were there on 初一 but due to some reasons we had to go there on 初一 first..
After which off to my 叔叔's house..
Yearly routine..
Steamboat again!
& for 2 consecutive cny i didnt gamble with them..
Which i dont know why either..
So i just sat there watching tv..
Was feeling really really sleepy..
My cousin, my 二叔 & my father was sleeping soundly on the sofa..
Head home at around 6plus..
Day one ended so so QUICKLY!

初二
Headed to grandmother's place..
Reached & only one family of relatives reached..
Did nothing much there either..
Watched tv had lunch..
But i did gamble on this day..
&
The great thing is that i lost FREAKING $40..
But it wasnt my money..
But then i finally realised that my luck is really bad this year..
Headed home at around 9plus..

My cny ended on the 2nd day..
How cool is that?
I dont have much relatives so not much visiting..
I dont have friends so no visiting either..
My parents dont have much friends so no one visiting US either..
"Great" life isnt it?

2011-02-08T03:50:00.001+08:00

Why?

2011-02-05T23:39:00.000+08:00

2011-01-30T01:10:00.001+08:00

=）

2011-01-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

羅志祥 - 獨一無二Only You

Only Only U U U Only Only U U U
Only Only U U U Only Only U U U

Girl 怎麼妳三兩下就壞了我的原則
為你訂做獨家癡情的角色
妳的快樂全都是我的對策
越拿妳沒轍越要妳見識我的獨特
妳想學衝浪陪妳曬成炭
還沒說要閃絕對不想買單
想熱鬧晚餐我用力幫妳揪團

擋擋擋不住愛慘了才酷
關關關不住全天候的服務
藏藏藏不住想霸佔的企圖
攔攔攔不住中毒
Only Only U U U Only Only U U U
Only Only U U U Only Only U U U
天乾物燥小心我愛的火燭
Only Only U U U Only Only U U U

Girl 是我為妳創下了好多新的規則
無所謂就連自己都快不認得
要妳快樂全都是我的政策
誰拿我沒轍我偏要給妳我的獨特
妳說妳怕胖陪妳不吃飯
妳流一滴汗我變出遮陽傘
不想出去玩我兄弟暫時解散

擋擋擋不住愛慘了才酷
關關關不住全天候的服務
藏藏藏不住想霸佔的企圖
攔攔攔不住中毒
Only Only U U U Only Only U U U
Only Only U U U Only Only U U U
天乾物燥小心我愛的火燭
Only Only U U U Only Only U U U

Baby 我不在乎因為愛了妳變一個樣
管他現在的我和我到底像不像
Only U Can See Me Only U Can See Me Now

要妳獨自欣賞
擋擋擋不住愛慘了才酷
關關關不住全天候的服務
藏藏藏不住想霸佔的企圖
攔攔攔不住中毒
Only Only U U U Only Only U U U
Only Only U U U Only Only U U U
天乾物燥小心我愛的火燭
Only Only U U U Only Only U U U

2011-01-22T20:32:00.002+08:00

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2011-01-18T23:07:00.003+08:00

羅志祥 - 拼什麼

我在拼什麼在意什麼最多

人群走了燈光不再場地淩亂

太多情緒鹹得像汗想停很難

諷刺懷疑總是很酸一路糾纏

冷眼冷語不看不管心卻敏感

路燈擦亮午夜車窗像淚光閃閃

想要跟誰溫暖地交談

卻只有我和孤單

早上匆匆忙忙出門時好在有燈忘了關

像誰堅持等了整夜要給我陪伴

我在拼什麼在意什麼最多

為了什麼又累又寂寞

不怕别人誤會了就怕最在乎的人也不想懂

有些時候我會做梦盼望

回過頭你在身後

溫暖看我没有不快樂没有逼我做抉擇

懂我拼什麼懂我最寶貝你了

人群走了燈光不再場地淩亂

太多情緒鹹得像汗想停很難

諷刺懷疑總是很酸一路糾纏

冷眼冷語不看不管心卻敏感

路燈擦亮午夜車窗像淚光閃閃

想要跟誰溫暖地交談

卻只有我和孤單

早上匆匆忙忙出門時好在有燈忘了關

像誰堅持等了整夜要給我陪伴

我在拼什麼在意什麼最多

為了什麼又累又寂寞

不怕别人誤會了就怕最在乎的人也不想懂

有些時候我會做梦盼望

回過頭你在身後

溫暖看我没有不快樂没有逼我做抉擇

懂我拼什麼懂我最寶貝你了

懂你讓我多痛

2011-01-15T18:39:00.011+08:00

Part 1:

It's year 2011..
I know im kinda of late but nevertheless it is better then not updating right?
Thinking back of 2010..
Happy moments, sad moments, angry moments etc etc..
Listing out was really tough..

1. Major event of the year should be my 21st birthday! - March

A memorable birthday which i wouldnt ever forget in my life!
Would wanna thanks all that celebrated with me..
Wished me through every different networks!
You guys were great!

2. 2nd major event of the year would be my girl's 21st birthday & also Ken's 22nd birthday! - August

But then..
There were some regretful events that happened..
I didnt managed to plan a GREAT birthday for them because of some reasons..
Pre-celebration of ken's birthday & we went to fetch him from his book out!
Suprise him with an cake too!

3. 3rd Major Event would be Arokyy's CHALET at Downtown east! - April

Finally a long waited CHALET that all of us have been waiting for!
It was a fun 2 days 1 night chalet..
The whole chalet was AWESOME!
(photos taken from SY!)

4. 4rd Major event would be SHOW LUO's concert, handshake session, autograph session & stage opening! - May, July

Handshake, Concert were TOTALLY AWESOME!!
Autograph session was a little pity because we couldnt see him sing due to many ppl queuing for his autograph.. Stage opening was cool too.. But i only managed to see him through the glass..

5. Marche Session with Ken, Ray, Siyan & Yunmin

6.Kite Flying Session @ Marina Barrage with Arokyy

7.Mid Autumn Lantern Festive with Arokyy

8.Yunmin guitar performance @ RP

9.XIAOGUI's trip to Ikea

2010-12-30T12:09:00.003+08:00

2010 is ending in like 1 more day..
Thinking back..
Time really flies..
Everything seems to be yesterday but actually it's not..
A year passes so quickly..
How i wish i was still a kid..
I need not worry about anything..
I need not think about anything..
2010..
To be frank..
I dont have much memories & what really happened..
What i really went through..
Not a very bad not a good or rather i should say it's an average year for me..
Of course i would hope for a better year on 2011..
To get a job..
Everyone around me to be good, healthy..

2010-12-22T00:54:00.004+08:00

211210

Awesome day with my GIRLS today at Ikea!
Trained over to Woodlands interchange to take 168 all the way to Tampines Ikea..
Reached & quickly went to have lunch as all of us were too hungry..
Ordered our food & dont know why bobbin like to push the trolley thing there alot!
Our food!!

I think we ordered alittle too much..
All of us were so so FULL!!!
After which we walked around ikea of course..

A small little toy snake caught sy & ym's eye.
.

&&&
They wanted to buy that toy snake..
& were crazy snapping the toy snake everywhere they go..
Putting the toy snake into bed with pillow & blanket..
Putting the toy snake onto items & took pictures of it..
Putting the toy snake onto almost every single thing!

I wasnt fond of snake although it's only a toy & so i didnt buy it with them..
In the end I only bought a roller..
Sy was a toy snake & a roller..
Ym bought a toy snake, a roller & a couple of photo frames..

Decided to take the free shuttle bus all the way back to tampines..
Went over to KOI as both sy & me were craving for it for a long long time..
&&
YES! Cravings satisfied once again..

&
Once again i feel like vomiting because i can feel all my lunch floating together with KOI..
Ok i know it's kind of gross..
After which we walked around Tampines One & trained back home while sy had something on..

Christmas Trees everywhere!
But my Christmas would be a lonely one this year no exceptions like the previous years..

2010-12-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

心裡感覺有很話想要說但又好像說不出口。
也不知道要從何說起。
我其實也不知道我在說什麼。

2010-12-20T02:01:00.006+08:00

Sunday was an AWSOME day!
Firstly xbox with BOB!
Secondly home together with Xiaogui!
Dont wish to be long winded..
No details but only here to note down this AWESOME day i had with my girls!
Love ya girls!
I know we are strong enough to withstand anything that comes by anytime any moment any where..

永遠是朋友！
下一世下下世我還是要遇到你們！
想讓你們知道我是真的很珍惜我們彼此。
很在乎你們。

2010-12-17T07:54:00.000+08:00

I'm a HAPPY GIRL!
Finally got back my phone..
Really like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!!!

Trained over to Vivo with bobbins..
Reached & went to collect my phone from nokia..
Had to test if the phone was alright therefore i tried calling bobbin BUT the same problem..
In the end the person said maybe she should tried using her phone to call & everything was alright..
So i guess it was bobbin's phone that has problem..
But she only encounter this problem with me..
So i also dont know what's wrong..

After which went over to M1 to get her new phone..
She decided to get BB..
White with a little gold..
Kind of cool~

After which SHE was a HAPPY GIRL just like me!!
Had BK for our dinner..
Went over to Gongcha..

She bought Dont know what with herbal jelly &
I bought Earl Grey Milk Tea with Pearl..

Went over to F21 & bought a top..
Went over to Cotton On & i bought a skirt & a cardigan..
Thanks BOBBIN for the money!
I was really broke!
She was my Boss yesterday.. Paying my buys! =)
After which we settled down at one random seat & started figuring her BB..
She was still retard using it..
Firstly not used to it & Secondly it's new to her.. 1st time using a BB..

OH..
&&&
Her herbal jelly was really NICE!!
It's very very different from those outside..
Bobbin say it's actually grass jelly..
But the texture was totally different..
My new love from GongCha!!
Trained home after which!!

2010-12-17T07:52:00.001+08:00

你的問題就是她的問題。
她的問題就是你的問題。
是一樣的。
兩個人這樣的僵持要到何時？
兩個人都互不相讓。
你這樣覺的，
但她也這樣覺得。
你們想的其實是一樣的。
各自要主動也要讓步啊。
一個手掌是拍不響的。
需要兩隻手啊。
你不讓我我不讓你。
你不主動我也不主動。
這樣問題永遠都不會解決的。
懂嗎?
思考思考一下。
我沒有說我什麼都對，
就摸著自己的心問自己我說的對不對？

2010-12-15T23:03:00.002+08:00

Trip to JP with BOB yesterday..
Trained over to JE to meet her then together we trained over to JP..
Reached and the first thing is to have our dinner..
I guess both of us were famished!
Checked out Wendy's but nothing fascinating therefore we dropped the idea..
In the end we had KFC again for dinner..
Been having KFC for our dinner whenever we meet out which i dont know why..
After which we shopping around..
Didnt buy anything..
Oh & i met a very GL mother while waiting for BOB from the ladies..
She was shouting at her daughter in chinese..
Saying that why is she so lousy? not listening to what her mother teaches her..
Saying when she was young (her mother) all these werent taught by her parents but she learns it herself..
She still scolded saying if one day her daughter get scolded by ppl outside saying that she has no 家教is not her mother's fault because it's her daughter that isnt 自愛.
FYI..
The thing that her mother is scolding her over is really trival!
& i dont think whats wrong with her parents teaching your OWN DAUGHTER how to wear their undergarment..
I mean like.. SHE'S ONLY FREAKING 11 YEARS OLD..
She doesnt know how to wear one as her mother what's wrong with teaching her how to wear it?
I cannot imagine when her daughter has her period what her mother will scold her again..
I really dont understand..
In the past or olden days of course some of the things you dont get taught.. but it's different what..
Like you said it's LAST TIME & not now..
Past & present & future is all different..
Really dont understand how can a mother scold her daughter over this kind of matter until like that..
I pity the little girl for having such a mother..
Must be a very great phobia in her heart..

2010-12-10T21:51:00.003+08:00

Trained over to Vivo with ym after her school..
But before that she had to train over to city hall FIRST to hand over her punch card which her stupid last minute supervisor wanted her to do so..
So i had to train over to harbourfront first..
Reached & went looking for nokia care centre..
Only managed to find it after walking round & round the mall..
Queued for number & had to wait for my turn meanwhile ym reached..
After was done like maybe in 1/2 hour?
Went all the way to harbourfront just to withdraw money..
Had carls junior for our dinner..
Dont know why was i so stupid or rather i didnt know that the set i ordered there would be fries & not the beef fries to replace..
So in the end i had a ENORMOUS burger with a normal fries & a beef fries..
After eating i really felt like vomitting..
Was really tooooo full..
Look at how huge the burger was!!!

2010-12-07T02:54:00.003+08:00

Christmas in approximately 18 more days?
&
Nope im not celebrating it i guess?
Should be home feeling lonely & all..
Staring into computer screen doing nothing..
What a great christmas isnt it?
Dont ask me why im not celebrating it..
I dont have friends that i can celebrate festivals with..
I dont have a wonderful life with friends surrounding me..
i've got only 2 best buds..
When they are busy with their own lives i'll be like an zombie..
Christmas would be great if it were to be snowing..
But too bad it's impossible to happen here in singapore..

2010-11-30T07:52:00.000+08:00

難過的；不開心的；
一切盡在不言中；
又有誰會/能了解呢？
我正在等待知音人～
他/她又何時會去出現呢？

2010-11-30T07:29:00.003+08:00

Anyways..

Finally an Arokyy outing on the 28th Of Nov10..
Planned to meet at 1pm but as usual some were late etc..
Trained over to orchard our first destination..
Had lunch over at BK..

Ken was still sleeping when we met so therefore we met him after our lunch..
Walked around ion..
Not long after he had to leave as he had to book in..
Went over to Charles & Keith..
Saw bags that i fancy but had to walk to 3 outlets before getting it..
Most of them were OOS..
Dont know why but there were crowds at C&K at both ion & wisma but not at 313..
We then head over to PS & by that time it was already 9pm at night..
Took sometime walking there because my girls were busy taking pictures on the way..
Reached & they went to pasta mania for dinner which i didnt because i just didnt feel like eating..

&
After which regretted not buying gong cha when sy suggested before going for dinner..
It was closed when we wanted to buy..
Oh well..
No fate with gongcha & koi that day..
It didnt really go as what i've planned..
The plan of my last destination was bugis..
Plan was to get koi, gong cha & try taimei BUT
none of those happen..

At the end of the day..
Half happy half sad..
Happy that i bought a bag finally!
& a bag that is casual enough & formal enough for all occasions..
Sad that the plan didnt go well &.....
Well you girls know what is it about so i shall not elaborate much..
I didnt take much pictures that day so......

2010-11-26T02:00:00.003+08:00

241110
和老王一起去Jp走走。
到了那裡，本想說想走走才去吃晚餐。
的確是走了一會兒，走後還是去吃了。
吃了肯德雞，人多到不行。
清理盤子的人竟然在一旁埋怨了起來。
還對自己說人可以不要再來了嗎？
她還蠻靠近我們的啦所以才會聽到。
她也蠻怪的說。
我們的桌子垃圾好多但也沒有叫她來收。
可是她就瞄了瞄我們和桌子。
就默默的過來收走。
還擦了桌子，但她瓶子噴出來的水噴到了我的手。
自然反應就是擦去手上的水滴啊。
她卻很不爽的說這不是消毒水怕什麼?
哇！
我們從頭到尾一句話都沒說，幹嘛那麼兇啊？
真是奇怪有莫名其妙耶。
吃完了就到去走走。
很多店都關了，所以也沒什麼走到。
後來到了24小時的超市買了維他奶和一包快熟面就回家了。
但，
超累的。
也不知道在累什麼。
今天睡了一整天。
拍誰啦沒照片都是字。

2010-11-24T08:08:00.001+08:00

還有啊~
發現我說的一切的一切都不會有人理會！
好啊好啊。
就是要這樣對我就對了是不是!
沒關係~
你這樣對我我就這樣對回你！
你等等！
哼~
冷靜冷靜~

2010-11-24T08:04:00.001+08:00

做了點小小的更改。
但，
應該沒人會發現吧？
管它的~我開心就好！
今天開始，
或許每天我會上來做個小小段的更新！
讓部落格有點活力點。
不然好像有點安靜的說~

2010-11-21T19:45:00.003+08:00

這裡變得好安靜。

我沒了動力。

我沒了靈感。

我沒了FU。

我不知道我可以寫些什麼。

或許我就該這樣讓它沉默下去吧。

2010-11-12T20:15:00.004+08:00

Have the feeling that the blogging trend around me have been going down recently..

Not much people are blogging anymore..

People dont view blogs as much as they use to..

Whats wrong?

Anyways..

The other day while having dinner at yewtee point received a brochure that the used to be sushi stall is changing to a steamboat stall..

Was tempted to wanna try it..

So decided to ask ym & sy if they wanted..

SO..

We went yesterday which is Thursday..

All i can say it's the worst steamboat that i have ever had!

So expensive somemore!

Still need to pay them service charge somemore when their service sucks!

Waiters are busy but not attentive nor professional enough..

Food sucks ttm..

Only thing that were edible were the pork, prawn & egg..

Thats all..

The soup sucks..

Too salty!

We ordered tomyum & chicken..

Tom yum didnt taste like tomyum at all..

It was just very sour..

Food were very very limited & all were frozen food..

Not fresh at all..

I can say the food that i ate didnt even worth the money i paid for..

Everything sums up to around $17++ per person..

All i can say it's not worth the try..

Really felt heart pain that there goes my money!!

Guilty too that i was the one who asked them to try..

Anyways..

Lesson learnt!

If possible let's make thursday our meeting day please! At least i get to see you girls once a week..
At least i get to go out once a week since i haven found a job yet..
SO PLEASE PLEASE!
Try to meet me on thursday alright!
XIAOGUI! <3

2010-11-08T00:54:00.002+08:00

常常想我活著的意義是什麼？
是為了什麼？
或許只是為了我的父母。
為了把我生下來的父母並非為了其他的事。
我真的覺得我就像是個行屍走肉的人。
我沒有靈魂我沒有生命。
我的心是死的。
但誰又知道呢？
說真的我活著的這21年，
是很沒有意義的在活著。
我沒有目標沒有夢想。
我甚至不知道自己要的是什麼。
我常問自己為什麼老天爺要讓我誕生在這世上。
我有什麼用？
我可以做什麼？
我又有什麼價值？
我始終找不到答案。
我嘗試著要樂觀。
可是，
真的很難
我說真的，
我21年來活著，
我沒有朋友。
只有到了中學結交到兩個死黨。
但，
她們有自己的生活要過。
我也知道她們需要自己的自由空間。
我總不能一直黏著纏著她們兩個不放吧？
她們大概也會覺得我很煩人。
覺的我不獨立。
覺得為什麼我老要她們的陪伴。
我說真的我真的覺得如果沒了她們我不會是現在的我。
我或許是個活在精神病院的一個等死的人。
我知道我常常需要別人的注意。
我希望得到別人的注意。
你。。。
又知道我什麼嗎？
生長在只有一個小孩的環境的我，
真的好寂寞。
或許常常看我歡笑著對你，
看著我笑著的樣子。
但你可知道那。。。
其實是偽裝出來的嗎？
父母和我之間的距離或許是有點打吧？
我並不是一個會和它們說我心事的人。
父母也就是父母。
我當然希望能報答它們的養育之恩。
我現在就像一艘在廣闊，沒有盡頭的大海裡迷失方向的一艘小小船。
那種徬徨，恐懼。。。
又有誰會知道？
我不知道我怎樣可以變的更好。
我不知道要怎樣才能讓大家喜歡我這個人。
做我自己嗎？
我一直都是我自己。
我到底是哪裡不好或是做錯了什麼讓我的人緣變得那麼不好。
讓我不討人喜歡。
是性格？是外表？是態度？
是。。。。。？
我這個迷失在大海的小船何時能找到讓它停靠的港口？讓它依賴的大船呢？

2010-11-08T00:52:00.002+08:00

常常覺的很寂寞。
寂寞的讓人覺得痛苦，
痛不欲生。
好羨慕那些擁有朋友的人。
我知道很多人說朋友不需要多，
好的兩三個就夠了。
我有好的啊。
可是就到此為止。
我21年的人生就只擁有那兩個朋友。
說真的夠嗎？
老實說不夠。當她們忙碌的時候，
當她們不在的時候，
當她們不能陪伴我的時候，
我。。。
又該怎麼辦？
我總不能依賴她們一輩子吧？
她們有她們自己要過的生活，
她們有自己的人生要過，
有自己的煩惱要顧及，
有自己的朋友。
我或許要只是她們朋友裡的冰山一角也不算什麼。
我總不能一輩子都依賴著她們吧？
常常有人說我就像是井底之蛙。
要這樣說也可以，
但也可以不這樣說。
我有工作的經驗，
我看到工作上形形色色的人，
它們的工作態度，
顧客，同事，上司。
我了解啊。
我也會玩樂。
但，
就是社交圈很小，小的可憐。
或許在別人眼裡我並不存在也並不重要。
或許是自己的外表讓自己感到自卑，
好羨慕那些跟我一樣但卻可以快快樂樂的生活的人。
我。。。
真的做不到。
我一直一直在嘗試的改變。
但有想想，
人為什麼那麼現實？
就因為不亮麗的外表所以朋友很少。
所以不要和我做朋友所以討厭我嗎？
難道不亮麗的我們就不是人我？
你知道我們的痛苦嗎？
你知道我們有多麼盡力要和你們所謂的“平凡人”一樣嗎？
為什麼就是要那麼的看低我們？
為什麼就不能像對待你們所謂的“平凡人”一樣的對待我們？
我們到底哪裡錯了？
我們也很盡力的改啊！
可是你們都不給我們這個機會。
為什麼要活的那麼痛苦？
為什麼？

2010-11-07T00:40:00.002+08:00

What a pathetic blog i've got..
With only bob as the only one who is always tagging..
I doubt there are even ppl reading my blog..
Except for all those moron spammers..
Please i dont need you spammers to be here..
Just fcuk off from my blog please..

It's been one week since my last job..
Seriously i am again lazy to find another job like again..
I really hate going for interviews..
Hate to see the faces of those interviewers..
Who dont fcuking give a damn to my certs..
Life has been boring..
Or should i say it always have been this boring ever since i know what am i doing..
No friends, No life no nothing..
I know many people say you do not need many friends but only a few good ones..
I do have..
But isnt it better if you're social circle is bigger?
Or you get to know many different people from different lines etc..
I can say my social circle is really small..
I dont get to know new people especially when both buddies are still studying but im already working..
People i get to know are all aunties & uncles..
Not much of my age..

People always like to say that i am a frog underneath the well..
What can i say if this is how you see me?
How do i get to know people?
I cant be walking onto the streets & telling ppl hey please be friends with me right?
People might think that i am someone from IMH..
How do i get to mingle with different people?
I dont know..
Which i really wish to mingle with more people..
Get to know more people..
I want a bigger social circle..
I cant always be dependent on them..
They have their own life own friends..
Im sure they might be thinking why am i pestering them..
For 8 yrs..
I cant be doing so till i am old can i?
I also need to know more people..
Mingle with different people to gain more even more knowledge..
But how?
Thats the question..
People always tells me..
But actions speaks louder then words..
Dont only say..
It is of no use..

2010-11-07T00:37:00.001+08:00

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2010-11-01T02:00:00.002+08:00

Last day of worked ended very fast on the day itself..

I was asked to leave at around 9pm since it was my last day & there wasnt anything i can help with..

My colleagues bought me magnum although not a grand gift or what..

But i guess at least they have got the heart..

I dont know why but i was close with the cleaner whom i guess not much ppl would choose to be..

She is really a friendly lady..

Although she's a malay but we could get along will..

She was a little suprised that it was my last day that day..

It was because she wanted to invite me to her son's wedding..

I dont even know her son at all fyi..

She's really a nice lady..

Not really feeling very sad though..

What i hate is that i would need to find a job again..

Going for interviews is what i detest.. like seriously..

Why is it so difficult to find a job?

I dont know..

Anyways some random pictures i took..

2010-10-29T10:38:00.002+08:00

After working here for 2mths..

More or less there are feelings here..

The happy thing is that finally i need not see that bitch..

The sad thing is no more slack work & i will need to go look for jobs again..

I need to go through many many interviews again..

Which i hate it alot!

Anyways i went to an interview the on thursday..

But in then end due to several reasons my mother wanted me to reject the job..

But i wonder is it a good or bad thing that you need not contribute in cpf?

My mother is afraid that this job might be marketing that kind..

So in the end i decided to reject this offer..

So i would have to go through another round of calling, interviewing..

Really hate it ttm!

Am just ranting out what i can..

Because im thinking ppl might find me irritating if i flood at twitter or facebook..

Shall end this post abruptly..

2010-10-20T20:02:00.002+08:00

Been trying my best to update my blog as often as possible but why is there still so little tags?

Why is there so many spammers tagging at my tagboard instead?

Wonder how this ppl get to my blog..

But of course i know blog is a really OPEN thing which every single person who has a net can enter..

But why come my blog?

You this morons..

I found out that ever since my SE phone died on me & i've changed to a spare phone..

A lousy one but then still useable..

A nokia phone..

I dont really like to take pictures whenever i see things i wish to take..

Because the camera is really like CMI..

I really think that a phone with a good camera is a NEED for me..

I rather have a good camera phone then having a CAMERA..

Which i dont know why..

If i have a good phone with camera & i see things that i like i would take it out to take pictures with it..

BUT..

If i carry my camera with me..

I wont even take it out to take pictures..

Which i wonder why..

Anyways..

The reason i am saying this is because..

Recently i have the FEEL to blog but i know it is all wordy post with no pictures..

That's why i said i really NEED a new phone with camera PLEASE!

My plan has not reach yet therefore i am not able to change a new one..

I am in a dilemma which to change..

I need one which i can dl app especially whatsapp..

Also i need a phone that has a better camera..

Quite a few phones for me to choose from but still i dont know which to choose..

Anyways..

I think i am treating my blog as my TWITTER..

Been blogging about all those random stuffs..

Ok..

More random is that i am now going to end my post abruptly!!!

WAhahahahahhahaha!

Till then.....................

2010-10-17T20:40:00.001+08:00

王力宏 - 伯牙絕弦

2010-10-17T20:24:00.001+08:00

王力宏 - 你不知道的事

2010-10-17T20:20:00.001+08:00

吳克羣 - 愛我恨我

2010-10-17T19:57:00.000+08:00

李玖哲 - No More Crying

2010-10-17T19:51:00.003+08:00

Lots of thoughts flowing through my brain..

BUT..

When i log in here..

It went blank..
So now i dont know what to blog about..

2010-10-15T16:14:00.002+08:00

Oh god..

I am bored to tears!!!

I've got like nothing to do at all..

So here i am to blog..

Anyways..

AM so freaking pissed off the other day when i saw this comment made at my status by "JUNIOR" from our previous cca in secondary school..

Anyways..

I dont really treat her as a "JUNIOR"..

I dont think anyone in our cca even remembers her..

She really has got no manners at ALL!

I mean like ya..

That status was maybe meant to be comment by anyone who wants to..

But no..

That one not a good way to tell me that my status is irritating..

She said in such a sarcastic & bad way that the moment i saw it..

Fire came up!

How can someone be so no manners?

If you wanna say in a good way..

I am your senior no matter it is by school level or in our cca..

You are still lower then me..

If you want to say something at least say it in a better way..

& not in a so sarcastic way..

Didnt your mother teach you to be a good manners kid?

Or maybe you didnt even bothered listening to your parents because you cant hear/listen?

Anyways,

I've already deleted her away from my fb..

Dont need this kind of childish ppl to make my life shorten..

Arghhh..

Shall stop my venting here..

2010-10-15T00:04:00.002+08:00

I'll update soon! =D

& FCUK YOU MORONS!!!!

WHY ARE YOU PPL STILL FLOODING MY BLOG SITE EVEN AFTER I CHANGED MY URL!

YOU IDIOTS!

SHOOOOO FROM MY WEB!!!

TSK!

2010-10-08T23:53:00.003+08:00

Dont know why but recently there have been weird ppl tagging weird things on my tagboard..

It is like so fcuking irritating ttm!!!

Who the hell are those ppl?

& how they get to my blog?

Go die you morons!!!

2010-10-03T16:52:00.003+08:00

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Cousin's wedding on this day..

Had to rush back from work to attend..

Washed up & train over to yishun to meet up with my the other relatives who were also attending..

Took a bus over to Yishun Safra..

The place wasnt a grand place though..

The whole thing started at around 8.30pm & ended at around 10+ to 11pm?

& since i aint close to this cousin of mine..

Not much thoughts in mind though..

Food wasnt that good..

Mostly seems to be frozen food..

Didnt take much photos either..

The gifts that we could take home were couple keychains..

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The other cousin of mine is holding his wedding..

Both of them so closely..

But i am not close with either of them..

& this 2 cousin whose both on my father's side aint close to each other either..

So both didnt attend each other's wedding..

Another this wedding is held at Holiday Inn hotel..

Which is much more grand..

As usual head off earlier from work today as the journey there is longer..

Reached home washed up & train over to tiong bahru & after which we still had to take bus over to the hotel..

Reached & my other relatives were already there..

But what caught my attention after sitting down was my baby nephew!

Not much changes in him although it has been quite sometime since i last saw him..

Still as mischievous & bubbly!

Dinner started quite late for this one..

Host was my cousin's friend & they werent really good..

Uses the wrong words & i guess they were too nervous too!

Food was much better, the ambience & everything..

Waiter & Waitress were mostly youngsters like us..

So not that professional but then their service were still good..

Didnt had the chance to take photo of the food because i was way too hungry!

But i took quite alot of photos of my little nephew..

As her mother was is my cousin & also the sister of the newly weds she didnt have the time to look after her own son..

So there was this AUNTIE who is my uncle's "wife" took the initiative to look after my baby nephew..

& so..

My little nephew was sitted right next to me..

Couldnt sit still for long time..

Started to climb from his chair..

I didnt really bother about him because this auntie wanted so much to look after him..

Therefore,

I just sat there & enjoyed my food..

What i dont like about this auntie is that..

She is WAY too talkactive..

Every single thing she has to comment..

Saying this in a bad way she is an outsider..

Even my little nephew's mother didnt even want to look after him..

She was the one looking after him..

For what?

Definately not because she's good..

But well i dont know the "REAL" reason behind it..

Not only that i was being annoyed by her talkactivness..

Even my mother who is usually someone with alot of patience couldnt tolerate her either!

Anyways,

left soon after the dessert..

Shall end this post pictures!

2010-10-02T00:34:00.004+08:00

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2010-10-02T00:33:00.001+08:00

我的博客到了1000個了～～
開心開心～
我會盡量的多多更新！
大家要多多支持哦～
要留言哦～
當然我也需要你們的支持我才有動力啊～
所以要留言要留言啊！！！
讓我知道你來過啊～

2010-10-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

田馥甄寂寞寂寞就好

2010-10-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

田馥甄你太猖狂

2010-10-01T00:16:00.001+08:00

吳克羣沒關係

2010-09-29T00:52:00.002+08:00

Been wanting to post at times..
BUT..
All i can is post up a wordy post without pictures..
Because firstly,
I dont know why although i have a camera but i dont really like using the camera to take pictures..
Secondly,
I am using a lousy phone so i dont really like taking pictures..
Thirdly,
When pictures are taken, mostly are from ym's phone or sy's phone..
And I haven get the overdue photos from them so that's makes up the reasons why i've not been posting up pictures post & rather wordy ones..
First thing first..
Celebrated mid-autumn festival in advance on the 18th since everyone's free..
Both ym, sy & I have work that day..
So we met up after work..
Dont know why but this year's celebration is not really as fun as the previous year..
Which i really dont know why..
Wasnt really enthu in playing with the candles & the sparkles..
But this year we bought a new item which is a packet of thing that you need to press & it explodes..
It can be quite addictive though..
We played & chatting till around 1+ & the others took NR bus back home..

Work has been alright..
Been working there for like around 3 weeks or coming to a month..
Considered a slack job..
Where sometimes i can have nothing to do till i can sit there for like HOURS doing absolutely NOTHING at all..
But then i can get paid which is maybe the happy thing?
So,
Job has been fine but i really need the pay to come in real SOON!
I need the money, my family need the money..
Since my father's shop has just opened & not much revenue yet..

On another random note..
Decided to ask sy & ym to come over to my father's shop on a thursday which both of them were free..
Sy ended her fyp early therefore i met up with her first to head over to my father's shop which is located @ BB..
Reached & rested for awhile while waiting for the KUKU ym to reach..
Went over to the interchange to help give out pamphlets to passerby..
Didnt even managed to give out more then 50 i think?
Because i thought my father wouldnt want me to any how give to ppl..
But who knows he said it was alright just that students dont give.. -.-
If i knew i would have given out more then 100 pieces i guess?
Soon ym reached & i was really tired giving out because no one wanted to take..
All were either listening to their mp3 players, looking at their phone, looking very emo at the floor or with attitude faces or black faces..
So decided to head for dinner around 7 plus..
Decided to reccommend the char siew rice stall at BB..
Sy so wanted to have duck but it was sold out..
So we combined char siew, roasted pork & chicken & because i was craving for duck neck so we ordered duck necks..
The stall owner said that 3 for $2 is cheaper..
So not thinking much we agreed thinking that it must be 3 pieces..
But when it was served to us we were really SHOCK!
Sy & i were laughing away..
It was not 3 pieces but 3 DUCK NECKS!
Which equals to alot of pieces & not 3 of them..
Of course we 3 girls didnt managed to finish them therefore packed them back for my father & his colleagues..
To thank sy & ym for helping out with the pamphlets they were given FREE foot massage..
Sy did foot massage while Ym did a little of foot massage & a little of back massage..
YM SCREAMED LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS!
People who walk by might think what the hell is happening inside..
Anyways..
Please do patronise my father's shop..
Services provided are:
Neck & Shoulder Massage,
Foot Reflexology &
Whole Body massge..
Shop is located at:
Blk 644 Bukit Batok Central #01-68
It's located real real near to the mrt station..
Anyways i shall do up a advert asap when i'm FREE!
But do drop by & give it a try!
Oh &&&&..
Call up to have an appointment if you want @ 98897511 Tony or 92206108 Ah Meng!
Anyways,
I shall stop my lengthy & wordy post here..

Some real random pictures i took with my lousy phone:

Nothing to do at work & this is what i drew..

Biscuits given by my malay colleague!

the poster i did but i dont know if it is being used..

servicing of my aircon & the whole thing was taken out

the very BIG cutlet i had at my workplace~

quite some time back which i did this manicure with ym @ bugis

2010-09-23T01:01:00.001+08:00

我知道我很討人厭。
或許我做的講的，
我知道，
因為沒人告訴我。
我怎樣會知道呢？
我只道或許有的時候我是真的想引起一些注意。
但，
也只因為沒人在在乎我。
所以我在會這樣啊。
我知道我很喜歡說一些負面的話，
一些聽了就覺得煩的話。
但，
就也因為沒有人在乎，
所以我才會一直說一直說，
或許我就是想要多點人在乎，
關心我。
真的有那麼難嗎？
我樂觀也是那麼多人恨我，
我悲觀也是那麼多人恨我。
有差嗎？
我不明白。
為什麼會這樣，
我也嘗試不要這樣啊。
可是，
大家還是不把我放在眼裡。
我知道我明白，
我是一個很需要被別人注意的一個人。
我需要被注意。
那就是我啊。
越不被注意就越想做些什麼讓別人注意到我的存在。
或許這樣讓大家討厭我的吧？
那。。。那。。。那。。。
就讓我知道我有被注意到我就不會這樣了不是嗎？
我就真的真的那麼一點價值都沒有嗎？
說能告訴我？

2010-09-14T00:55:00.005+08:00

OF course before starting work on the day itself i was really very nervous & all..

Thinking how would it be & how's the working environment & all..

After the 1st day of work..

It was a relief..

Everything is great over there!

Not much work to do either, colleagues are considered friendly..

So far i've work for like 1 week plus..

All's good..

Anyways,

Finally had mac session again on the 10/9/10..

Been such a long time since we had one..

After so much had happened..

IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!

Just that our dear botak carrot had to leave earlier as he has something on..

As usual we slacked till the last train & bob, ym headed to train home!

Finally got the pictures because i got back my cammie!

Pictures we took on 26/08:

2010-09-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

2010-08-31T01:31:00.002+08:00

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Like finally..

Xiaogui is went out like after so so long..

Not that we have not seen each other..

Just that it's been a long time since the 3 of us went out as "xiaogui" identity..

We trained over to bugis deciding to go to the temple there to pray..

After praying we went over to the hawker there for lunch..

Went over to bugis street after which..

Was glad that all of us bought the things we wanted..

Ym & i even did manicure..

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It's the colour which i've wanted to try..

BABY BLUE & PURPLE!!

Went over to iluma initially thinking of buying KOI..

But in the end when i saw the queue i was like nah..

So we went on walking thinking maybe we should have our dinner nearby first as the day was budget day..

All the things we had were to be cheap！

So ended up at an coffee shop?

We had seafood fried rice, fried chicken wings & cheese fries for dinner..

We then walked all the way from bugis to clarke quay central..

Cool~

I love to travel by leg rather then mrt..

By doing so we could see the sceneries & we could chat along the way..

Stopped by clarke quay riverside & walked all the way to liang court as the 3 of us have not been there before..

Sy & i were fighting over a magazine..

I wanted to buy but she wanted me to save money so she didnt want to let me buy..

But in the end..

I still bought the magazine..

Sorry lao baby!

I appreciate the effort!

Sorry for being so mischievous!

But only once ok!

Anyways we then sat by the riverside and we had an girls to girls talk!

IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME!!!

We then trained home..

All 3 of us were tired by then..

Overall it's really an awesome day spent with my girls..

The bad thing is that i dont have any pictures with me because ym didnt return me my cammie..

Oh wells..

This shall be a long & wordy post!

2010-08-24T20:23:00.004+08:00

21/220810
Went to look for sotong yap as she's working on both days..
Accompanied her to for lunch..
&
one fine day she decided to get a name for me..
BOBBY!
Why bobby?
I dont really know why either..
Both days were great..
Had a heart to heart chat..
About sec sch times, ite times..
Going to bc for tuition..
Going to unity for tuition..
All the childish & stupid things we did..
Although it's stupid & childish
BUT
all of it are great & unforgettable memories that i wouldnt ever forget until i die?
Sunday she came over to my house to continue our crapping..
On-ed my comp & we were looking at the past photos we took..
So many hilrious ones & even videos which we took..
Many not seen before..
SOTONG YAP LOOKS CUTE~~
But i cant share the picture here..
Oh well~
I know it myself will do..
Anyways..
Was playing with my father & i randomly asked to draw a wugui on his hand..
He agreed..
But my wugui looks weird with the long long tail..

Ok..
I know this post is rather random..
Shall end it here abruptly = more random~

2010-08-23T23:23:00.001+08:00

我嘗試過，
我精力過。
可是，
既然這是你的選擇。

那麼我還有什麼話好說？

我只能說，

希望這一切之後，

“後悔”這兩個字不會出現。

2010-08-19T19:57:00.002+08:00

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阿敏的大日子！

也一樣21歲咯～

沒錯～沒錯～

你們沒看錯。

她們生日是隔了一天而已哦～

所以啊過完老燕的生日，

我們也同時買了一個小蛋糕給阿敏。

這一天也因為小學同學的生日以及阿敏早上有事所以慶祝是晚上的事。

只能說，

時間觀念真的很重要啊～～～

那天也沒有很順利的說。

對某某人很失望。

不過，

阿敏你有開心就好啦。

到了marina square的secret receipe吃了晚餐。

之後到了戶外切蛋糕。

也因為濱海灣在辦青年奧運會的開幕典禮，

超多煙火的啦～

水哦～

之後她和朋友拍了照之後我們就離開了。

她就和朋友們去狂歡。

我們和當兵中的紅蘿蔔在地鐵上聊了很多，

也聊的很愉快。

2010-08-19T19:20:00.003+08:00

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這天是老燕的大日子！

21歲咯！

終於等到了這一天。

一切都還算是蠻順利的。

可是，

只能說，

我親愛的太厲害咯。

很多是還是給她識破了。

不過，

那天我們都玩得很開心哦。

先是去Ion的Swensen吃了個晚餐。

還有冰淇淋的不肥哦！

可是，

我超不划算的啦！

我只吃了一盤甜點而已。

浪費慘了。

就在那家餐廳待到它們店都打烊了我的媽！

之後就和其他4位到克拉碼頭那裡去小酌一番。

聊了很多，

途中還下起了一場雨。

之後就做了巴士回家。

真的要謝謝老燕的朋友的幫忙。

不然也不會那麼成功。

希望你過的開心咯親愛的～～

2010-08-15T13:49:00.004+08:00

情是什麼？

愛情是什麼？

友情是什麼？

親情是什麼？

真的要失去了會珍惜？

真的要等到失去才會想要挽回。

失去之後才話說早知道。

經過了這麼多，

會不會就在此刻瓦解？

我們只得要等到失去要去遺憾，去珍惜嗎？

我不知道。

也沒辦法知道。

朋友比情人還死心塌地？

是這樣嗎？

知道了他的歌迷不幸的離開。

這位歌迷的朋友都覺得很遺憾，

為什麼生前沒有好好的珍惜她，

為什麼沒有跟她做很多很多的事？

一切想和她做的事都已來不及。

剛剛才看到好好的一個人，

就在下一瞬間離開了。

看到了這個新聞，

淚不自覺的潰提。

雖然不認識這位歌迷。

但。。。。。。。。。。。。

難道我們要也等到我們失去了一個人才會這樣想嗎？

一切的一切都那麼那麼的脆弱。

輕輕一碰就瓦解。

一直以為自己可以很堅強的維持一切，

慢慢的發現，

我累了。

真的真的好累，

好像只有我一個人在經營一切。

我很努力很努力。

不希望就這樣失去。

可是，

或許，

我已經撐不下去了。

該怎麼辦？

2010-08-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

阿敏啊！！

今天是你的生日啦！
我們一向來都不走肉麻路線的。
所以當然，
我也不會跟你用一些肉麻的東西。
21歲了啦！
老了厚～～
要成熟一點，
不要再那麼迷迷糊糊了好嗎！
不要再那麼幼稚了！

說短不短說長不長。
我們也認識8年了。
難過的，開心的，好的，壞的我們都走過。
雖然我常常念你，
罵你。
可是，
最後我們還是很好啊。
罵你是為了你好你知道的。
不羅嗦！
21歲了。
真的要成熟點，
祝你一切順利，
早點找到你的真命天子。
最後還是要說聲：
生日快樂！

2010-08-12T00:00:00.009+08:00

親愛的思燕滴兒!

It's your BIRTHDAY today!!!
21 歲咯！
在這裡有些話想要說給你。
我們認識也有8年了吧？
時間過得好快哦！
我們都21歲了！
很開心我們能夠陪著彼此一起成長。
很開心我們在這一年來越來越好，越來越親。
很開心我們越來越好。
很開心能夠認識你。
很開心很開心很開心。
我。。。
不善於言語，不善於表達。

可是，
一切的一切我都放在心裡。
你為我做的，
說的我都看在眼裡。
也很慶幸我能夠認識你。
不羅嗦。
21咯。
要成熟哦！
要越來越美哦！
一切順利！
早點找到你的Mr.RIGHT!!
希望我們能夠繼續有很多很多的十年，二十年，三十年。
還有我們說過我們會推著自己的小孩一起出來喝下午茶的哦！
所以我們要一直走下去。
愛你哦！
最後還是要很大聲的說：
生日快樂！！

2010-08-10T21:36:00.002+08:00

超級不配合的人真的你們真的遜死。
外人是這樣我或許可以忍。
熟的人卻也這樣不配合。
為什麼會有這樣的人？
讓我真的對你們這些人無言。
還有請注意你的態度。
我沒有欠你什麼，
態度好一點可以嗎!!!!!
還有那些什麼爛人。
你們這些人，
請你們你我遠一點。
我的命已經很短了，
有必要再繼續縮短我的壽命嗎？
@#%$%$#$@%*&^

2010-08-09T17:07:00.002+08:00

Early birthday celebrations for Kenneth!
Decided to make a card for him & therefore met up with ym & ray at yewtee point to have our dinner to buy the things needed..
Bought him a cap for his present..
IT was fun doing this handicrafts things which i have not done it for like years!
But all i can say i am not good in all things art craft things..
Neither is my drawing good but i tried my best!
060810 went over to pasir ris to pick ken up from his book out from camp..
Went over to some carpark because we bought him beforehand at yew tee..
That was a little little surprise we had for him..
But the difficult part was lighting the candles inside the care while the car was moving..
My skin nearly torn when i couldnt light the lighter..
Went over to chomp chomp for supper..
Had a little hard time looking for seats..
Ordered carrot cake, hokkien mee, sting ray, & bbq chicken wings & drinks..
Head home after which..
Was glad that he liked the cap we gave him!

2010-08-05T13:35:00.002+08:00

I keep asking myself what i want..

Despite so..

I still dont get any answer..

Why is it so difficult?

I dont know why either..

I really really dont know what i want..

I really kept asking myself..

Parents keep asking me..

I have alot to say BUT not to them..

Why should i tell them about how i feel when i know all i get back is nagging & all..

Why cant they just listen to what i have to say instead of commenting so much & it turns into nagging..

This is not what i want..

I know my parents hate me because they say they have never met any child who is like me..

Not wanting to find job to support the family..

Not that i dont want or dont wish to..

Its purely because i dont know what i want to work as..

But all they think is what is it so difficult to think what you want to work as?

I also dont know why but i just dont know..

No idea of what industry i want to work in..

I dont have ability to work in big companies..

I dont have the education cert to work at high ranks..

All i can is jobs that people dont want..

Jobs that people detest because of the long working hours..

Jobs that people detest because of the low pay..

Jobs that people dont like..

BUT..

WHY ME?

Why must i be the one to be taking the jobs that people detest/dislike & dont want..

One simple reason is..

I dont have the LOCAL DIPLOMA certificate that people are looking for..

This is the reason..

I really hope that i can just get a big sum of money throw to my parents & just kill myself off..

The sum of money that is enough to support them till they dead..

Yes i know..

Very irresponsible..

But at least i've returned the money they have spent on me for my past 21 years..

Maybe.. maybe..

In my next life i shall be born more cleverer so that i am someone with master or degree certificate so that i can earn alot of money to support them..

I know this is wrong thinking..

But..

Maybe to them they feel that i am just living everyday with no stress..

Not thinking in the shoes of them..

With no fear that no one is supporting the family & we are already running out of money to pay for daily bills..

But who says so?

I never say so you think this way..

But no..

I also feel stress..

I also find myself useless why cant i be more cleverer to be someone good in studies..

Why am i who i am now?

Why cant have a good job have a stable income & support my parents..

WHY?

Sometimes i also think that why must god be so unfair to me..

Letting me take all this stress all by myself..

Why must they only be poor when they are already so old?

I rather be poor when i was young..

I rather not be able to travel around when i was young..

I rather they be poor when i was young & rich now so that they need not slog like hell to live now when they already are so old..

Do you think i feel happy when i see this?

I dont..

But..

2010-08-05T12:25:00.002+08:00

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2010-08-03T23:51:00.003+08:00

厚～

最近都有好幾款很好看的啦！

我超超超超超超想要的！

可是，都那麼貴！

一件要$63勒～

哭慘～～

2010-08-01T00:11:00.002+08:00

290810
Xiaogui finally went out!!!
It's been a long time since we 3 went out alone..
Anyways, it was Kbox day..
Met up with them after their school & went over to lot 1 for kbox..
They had their dinner & it was still early so we went walking around lot 1..
Ym bought her shoes & it's been a long time since we went to SASA..
Lot 1 has lots of our memories..
It was time to head over to kbox..
There was a long queue which i have never since before despite going to kbox for so many times..
The staff bring us to our room & we started singing & finding songs..
BUT..
The staffs was like so irritating..
Coming in zillion of times interrupting our singing time..
There was even one moment a staff just open our door & told a guy beside her this is the room..
We were like astonished by the act..
We were like who the hell is that guy?
The staff was also rude enough to not even knock on the door & attitude was like shit..
Came in to take away the glasses we finished but our drinks were not finished yet & she went off..
We were like why didnt she clear the empty snacks container but wanted to clear away things we still haven finish?
This is only the 2nd time i went & the attitude is getting worse!
Really find it annoying when they kept coming in to interrupt us..
Anyways..
We really had fun that day & went we were starting to get HIGH..
The staff were CHASING us out already..
All i can say our impression of them is getting really worse!

2010-07-26T23:06:00.002+08:00

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2010-07-23T00:51:00.002+08:00

K box was GREAT!!!
BUT at the same time it wasnt that great either..
Firstly!! YSY wasnt there!
Secondly!! I lost my voice after like the 2nd song which i dont know why!?!
Thirdly!! Time was too SHORT! like seriously!!!
But over all still not bad..
New outlet at cck was have the NEW NEW feel!
I like!
Anyways..
Would be going there again next thur with YSY like finally & OYM!!
Let's HIGH till we DROP DEAD alrighty!!

2010-07-18T04:03:00.003+08:00

我已經不知道該要怎麼維持這個空間了。
怎麼辦？
對了。
夜晚是最好的時刻來聽聽一些比較悲傷的音樂。
情緒也跟著歌曲一起down。。
我的人生是要怎樣，
我自己要不知道。
我不知道我要的是什麼。
這樣是好是壞？
我對人生一點熱忱都沒有。
唯一能夠讓我開心的也只有他。
可是，
他畢竟是個遙不可及的人。
我們永遠不可能在同一條平行線上。
不會有任何的交際。
近年來，
自從離開了學生的生活。
我說寫的講的想的都是黑暗的。
難道我真的應該繼續唸書嗎？
活著的意義是什麼我也不知道，為了自己？
為了父母？
為了朋友？
為了什麼？
人生真的對我沒有意義了嗎？
我真的不知道我到底要的是什麼。
有沒有人可以告訴我應該怎麼辦？

2010-07-17T00:25:00.002+08:00

Not an AWESOME day today!
HATE being the ONLY child!

2010-07-16T01:08:00.003+08:00

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Half a day out with sy,ym & ray for a movie @ cwp..
Despicable me is CUTE!!
Love agnes & the yellow cute thing!

AGNES CUTE TTM!!!
Anyways,
After movie we had a hard time looking for a place for dinner..
Everywhere is crowded..
&&
It doesnt seems like a thur to us rather a fri or a sat..
Finally settled down for mcdonalds..
Finished & went around window shopping..
Nothing much..
The day then ended with us training back home!

2010-07-12T03:04:00.000+08:00

郭采潔 - 不過問

2010-07-12T03:01:00.001+08:00

郭采潔 - 煙火

2010-07-11T16:28:00.002+08:00

100710
Met up with ym at yewtee platform..
Trained all the way to somerset..
Arrived & went over to scape to take a look & there were already alot of people..
Thinking that he wouldnt arrive so early so we went over to cineleisure for lunch & bk..
After bk it was around 2+ & therefore we went back to scape..
After awhile he finally came..
Stage cap, tee, pants..
帥慘了！
Stayed there till around 4plus & had to leave because my camera totally run out of battery..
Taiwan cousin & my other relatives were at 313..
Went over to meet them at a cafe..
Had some drinks & cheesecake..
Soon after left my cousin & my relatives to meet up with sy & ray..
Ym had to left to marina square & in the meantime ken came..
After which we walked around 313 & waited for ym to come..
Went over to Marche for dinner..
The queue was really long..
Total bill was 100+ & it was ken's treat!
Promised to treat him back another time!
After which went over to scape again as sy didnt get to go there earlier..
STAGE was still open & ppl were still queuing up to buy things..
But mostly were sold out..
Walked around slacked there & trained home..
Pictures i took were cmi because of the reflection of the light on the glass of his shop..
Cant really see anything therefore i decided not to post them up..
&
this post becomes a wordy post!
Sorry guys!